No Holding Back.

These are the raw and dirty chronicles off my life and the thoughts that run through my sick mind.

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You ever realize you’re an asshole and you push people away who care about you when you get really happy cus you get scared it’ll only get worse and they’ll hurt you or judge you or something so you build your walls thinking youre protecting yourself and then your paranoia runs the show convincing yourself that they’re lying or hiding things or using you or secretly laughing at your stupidity and you’re just setting yourself up for the inevitable pain when it all comes down so you push instead of talking cus it’s the only way your illogical brain can think to protect you cus you wouldn’t hurt yourself right? but it IS just you.... hurting yourself.... cus you’re an asshole?

Yeahhhh. I wouldn’t know anything about that.

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You came to me in my dreams

Told me everything I wanted to hear.

I woke up immediately

I knew it wasn’t real.

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I just want my damn cactus to grow big and strong! I’ll treat the lil guy to a replant soon.

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It’s. Too. Cold.

Wish I could stay in bed forever. Or have hot coffee delivered to me while still in bed.

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Who am I kidding bringing work home with me like I’ll actually do it?!!

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Karmic energy is REAL.

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The hardest part is probably not knowing what I didn’t know. And not for lack of asking. Honestly it’s all I asked for.

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Can’t sleep. This is why weeds are a thing.

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It’s a sea of horny fucks, loser freaks, and bullshit fantasies. Please, I can’t stand it. So fucking basic.

[tarot-dreams]

Save The Date : 2020

The 13 Full Moons of 2020

🌑🌒🌓🌔🌕🌖🌗🌘🌑

🐺 Friday, January, 10th

❄️ Sunday, February, 9th

🐛 Monday, March, 9th

💗 Wednesday, April, 8th

🌸 Thursday, May, 7th

🍓 Friday, June, 5th

🌩 Sunday, July, 5th

🐠 Monday, August, 3rd

🌽 Wednesday, September, 2nd

🏹 Friday, October, 2nd

💙 Saturday, October, 31st

🐿 Monday, November, 30th

🥶 Wednesday, December, 30th

Retrograde Planetary Movements

Uranus Retro in ♉️ : Aug, 12 (2019) – Jan, 1st

Mercury Retro in ♊️+♒️ : Feb, 17th – Mar 10th

Pluto Retro in ♑️ : April, 25th – Oct, 4th

Saturn Retro in ♑️+♒️ : May, 11th – Sept, 29th

Venus Retro in ♊️ : May, 13th – June 25th

Jupiter Retro in ♑️ : May, 14th – Sept, 13th

Mercury Retro in ♋️ : June, 18th – July, 12th

Neptune Retro in ♓️ : June, 23rd – Nov, 23rd

Uranus Retro in ♉️ : Aug, 15th – Jan, 1st (2021)

Mars Retro in ♈️ : Sept, 9th – Nov, 14th

Mercury Retro in ♏️+♎️ : Oct, 14th – Nov, 3rd

Celestial Signs

♑️ Capricorn : Dec, 22nd – Jan, 19th

♒️ Aquarius : Jan, 20th – Feb, 18th

♓️ Pisces : Feb, 19th – Mar, 20th

♈️ Aries : Mar, 21st – Apr, 19th

♉️ Taurus : Apr, 20th – May, 20th

♊️ Gemini : May, 21st – Jun, 20th

♋️ Cancer : Jun, 21st – Jul, 22nd

♌️ Leo : Jul, 23rd – Aug, 22nd

♍️ Virgo : Aug, 23rd – Sept, 22nd

♎️ Libra : Sept, 23rd – Oct, 22nd

♏️ Scorpio : Oct, 23rd – Nov, 21st

♐️ Sagittarius : Nov, 22nd – Dec, 21st

Sabbat Festivals (Northern Hemisphere)

🕯 Imbolc – Candlemas : February, 2nd

🌺 Ostara – Vernal Equinox : March, 21st

🔥 Beltane – Mid Spring : May, 1st

☀️ Litha – Summer Solstice : June, 21st

🌾 Lammas – Harvest : August, 1st

🍁 Mabon – Autumnal Equinox : Sept, 23rd

🎃 Samhain – All Hallows’ Eve : Oct, 31st

❄️ Yule – Winter Solstice : December 21st

Sabbat Festivals (Southern Hemisphere)

🌾 Lammas – Harvest : February, 2nd

🍁 Mabon – Autumnal Equinox : Mar, 21st

🎃 Samhain – Witches’ New Year : May, 1st

❄️ Yule – Winter Solstice : June, 21st

🕯 Imbolc – Candlemas : August, 1st

🌺 Ostara – Vernal Equinox : Sept, 23rd

🔥 Beltane – Mid Spring : October, 31st

☀️ Litha – Summer Solstice : Dec, 21st

[giveit2meraw]

I can’t wait to be deactivated.

[not2beshared]

The wisdom you find in bathrooms stalls is so real sometimes

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Thank you random drunk girls

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