The Glitched Sub-System

𝕀'𝕞 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕤𝕦𝕡𝕡𝕠𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖.

[glitched-sub-system]

𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕒𝕨 𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕠𝕠 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥?

𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕞𝕖?

𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠𝕟𝕖?

𝔽𝕣𝕖𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕.

𝔸𝕣𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖?

𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖?

𝕀𝕥𝕤 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕒 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕞𝕒𝕣𝕖

𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕦𝕡

𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔾𝕃𝕀𝕋ℂℍ𝔼𝔻 𝕊𝕌𝔹-𝕊𝕐𝕊

-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋-̸̙̌̐̀-̶͔̞̂̓͛-̴̳̗́̚-̶̡͉̳̈-̴̣͕̭͋-̷͍̍͠-̸̭̅-̴͓͇̃̃͘-̴̢̑̓͜͝-̴̨̣̖̍̇-̸̰͍͒́͘-̴̡̘͙̒̇̌-̴̞̈-̶̘̙͘-̵̝́̋-̷͙̐̀͠-̷̞̮̱͌̂-̸̙̞͙̈̉̚-̴̞̣̋̔́-̸̧̯͐̚-̷̧͙͌-̵̹͔͕̈́̊͋-̵̜̿̐̈́-̸̒̈́͠ͅ-̴̬̣̝̆̽̅-̶̢͕͇̉̚-̴̼͕͐-̵̘̤̱̾̈́-̸̛̦͚̈́̃-̸̭̒͌̔-̴̝̥̟̽-̴̧̻̀̍-̴͉̐̊-̶̩̖̌̄͑-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋

+ A system exploring itself and its trauma.

+ A sideblog, please do not go looking for our main.

+ In assessment for CDDs.

+ Discovering our trauma.

+ Potential RAMCOA survivor.

+ If you know me. Not here you dont.

-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋-̸̙̌̐̀-̶͔̞̂̓͛-̴̳̗́̚-̶̡͉̳̈-̴̣͕̭͋-̷͍̍͠-̸̭̅-̴͓͇̃̃͘-̴̢̑̓͜͝-̴̨̣̖̍̇-̸̰͍͒́͘-̴̡̘͙̒̇̌-̴̞̈-̶̘̙͘-̵̝́̋-̷͙̐̀͠-̷̞̮̱͌̂-̸̙̞͙̈̉̚-̴̞̣̋̔́-̸̧̯͐̚-̷̧͙͌-̵̹͔͕̈́̊͋-̵̜̿̐̈́-̸̒̈́͠ͅ-̴̬̣̝̆̽̅-̶̢͕͇̉̚-̴̼͕͐-̵̘̤̱̾̈́-̸̛̦͚̈́̃-̸̭̒͌̔-̴̝̥̟̽-̴̧̻̀̍-̴͉̐̊-̶̩̖̌̄͑-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋-̸̙̌̐̀-̶͔̞̂̓͛-̴̳̗́̚-̶̡͉̳̈-̴̣͕̭͋-̷͍̍͠-̸̭̅-̴͓͇̃̃͘-̴̢̑̓͜͝-̴̨̣̖̍̇-̸̰͍͒́͘-̴̡̘͙̒̇̌-̴̞̈-̶̘̙͘-̵́̋

This blog will contain the following:

+ RAMCOA information.

+ RAMCOA research.

+ Flags, terms, etc. related to our trauma or experiences .

+ Personal discoveries.

+ Glitch effects and eyestrain.

+ Reality questioning.

+ And more.

This is your warning that the following posts may be triggering. I urge you to follow your own boundaries.

𝕋ℍ𝕀𝕊 𝕀𝕊 𝕐𝕆𝕌ℝ 𝕆ℕ𝕃𝕐 𝕎𝔸ℝℕ𝕀ℕ𝔾

Heed it.

-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋-̸̙̌̐̀-̶͔̞̂̓͛-̴̳̗́̚-̶̡͉̳̈-̴̣͕̭͋-̷͍̍͠-̸̭̅-̴͓͇̃̃͘-̴̢̑̓͜͝-̴̨̣̖̍̇-̸̰͍͒́͘-̴̡̘͙̒̇̌-̴̞̈-̶̘̙͘-̵̝́̋-̷͙̐̀͠-̷̞̮̱͌̂-̸̙̞͙̈̉̚-̴̞̣̋̔́-̸̧̯͐̚-̷̧͙͌-̵̹͔͕̈́̊͋-̵̜̿̐̈́-̸̒̈́͠ͅ-̴̬̣̝̆̽̅-̶̢͕͇̉̚-̴̼͕͐-̵̘̤̱̾̈́-̸̛̦͚̈́̃-̸̭̒͌̔-̴̝̥̟̽-̴̧̻̀̍-̴͉̐̊-̶̩̖̌̄͑-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋-̸̙̌̐̀-̶͔̞̂̓͛-̴̳̗́̚-̶̡͉̳̈-̴̣͕̭͋-̷͍̍͠-̸̭̅-̴͓͇̃̃͘-̴̢̑̓͜͝-̴̨̣̖̍̇-̸̰͍͒́͘-̴̡̘͙̒̇̌-̴̞̈-̶̘̙͘-̵̝́̋-̷͙̐̀͠-̷̞̮̱͌̂-̸̙̞͙̈̉̚-̴̞̣̋̔́-̸̧̯͐̚-̷̧͙͌-̵̹͔͕̈́̊͋-̵̜̿̐̈́-̸̒̈́͠ͅ-̴̬̣̝̆̽̅-̶̢͕͇̉̚-̴̼͕͐-̵̘̤̱̾̈́-̸̛̦͚̈́̃-̸̭̒͌̔-̴̝̥̟̽-̴̧̻̀̍-̴͉̐̊-̶̩̖̌̄͑

+ We use I and We interchangeably, do not correct us.

+ I do not care for drama, keep it out of here.

+ Anyone can interact, but do so with caution. By interacting you are accountable.

+ If we post an image of yours and want it down, send us a message and it will be swiftly removed.

+ This blog is not intended for you, so don't expect me to cater it to your needs.

+ If you have questions ask.

+ It is unlikely we will identify ourselves.

-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋-̸̙̌̐̀-̶͔̞̂̓͛-̴̳̗́̚-̶̡͉̳̈-̴̣͕̭͋-̷͍̍͠-̸̭̅-̴͓͇̃̃͘-̴̢̑̓͜͝-̴̨̣̖̍̇-̸̰͍͒́͘-̴̡̘͙̒̇̌-̴̞̈-̶̘̙͘-̵̝́̋-̷͙̐̀͠-̷̞̮̱͌̂-̸̙̞͙̈̉̚-̴̞̣̋̔́-̸̧̯͐̚-̷̧͙͌-̵̹͔͕̈́̊͋-̵̜̿̐̈́-̸̒̈́͠ͅ-̴̬̣̝̆̽̅-̶̢͕͇̉̚-̴̼͕͐-̵̘̤̱̾̈́-̸̛̦͚̈́̃-̸̭̒͌̔-̴̝̥̟̽-̴̧̻̀̍-̴͉̐̊-̶̩̖̌̄͑-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋-̸̙̌̐̀-̶͔̞̂̓͛-̴̳̗́̚-̶̡͉̳̈-̴̣͕̭͋-̷͍̍͠-̸̭̅-̴͓͇̃̃͘-̴̢̑̓͜͝-̴̨̣̖̍̇-̸̰͍͒́͘-̴̡̘͙̒̇̌-̴̞̈-̶̘̙͘-̵̝́̋-̷͙̐̀͠-̷̞̮̱͌̂-̸̙̞͙̈̉̚-̴̞̣̋̔́-̸̧̯͐̚-̷̧͙͌-̵̹͔͕̈́̊͋-̵̜̿̐̈́-̸̒̈́͠ͅ-̴̬̣̝̆̽̅-̶̢͕͇̉̚-̴̼͕͐-̵̘̤̱̾̈́-̸̛̦͚̈́̃-̸̭̒͌̔-̴̝̥̟̽-̴̧̻̀̍-̴͉̐̊-̶̩̖̌̄͑

#glitchedsubthings - personal discoveries

#flag - coining of flags (reach out if you wish to use)

#term - coining of terms (reach out if you wish to use)

#nothingvibes - images, drawings, or other that relate to our feeling glitched

#whatisreality - us likely spiraling, but overall questioning reality

#glitchedwords - vent or rambles

#ramcoa - mentions of RAMCOA

If none of these tags apply it is something else and proceed at your own risk.

Everything here is subject to change

-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋-̸̙̌̐̀-̶͔̞̂̓͛-̴̳̗́̚-̶̡͉̳̈-̴̣͕̭͋-̷͍̍͠-̸̭̅-̴͓͇̃̃͘-̴̢̑̓͜͝-̴̨̣̖̍̇-̸̰͍͒́͘-̴̡̘͙̒̇̌-̴̞̈-̶̘̙͘-̵̝́̋-̷͙̐̀͠-̷̞̮̱͌̂-̸̙̞͙̈̉̚-̴̞̣̋̔́-̸̧̯͐̚-̷̧͙͌-̵̹͔͕̈́̊͋-̵̜̿̐̈́-̸̒̈́͠ͅ-̴̬̣̝̆̽̅-̶̢͕͇̉̚-̴̼͕͐-̵̘̤̱̾̈́-̸̛̦͚̈́̃-̸̭̒͌̔-̴̝̥̟̽-̴̧̻̀̍-̴͉̐̊-̶̩̖̌̄͑-̴̹̪͙̋͒͆-̵̙̐-̴̦͊̐-̵̧̣̱͋-̸̙̌̐̀-̶͔̞̂̓͛-̴̳̗́̚-̶̡͉̳̈-̴̣͕̭͋-̷͍̍͠-̸̭̅-̴͓͇̃̃͘-̴̢̑̓͜͝-̴̨̣̖̍̇-̸̰͍͒́͘-̴̡̘͙̒̇̌-̴̞̈-̶̘̙͘-̵̝́̋-̷͙̐̀͠-̷̞̮̱͌̂-̸̙̞͙̈̉̚-̴̞̣̋̔́-̸̧̯͐̚-̷̧͙͌-̵̹͔͕̈́̊͋-̵̜̿̐̈́-̸̒̈́͠ͅ-̴̬̣̝̆̽̅-̶̢͕͇̉̚-̴̼͕͐-̵̘̤̱̾̈́-̸̛̦͚̈́̃-̸̭̒͌̔-̴̝̥̟̽-̴̧̻̀̍-̴͉̐̊-̶̩̖̌̄͑

𝕊𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕞𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟'𝕥 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥.

[didhaver]

"RAMCOA & OEA isn't real; it's fake or exaggerated for attention online. We'd see a lot more cases if it was."

Except you do see us.

We're on the front page of your favorite porn site. We're the tweaking homeless person you pretend not to look at on the street. We're your favorite political talking point. We're the infant in the emergency room screaming from a pain they can't comprehend. We're the black lines in classified files you make jokes about. We're buried in the backyards of farmhouses that have long since returned to nature. We're the ones who sold you drugs in high school. We're the classmate you bullied for growling and barking like an animal. We're the product of a $200 billion industry. We're the blood on your favorite politician's hands. We're alive and dead and existing as fragmented states in between.

You just refuse to look too closely because it makes you uncomfortable.

[c0smic-c0llective]

Hello, I saw your trauma hunter role. I was curious if you could do one for RAMCOA programming. I understand if you do not wish to, as it is a heavy topic.

This post is in regards to RAMCOA. We have done some research on this topic, but not enough to openly discuss it. Please do your own research and proceed with caution when reading this post. Please refrain from harassment of myself, the requester, and anyone who decides to use this term.

Program Hunter - Role

Flag and Term by the Cosmic Collective Requested by anon (they specified they did not need credit for the term in a dm)

Role definition

A headmate who digs through memories, journals, and other places trying to find programs related to RAMCOA. They may talk to other headmates or do this independently.

Some duties include:

Finding 'lost' memories

Storing 'lost' memories

Processing traumatic memories and events

Assisting others in processing

Discovering programs and triggers

Assisting in deprograming

Discovering the reasoning behind programing

Externally researching information related to trauma and programs

Headmates are often:

Hyper analytical

Emotionally numb

Curious

Protective

Quiet or reserved

Color meanings

Orange - danger Yellow - hidden information Deep Purple - high pressure and importance Black - darkness and looking beyond what the naked eye can see

[glitched-sub-system]

[glitched-sub-system]

Researching RAMCOA has been an overwhelming experience.

I find myself lost

I find myself questioning my experiences, questioning the people who were supposed to keep me safe.

Attempting to consider my life and being told that it wasnt that bad, that my family was "better" than others. Healthier, that we had "communication" that other families did not.

I am unclear if I am doing the right thing researching, alas the program doesn't lie and I wish to assist those who have programs.

[glitched-sub-system]

Discovered a new side system. They seemed to be scared of something.

I dont blame them. I am scared of our head too.

This is what I get for digging for awnsers. A side system and no awnsers.

Feel fucking delusional. The experience was topsy turvy and feels like it was a fucking psychotic break.

Fucking bullshit.

[glitched-sub-system]