Her hands were supposed to shake and her eye twitch was supposed to be more noticeable but who cares anymore, I'm just happy I posted this before the update
Since no one has answered my prayers, I've decided to put them into action myself. So, enjoy the show! The reader is gender-neutral, so all can enjoy/suffer reading this; it probably won't be my best. Also note, THIS IS A ONE-TIME THING TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM. I DO NOT TAKE WRITING REQUESTS, THIS ISN'T A WRITING BLOG
july 14 2026: yeah this was going nowhere 💀 I've lost all interest in forsaken so this is done. Hope yall enjoy this scrapped work.
Ever since you've been brought to this realm, everything has been a struggle for you. Day after day, you've been subjected to these "rounds" of being chased by some killer for the entertainment of a greater entity.
You struggle to connect with most of the other survivors since they seem to be dealing with... their own personal issues amongst each other, to which you do not want to be involved in. Despite this, you've acquainted yourself with Dusekkar and Guest 1337 after the two of them protected you from a fatal attack from one of the killers.
You would often find yourself around Dusekkar's calming presence whenever you felt overwhelmed, and you would protect him as much as he protects you during rounds. Though his way of speaking may confuse you most of the time, he's a good friend to have by your side.
And then there was Guest. You find him to be the strongest out of all the survivors in more ways than one, which you adored. The two of you got close after your first interaction. Often talking about your personal lives, as you both rest after another round. You've learned a lot about him, as he does with you. It made you feel special. He made you feel special.
It didn't take long for you to develop feelings for Guest, and it made you panic. You knew that Guest was already happily married to another, and you didn't want to complicate the friendship you had with him. You've thought of the many things that could go wrong if you even imply that you had feelings for him. What if he gets uncomfortable with you after you tell him? What if he stops talking to you?? What if he HATES you?!?!
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Okay that's a bit of a stretch but the point is he's already taken.
Naturally, you kept these thoughts and feelings to yourself. Keeping your distance whenever catching yourself gushing about him, even if it gets you killed during rounds. As the days went on, these bad habits would soon catch up to you gravely.
You started to feel sick, the illness weakening your body. Your lungs felt heavier, and it was getting harder for you to breathe by the day.
You knew what was happening to you all too well, and it scares you. You tried to hide it, how you had less stamina, how you died more often, how you looked so nauseous all the time. Yet, Dusekkar seemed to notice all of this and confronted you about your odd behavior. You tried brushing him off, but he was insistent on figuring out what was up with you.
Unfortunately for you, you puked once again, in the middle of Dusekkar's interrogation.
I am not going to make a part 2 chat don't even ask. This isn't a writing blog vro ask someone else to write a part 2 for you man I'm sorry 😭💔