i forgot about this account completely and i came back to 99+ notifs and 300+ new followers. iāve somewhat gotten over the hurdles of my ana but of course i still struggle, and seeing this blog and seeing my old self and words Really put me in a weird mood. idk what to do right now. should i start restricting again? this feels like a sign. iāve gained weight since the stop of this account, and seeing my old self is making me wanna go back. idk iām conflicted.

















