euthanasia blue

sunny hyaenidae / he/him / welsh/punjabi / '94 artist and blunt force trauma-dumper. voice, guitar, lyrics in beheading. i know i believe in nothing but it is my nothing.

[antlersnteeth]

Andrew Wyeth; Wind From the Sea 1947

[smsomah]

Rashaida; Eritrea, 1988-1992. Lou Di Giorgio

[elhieroglyph]

Ancient Egyptian Hippo Ivory Eye with Obsidian Pupil

[yakyakpiu]

Tantric Rug with Two Flayed Male Figures, 18th - 19th century, Tibet, wool cotton and dye.

[zegalba]

Masatoshi Tsunematsu

[unusual-suspects]

loveage moondream

[toyastales]

René Lalique Serpent Pectoral Pendant designed around 1899.

[srlgemstone]

Fascinating!

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[maertyrer]

Unknown Artist Carved wooden head of a Christian martyr

Ivory teeth, with severed head showing accurate anatomical detail, from the chapel of an abbey in Champagne, France, 272 x 180 x 185 mm, 16th century

[hiddenarithmetic]

Population Birth Control.

[met-asian]

by Sakya School, Asian Art

Gift of Henry and Louise Loeb, 1982 Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York, NY Medium: Ink and color on cloth

http://www.metmuseum.org/art/collection/search/37803

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View Across Præstø Fiord towards the manor of Nysø by P.C. Skovgaard, National Gallery of Denmark

http://www.smk.dk/en/explore-the-art/search-smk/#/detail/KMS3393

[blue-voids]

Aurore de la Morinerie - Monotype, 2011

[flippylydia]

Le Supplice de Marsyas (detail)

Louvre, Paris

[9e978e]

[gloomgaze]

feel like i finally need to change the url of this blog

[gloomgaze]

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i am not well right now. i have not felt this kind of intense depersonalisation since i was four years old. it's a perfect kind of unstable mental state that forces you to do something creative to distract you from hurting yourself. all voices, guitar, and samples performed live.

lyrics:

none of your emotions are real, you're a cannibalistic ocean of what others think and feel. you have made decisions about who you want to be. scalding arms around you turns a smile into a scream. trauma induced / substance abuse / hoping that you miss me too. god has chosen you to shoulder cosmic pain. he hates your ugly guts, his son suffered in vain. in your tomb of permanence, you're flayed alive until you cry, but you're still alive. families are starving and it's your fault. no one knows how to stop an overdose and it's your fault. a child sleeps with a knife under their pillow and it's your fault. your mother is dying. it's your fault. trauma induced / substance abuse / hoping that you miss me too / trauma induced / spiritual recluse / gautama screams at you from cobwebs in the corner of the room.