(( I’ve come to a conclusion due to last night’s fiasco trying to sleep and first off let me tell you, I’m not blaming anyone, maybe it’s my fault but honest to fucking God I don’t ever want to experience something like that ever again and if it means coming to this conclusion to better my health then so be it. I’m still shaking from it right now.
By this point in this fandom, I don’t care what anyone thinks but if anyone just wants to think I’m running away instead of trying to understand my feelings on the matter and see me as a horrible human being for watching out for my mental and physical health, then that’s your choice and seems to be where your morals stand. But I rather not have to go through that every night that I try to stay around here, I really fucking don’t and you should understand that I shouldn’t have to force myself through that.
So with that, I’m leaving this fandom, everyone and everything, even Jack, I’m sorry, but I can’t, I legitimately can’t. Do what you want. Whether or not I ever come back and remake this blog, it will currently be on an Indefinite Hiatus.
And if any want to know what triggered this, I say viewer discretion is advise:

















