Okay guys. I’m not leaving you in the dark anymore.
I am leaving. And I don’t think I’ll be coming back. This means all my accounts are going to become inactive. @genosans, @glitchcide and @ecstaticsmokes are all going to be inactive along with the two accounts I mod.
That’s right. I’m leaving. I’m leaving the Undertale Rp community. I won’t lie. I’ve had some good times now. If it wasn’t for Undertale I wouldn’t have met some pretty awesome people or met my girlfriend.
I’m not leaving cause I lost muse though. My muse is still there for all that I RP. Oh no.
I’m leaving because of how toxic this fucking fandom has become. It’s become so toxic and hateful it disgusts me and it actually makes me ashamed to be part of the RP community now.
I’ve been here since November of 2015. I’ve had a lot of RP accounts before being here. This fandom is one of the ones where in such a short amount of time I have RPied 5 different muses. I have enjoyed each and everyone of my RPs. So I’ve been through and seen quiet a lot as well as been involved in things as well.
But if you noticed, I haven’t been here properly on any of the accounts I RP on since September and it’s gone from as early as July to me taking hitauses within this fandom. I’ve taken so many hitauses just to get away from the toxicness within this fandom that has been constantly growing.
I won’t deny it. The whole fandom isn’t at fault. I know and still see that there are still good people out there who don’t cause drama, who are nice, who are genuine, who don’t start drama and don’t send hate. But the toxicness is drowning you guys out and I’m sorry for that.
I’ve been here and I’ve lost people due to them moving on with time which happens that is natural. I’ve had friends in the past leave because of the fandom being toxic or rpiers being toxic to them. I’ve lost contact with people due to our different interests and due to my ability to find it difficult to talk to people at times if we don’t have a common interest. This is my fault to an extent but some of these friends just dropped of the face of the earth and never appeared again so I guess you can say they are a little at fault as well.
The fandom has split into groups. Mainly three from what I’ve seen over the past few months with my lurking around. This is normal I know. We all form cliques with our friends on who we prefer to RP with. It’s natural to RP mainly with our close friends and because of that groups happen. But from what I have seen, if you don’t RP with any of them groups, you’re probably gonna be excluded to an extent from RPing with others to an extent. People have become extremely selective because of this from what I have seen.
There has been so much shit and discourse between RPiers that it had started to cause drama to appear on the dash. Drama that could have been discussed and dealt with in private. I have been there for a lot of it in the past. Recently I haven’t seen a lot of it due to avoiding the community, but I know it’s been happening. I know drama has been leaked from private to public either by accident but there’s times it’s most likely been done on purpose either through vague blogging or unnecessary callout posts. Things that don’t and shouldn’t be used when dealing with drama.
Hate is still an issue. And that pisses me of. My girlfriend has left because some of you guys are sending hate. You practically drove my girlfriend out because some of you are so fucking sick and twisted who can’t seem to let anyone have fun. My girlfriend isn’t the only one. I’ve seen this happen countless times to different people who I can’t remember the names to now. But I’ve seen multiple people be driven out of this fandom because of hate. Sending hate because you don’t like someones portrayal or just as a person. It’s horrible and disgusting and you should be ashamed of yourself for doing it.
As well as that, I’ve also had many friends over the course of the past year who have left this fandom mostly because of the toxic people and groups that appeared who didn’t like them due to either how they RPied in general or who they were as a person or even both and it disgusts me.
Well here’s a fucking newsflash for you kiddies. This goes to everyone out there guys!
Everyone portrays a muse differently. And the fact that some of you have drove people out of this fandom because you don’t like their portrayal is fucking sick and disgusting. It’s so fucking twisted of you to do this. The fact that people think it’s okay to harass people and insult their RPing and try to dictate how someone should RP or who they should and shouldn’t interact with is horrible. How you think you should insult how someone writes and think you can make them write their muse what you want them to write it like is disgusting. How you send hate or insult or purposely harass someone so that you can purposely get them to leave the RP community is disgusting.
If you gotta problem with how someone RPs a muse and you don’t like it. Here’s some suggestions. Unfollow the person. Block the tags. Block their account. And you know what, if you don’t like the portrayal of a muse then tough shit. People can portray a muse whatever way they want and if you have a problem fucking leave the account and don’t even bother with them. Same if you don’t like the person. Unfollow. Block tags and the account. Hey fucking presto. You don’t have to talk or see them again. Being shitty to someone is not nice nor will it ever be. So don’t do it.
Plus, this community used to be friendly and open. Now it isn’t. I hate how it’s become like this. How unfriendly and toxic it has become. This is why I made a new RP account. This is why I didn’t tell anyone of the URL bar my close friends. Because I don’t want this fandom to follow me. I have become one of those people that don’t wish to RP with the majority of this fandom due to how toxic it has become. I want to keep the toxicness away from my current account. I don’t want or need it.
I will still lurk on @genosans for the next few days if you have any questions and I many or may not answer them. I’m not really that willing to give out my URL for my new RP account at all as I want to remove myself from the Undertale community. I may give it to someone if they ask but depending on who you are I won’t give it. The same goes with my Skype and Discord. I will only give it to you if I wish too. If I refuse too bad. This is for my own comfort.
Please don’t send me messages of don’t go and please stay. This is something I have been thinking about for the past couple of months. That’s how long I’ve been thinking on leaving. As I said, I don’t plan on returning to the Undertale RP community. If I ever do it will be a verse on any muses I have.
As well as that, I don’t care if you send me hate. I don’t. I think this post was necessary to explain why I am leaving and hopefully to give a lot of you a fucking wake up call and realise that this fandom is not as nice and sweet as it used to be. That it’s becoming toxic with everything that happened.
Good bye. Farewell to you all. Maybe we will see each other again someday. Maybe not. I’ve been fortunate enough to meet old friends in new fandoms before. I can see it happening again in the future with some of you maybe. Maybe not. In the end. I did enjoy interacting with people I met. Enjoy my friendships with the people I met even if some of them are over. That is life. You make friends, you lose friends and then you move on, rinse and repeat.
So like I said. I’ll be lurking here for a few days so I can answer any IMs and asks I get as well as reblog this a few more times. I’ll only answer things on @genosans guys as I will most likely ignore the ones I get on my other accounts plus I plan to close the ask boxes on them so I don’t have to go on the accounts again.
Good bye all. See some of you later and some of you not. Either way. Have a nice day!!!
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