Chat Blanc, Meet Lady Blanc.

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Chat Blanc, Meet Lady Blanc.
it took me a while, but i’ve finally powered through season 4 ( it made me so incredibly sad, so it was def a struggle & took me so so long to crawl through. ). i’ve decided that i’m going to pick & pull cannon aspects from season 4 & ignore a lot more of it as there was a lot that i don’t particularly agree with.
I can’t imagine being Ladybug without him.
❛ why can’t you just tell me the truth ? ❜
@chtnoirr , 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑺 , always accepting !
“chat...” it’s the same song & dance, & they’ve been dancing around it for months now. & she knows that he knows it’ll herald the same answer. just as every other time. like a broken record. stuck on the same chord, left to repeat the verse time & again. what he doesn’t know is that every time he broaches the subject, it proverbially pushes her another step forward. that her resolves cracks & splinters little by little each & every time. chipping away at her very being at the core.
she can feel the give in her shoulders. can feel the way her entire being sags ever slightly under his gaze. & she knows the fact that she’s crossed her arms & turned away from him was just her way of desperately trying to adhere yet another layer of armor to her person. & oh, she can feel the way her body’s broadcasting a silent plea: please stop pushing, chaton.
they weren’t supposed to know each others secrets identities, but she’s at the point where she doesn’t know if that’s the right decision anymore. sure, it had been master fu who forbad it. who enforced it. who stressed that if they knew, they’d have to give up being chat noir & ladybug. & yet that was before he’d passed guardianship unto her. but now? now....she doesn’t know what to do anymore because logically, she knows she’s the one who decides the rules.
-------- & then she recalls the future bunnix had thrust her into. remembers the despair & torment she’d unwittingly pushed onto her partner. the catalyst boiling down to the fact that he’d somehow discovered her identity & she ---- can’t --- won’t let that happen again.
& so she decides to solider on. to weather the storm just as she’s done every time before this, so she looks back to him. makes a point to meet his gaze & squares her shoulders beneath the weight of them. determined to step through the evitable threshold that will saddle her with yet another bout of guilt she’ll have to carry.
“we can never know about each other, chaton. you know that. ”
❛ do you love me ? ❜
@chtnoirr , 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑺 , always accepting !
“ yeah.” it’s said without thought. with a dreamy, love-struck sigh & all & then realization hits like a fret truck & she JUMPS up, arms frantically waving in every direction. “NO! i mean of course not haha.” she stops. face matching the bright apple crimson of her suit. why?! why couldn’t she just STOP talking. “that’s not...... WHAT I MEANT WAS. yes. i love you. as a friend! because you love your friends right? YEAH.” & then she deflates, a hand retracting back to her side only to promptly rub nervously at the side of her head.
“yeah, a friend. a good friend. that i love. as a friend...” marinette flashes an awkward smile that’s more teeth than lip before turning on her heels & burying her face in her hands in frustration. the ground can split open & swallow her hole at any time now!
“ i can’t go home. ”
@chtnoirr , 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑺 , always accepting !
in a sense, they’re at an impasse. a moment of bated breath as their gazes meet & silence swells. she’s watching him, reading him, with brows raised in a blend of concerned curiosity in the soft hue of twilight. the pen she’d been using before his arrival still rests between her lips. it’s end caught between her teeth. forgotten.
there’s something vulnerable in the way he’s holding himself, & it hurts on a level she can’t exactly describe. this was her partner, her best friend outside of alya. he was someone she trusted & relied on. oh, how she hated seeing her kitten like this.
“so uhm. i ---- ” but ---- but she has to keep in mind that he doesn’t know who she is. that, right now, she’s just plain old marinette. & that to him, she’s just another civilian. still ---- STILL she wants to help. so she bites at her lip; her gaze dropping to his feet with a huffed breath. decision made & cemented. “okay.”
marinette promptly puts the sketchbook & pen aside. she’s scooching over & patting the space she just freed in what she hopes is an inviting gesture. “i don’t know what’s wrong, & i promise i won’t pry but you’re welcome to stay here.....if you want that is.”
CHATON !
He wraps his hand around her waist; helping her stand. he was a little surprised by the fact that she wasn’t aware of her own inspiration. “Of course, bugaboo.” He keep a firm grasp of her to make sure she didn’t crash into anymore mannequins. In feeling the warmth of her hand within his, his face slightly tinged with red. “Without you I am just a thing of destruction. Destroying anything I touch with no beauty to make it better.” As he spoke he looked at his free hand. “You save people every time. I’d say I am lost without you. This hero couldn’t be a hero without his Ladybug.” A small smile appeared on his face.
The smile was short lived as he noticed movement out of the corner of his eye. His grip tightened. He smoothly pushed her behind his back as he watched as Mannequin after mannequin started to move. He would never like these things again… He saw them a lot during his shows and would distrust them from now on. They needed to get out, they needed to get to a place where Ladybug could see. He looked around trying to find the exit, only to find that in the distance he saw a distinct exit sign.
“Bugaboo…we have uhhhh guests. I can see the exit, but more and more of these things are starting to move…so its going to be difficult if you are running while not being able to see.” In one smooth, quick motion he was behind her; sweeping her off her feet into a princess hold. “Do you trust me, Princess?”
it’s in that brief moment: where her center of balance shifts with the abrupt uplift; & her weight settles comfortably within his hold that her world narrows. she’s stuck, hyper-focusing on the fact that he’d addressed her by the nickname he’d bestowed to her civilian identity. wondering with wide disbelieving eyes if he’d figured out who she was beneath the mask. panic swells beneath her breastbone, but she dares not ask. dares not to linger on that thought. choosing instead to believe it mere coincidence & nothing more.
so she forces her world to move. wills her arms to lift & encircle around his broad shoulders. securing herself to his person. “of course i trust you.” it’s said upon a whispered breath, a light tone that she knows he’s heard thanks to plagg’s enhanced senses.
fingers press in against the suit & her chin finds a home against his shoulder as she squints off into the dark tunnel. she can’t see them, but now that she’s not over-straining herself she can pick up on the little distinct creaks & pops their bodies give off with each step & stumble.
disjointed fingers close around one of her ankles & she jolts. it’s an awkward grasp that hasn’t yet steeled, but her body lurches in his grasp nonetheless. & that hand of hers that had been snug around his neck suddenly pulls back & presses flat against his clavicle, hard. it gives her enough purchase to successfully jam the heel of her foot into the mannequins solar plexus. & oh, she can feel the exact moment the reanimated creature fractures, the tension connected to her ankle going limp with the impact.
but there’s still a weight against her ankle. she can still feel it’s disembodied fingers pressed taut against her skin through the suit in a vice.
“do your thing, chaton. i think it’s about time we blew this popsicle stand.” okay, so humor wasn’t exactly her thing but ----- she’s ready to leave. ready to step back out into the light where she’d be able to finally assist her partner properly instead of being the liability this situation has actively made her out to be.
ooc / so i’ve finally managed to catch up with the current season & watch the specials i’d missed out on. there are a few things i don’t agree with so i’ll be revamping my stuff a bit while i work on asks & replies.
𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑺 . ( a series of question - based starters . )
❛ how did this happen ? ❜ ❛ what are you talking about ? ❜ ❛ why didn’t you tell me ? ❜ ❛ when will you stop running ? ❜ ❛ can i get your number ? ❜ ❛ did you really think i’d never figure it out ? ❜ ❛ why are you pushing me away ? ❜ ❛ why should i care ? ❜ ❛ do you love me ? ❜ ❛ who did this to you ? ❜ ❛ why weren’t you there for me ? ❜ ❛ are you okay ? ❜ ❛ why aren’t you dressed yet ? ❜ ❛ where have you been ? ❜ ❛ why do you never stay in the mornings ? ❜ ❛ why don’t you ever stay ? ❜ ❛ can you hear me ? ❜ ❛ why can’t you look me in the eyes ? ❜ ❛ where is this coming from ? ❜ ❛ can i kiss you ? ❜ ❛ what aren’t you telling me ? ❜ ❛ is there anything i can do ? ❜ ❛ are you here to kill me ? ❜ ❛ where am i supposed to go ? ❜ ❛ do you wanna get out of here ? ❜ ❛ who sent you ? ❜ ❛ can we put this behind us ? ❜ ❛ are you looking for someone ? ❜ ❛ who gave this to you ? ❜ ❛ who was that ? ❜ ❛ do you think i’m stupid ? ❜ ❛ can you help me ? ❜ ❛ where is this coming from ? ❜ ❛ who am i to you ? ❜ ❛ why is this so important to you ? ❜ ❛ do you want to come in ? ❜ ❛ what can i say to fix this ? ❜ ❛ did you mean it ? ❜ ❛ when did you stop loving me ? ❜ ❛ are you [ name ] ? ❜ ❛ why do these things always happen to me ? ❜ ❛ who do you think you are ? ❜ ❛ why are you lying to me ? ❜ ❛ why are you here ? ❜ ❛ why can’t you just tell me the truth ? ❜ ❛ do you love me ? ❜ ❛ why don’t you believe me ? ❜ ❛ do you think i deserve this ? ❜ ❛ why are you doing this ? ❜ ❛ what can i do ? ❜ ❛ can you walk ? ❜ ❛ is there a good ending for us ? ❜ ❛ what was i supposed to do ? ❜ ❛ did you ever love me ? ❜ ❛ why do you care ? ❜ ❛ how can i fix this ? ❜ ❛ what can i say to make it better ? ❜ ❛ how can i help ? ❜ ❛ did i ever stand a chance ? ❜ ❛ do you trust me ? ❜ ❛ do you ever stop talking ? ❜ ❛ can i come with you ? ❜ ❛ why would you say that ? ❛ how have you been ? ❜ ❛ why can’t you just move on ? ❜ ❛ when will i see you again ? ❜ ❛ can we talk ? ❜ ❛ do you have a minute ? ❜ ❛ do we know each other ? ❜ ❛ can you shut up ? ❜
adrien + leaning against the wall & talking to marinette
𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 ; 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒; bold what applies, italic what sometimes applies. feel free to add on!
HAPPINESS: being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laugh lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.
SADNESS: tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering .depression. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.
ANGER: furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.
FEAR: .wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause .pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of colour. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.
EXHAUSTION: constantly yawning. blurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine.” shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.
tagged by: @vvasilisa
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“you know ---- !!” it happens all at once. the quick-shuttered disappearance of her kwami, the sudden slam of the terrace’s hatch as she accidentally side-steps into it in surprise & the quiet thud of familiar boots against the balcony's patio at her back. all accompanied with a flash of black just within the edges of her peripherals. still, there’s no stopping the “i --- what ? ” that slips from her lips as she all but stares at the hatch she’d knocked shut.
“i can’t believe that just happened.” it’s an act. so to speak & then she’s proverbially leaning into being startled all over again. even going as far as jumping a little as her head snaps towards him. “chat noir? is ----- what ---- what can i do for you?”
@chtnir , sc !
you don't have to lie & pretend to be something you're not to be a hero. people will like & support you for just being yourself !
ind. marinette dupain-cheng from miraculous ladybug ! spots worn by koa !
ldybuq:
creation has transfigured into decimation. this convoluted future : where pink dawns upon the paris horizon are naught but distant memories , brumous clouds & gray haze have taken their place. peace & love which have encompassed the civilians and the towns have dissipated into the discordant sounds of wails from those who have lost hope : who lost a hero which they held dear. [ what a shame , i remember when my alacrity was my ally and not a foe , save us. save us. ] all those feelings of doubt , of not being enough festered into a powerful concoction of bile , of a heart which inflicted slowly with more wounds she desperately tried to patch up with lies of being the heroine that paris looked to.
❝ well, well, well , this must be a joke ! ha ! ❞ she looks to her mirror image wryly , she was no stranger to the time travels to undo wrongs , but theres no stopping this future , theres no stopping deterioration when it’s begun. ❝ surprise surprise , how’s this for a bright future ?! ❞
♡ : SC. : @givenluck
it’s....unbearable. the city’s torn. unrecognizable. her people so utterly distraught that the atmosphere itself has become weighted from the desolate melancholy that’s staining it. the air’s stagnant, unrelenting & cloying: effectively culling everything it touches. there’s no voices to be heard amongst the bleak mass of grey that’s engulfed her & everywhere marinette looks is nothing but strangled husks of withered parisians...
despair clings fast to her countenance. digging her proverbial claws in & holding firm. a frown comes soon after as her attention’s drawn to the source of paris’ plight. “if you ask me, it’s a little too drab.” she’s moving on instinct, circling back & creating cautious distance. fingers skimming against hip & yoyo alike. there’s no missing the parallel here. between this crumbling future & the other she’d stepped into not long ago. which .... brings her thoughts spiraling to the missing party here, but she can’t focus on that. not when her counterpart present & bearing down on her. “so monotone. i think it’s about time we make it brighter, don’t you?”
days of marinette dupain cheng #176 >> vespa
“oh ---- i’m ! ” she scrambles to steady the boy she literally walked into. BOUNCED OFF OF. embarrassed crimson spilling across the apples of her cheeks as hands flit to fix his hair, shirt, anything slightly out of place before her mind finally catches up with her actions & she takes one giant step back.
“i’m so sorry about that, are --- you’re ----- i ---- uhm are you okay?”
@kakudan , sc !
“ the sun is a deadly laser. ” * ms.joke
@vvasilisa ( ms. joke ! ) , 𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐖𝐔𝐑𝐓𝐙 ♡ 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 , accepting.
ladybug chokes on the laughter that involuntarily crawls up her throat; it's not of her own volition, & yet she cannot stop the cacophony of snorted giggles that fall from between her lips. false mirth shakes her to her core / causes her very hands to tremble as she forces ----- wills herself to work through the other’s influence. she can’t afford a misstep here, not when she’s counting on her to do her part.
another bubble of laughter erupts & her vision goes blurry with tears. still, she manages to cast her line. & oh, is she glad she’s done this particular feat so frequently that the action itself is all muscle memory now.
it wraps thricefold around the joking hero’s torso & the second it goes taunt, ladybug plucks the japanese heroine out of the fray. reels the woman in with every intention to catch her ----- except. EXCEPT she’s still laughing & the otherwise easy catch turns foul & they go tumbling into the roof in a heap of limbs. at the very least, she managed to cushion joke’s landing. she absolutely can’t breathe now, & instinctively she reaches out for the woman. patting at her shoulders, her side, anywhere she can in a means to get the other to notice her dilemma & release the proverbial vice that’s taken hold.