sometimes it happens

IC vent blog for; sunspersonification. Veiwed ooc unless given the url icly

[remanence-of-love]

I don’t know what I’m more afraid of…

[lovealways-c]

I feel like I could love you forever, and that scares the shit out of me.

lovealwaysc

[allcapslyhrics]

afraid // the neighbourhood

[gloomysunbeam]

i wonder if hed notice

i wonder if ill act differently 

what if it doesnt work

maybe heph will go with me as support

am i dumb enough to do this without talking to him about it who knows but who knows when well see each other next anyways i dont plan on going back for a while half wonder if he actually would come after me if i left gods

[gloomysunbeam]

i just hope im not right if i could die id be dead from anxiety  maybe its time to suck up to zeus and see if he can do anything about memories  i just want to forget him

[gloomysunbeam]

oh damn you know im attached when i already want to go back

but going back would seem desperate

and im trying to look like im not clingy 

and would come with burning him becuase i havent cooled down even a bit

so looks like im just going to mope 

[gloomysunbeam]

time to get out of the palace before i end up hurting my cats by making it way to hot for them and melting the palace  again

[gloomysunbeam]

am i going to be replaced

[natureandbeauty]

[remanence-of-love]

[a-hologram-of-skin-and-bone-blog]

[letyourselfliveagain]

[11anothergirl11]

I check my phone constantly hoping I come across your name, hoping that you missed me. Hoping that I’ve been on your mind every single day, as you’ve been on mine.

A.d.c

[lazy-gudetama-deactivated201907]

♡

[siickangel]

[gloomysunbeam]

someday lll stop pushing people away or maybe find a person who wont let me push them away

someday

[gloomysunbeam]

maybe i wont talk to dirk after all it was a stupid idea anyways its starting to seem like he hates me now anyways so its better i leave him to live his happy life best he can with jake

i dont want to feel like this anymore i just want to forget him and forget love all together

im sick of being alone all the time and im sick of loving people more than they do me im not a toy to play with until i get attached then dropped like i was nothing at all love only hurts and i dont want it anymore