π¦ππ«π¬. πΰΎΰ½²βΉ β€οΈ βΉπΰΎΰ½² αΆ» π π°αΆ» π π°. they them theirs only! black. lgbtq+ bleach blog. pastel pink and unicorn enthusiast. lover of all things bleach. gin hater 1st and human 2nd. yachi & orihimeβs bestie. jushiro & shinjiβs party buddy! not too fond of jushiroβs and shunsuiβs lifestyle (gayassmfs)
not an ask but I just wanted to say you gotta be one of my FAVORITE bleach writers <3 you write characters so well and I literally fell in love with your work after reading your chad fics, the reader sounded just like me and I couldnβt get enough I love them so much π₯²πππ idk when youβd be posting again but I always look forward to seeing your future work <3
βΛβΉ α° ugh thank you so much! βΉοΈ your kind words mean so much to me haha! i would love to write for chad again in the future since heβs one of my favs (γ Β΄ Λ `) iβm so glad that I couldβve made the reader sound like you!
βΛβΉ α° omg iβve been wanting to make one for ages like i see most writers do! but the problem is that i donβt know how to make one, even after being on tumblr since 2021 :C can someone dm me on how to make one and iβll make sure to get started on it right away (β’ β‘β’)
α₯«α‘ o. requested by β @decayofangelsexecutive . β Λｑβΰ¨ΰ§β Λｑβ
α₯«α‘ i. α§πͺα§ male reader, comedy / fast-paced, reader is a loser (sort of ) ( Ν Β° ΝΚ Ν‘Β°), this is somewhat like how ichigo and rukia met each other (β’ β‘β’)
α₯«α‘ ii. α§πͺα§ first writing after disappearing for about a year(αα£α)Υ going through my inbox later!
You knew you were never on the βnormalβ end of the spectrum. Hell, ever since you saw that ghostly girl in the alleyway, you knew there was something wrong with you mentally, right? Ever since then, youβve been wasting your laptopβs battery obsessing over what it was and whether there was a cure for itβbecause, letβs be honest, seeing ghosts is more than a little off-putting. After countless hours of useless medical research and contemplating dropping over 20,000 yen on medication, youβve just decided to accept it. It is what it is. Just fucking peachy.
After a long day of school, youβd usually go through your normal routine: head home, undress, grab a cup of instant ramen, and turn on some Yu-Gi-Oh. But today, something didnβt feel rightβand it wasnβt just the ghostly man you saw sitting on a nearby porch. It was something else. Something wrong. You were a smart man, you didnβt walk into danger, even when it was trying to seduce you. But suddenly, your feet started moving on their own and without a second thought, carrying you toward the sound of crashing and a powerful pressure that made your head spin.
After running and turning corners for five minutes straight, you finally came across the street where that intense pressure was coming from. There, you saw a man with a perfectly cut, short blonde bob, small beady brown eyes, and a lean figure.
Damn, heβs cuteβ
Wait! Not now.
He looked like he was struggling against the unknown monster, especially after it slammed him straight through a brick wall. And if you were being real, there wasnβt a snowballβs chance in hell you were about to go up against that thing.
Butβ¦ you couldnβt just let some guy die. Right?
But of course, without thinking, you immediately grabbed a stick from nearby (pathetic) and ran toward the monster at full speed. Your heart was pounding out of your chest, and your legs felt like jelly. It didnβt take long before that caught up with youβyou stopped in your tracks.
When the monster looked down at you, you couldβve sworn your heart dropped straight to your ass. Your hands were trembling as you gripped the stick, which you promptly dropped like the useless weapon it was. Without a second thought, you bolted.
βWhat the hell was I thinking?! This isnβt a movie! Iβm gonna die for real!β
You ran as fast as you could, refusing to let all those years of track go to waste. Like hell you were going to die before graduatingβor at least getting a boyfriend. Or maybe even telling your parents that youβre gaβugh, never mind.
And of course, the Hollow wasnβt about to show you any mercyβnot after you basically challenged the damn thing to a duel.
βOh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my goshβ!β you squealed, your feet working overtime as full-blown panic took over. Through the chaos, your eyes landed on a hiding spot. It was smallβreally smallβbut itβd have to do. Without a second thought, you squeezed yourself into it, curling into a tight ball, knees pressed hard against your chest. You didnβt even care how uncomfortable it was.
As you let out a shaky breath of relief, you realized something: it was quiet.
Did you come out?
Hell no.
But after ten long minutes of holding your breath and trying not to cry, you finally crawled out, groaning as you popped a few stiff muscles back into place.
βWhat the hellβ¦ WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?β you shouted, the panic rushing back in. You frantically looked around, hopingβprayingβthat this was all some weird, stress-induced dream.
But everything was still in place.
Too in place.
And just as you were beginning to calm down, you felt a hand on your shoulder.
Instinct took over. You spun around and punched the living daylights out of whoever it was, earning a loud grunt of pain from the unfortunate soul.
βAck! What the fuck, man?!β
βOh shit! Sorry! β¦Uh, who the hell are youβand what are you even wearing?β
The guy sighed softly, rubbing his reddened nose and lightly tapping it to check if it was broken or bleeding.
βJeez, is that how you greet everyone, dude? Also, itβs called a ββ He paused, slipping his blade back into its sheath with a smooth motion. He gave you a small grin, head tilted slightly.
For a brief second, you seriously considered punching the cute guy in the face againβjust for the hell of itβbut you figured that would only cause more problems for yourself. Plus, who were you to ruin such facecard?
Instead, you let out a long, tired sigh and fixed your glasses. Turning away, walking home while ignoring the guyβs voice calling after you.
βMy name is Shinji, by the way! And itβs called a ShihakushΕ!β he shouted behind you.
After a night of twisting and turning, you woke up angry and tired as hellβand your mom ranting in your ear about her favorite reality TV show wasnβt helping. As you arrived at school and sat down in your seat, you felt even more annoyed than before.
This time, you werenβt sure if it was because Keigo was chewing loud as hell right behind your ear, or if it was the fact that you couldnβt stop dreaming about that guy from yesterday.
Who was he, anyway? He said his name was Shinji, but youβd never heard of him. Was he new to town? He couldnβt be! He was cute as hell, too. Damn itβyou couldβve shot your shot if you werenβt already so over the world.
Maybe you shouldβve stayed and heard him out. Then againβ¦ maybe not.
As you reached into your bag for your sketchbook and pencil pouch, you felt a tap on your shoulder.
βPsst! Hey man, can I hold a pencil?β
βSure man, but make sure to give it baββ Your expression shifted from annoyance to shock, your mouth hanging open.
It was the same cute ass guy from yesterday! His face was filled with piercings, and he was out of uniform, which was odd. Your heart started beating out of your chest nonstop, and you froze in place without realizing it.
This made Shinji raise his eyebrow and wave his hand in front of your face, immediately snapping you out of it. Both your brain and heart were working overtime, and you blurted out the question youβd been meaning to ask.
βW-Why are you here?! Y-You were justβ? How?!β
Shinji scratched his cheek and chuckled softly, playing with his eyebrow piercing. βIs that how you greet a new student, eh?β He leaned over to your desk with a knowing look on his face. He knew you were the same guy who saw him fight that beast yesterdayβdidnβt he?
βAlso, letβs keep what you saw yesterday a secret, yeah? No one likes a loudmouth, you know? No matter how cute you are..β He smirked, his dark-colored eyes roaming over your shocked face as he took the pencil from your grasp, tapping the end of it on your nose before leaning back into his own seat with that damn smirk on his face.
Your eyes still wide and your face still burning up, you shot back at him with a dramatic gasp. "My mouth ain't loud you pin cushion! Also. . . what was that thing you fought yesterday. . . I need to know. Because I have been seeing things lately, some really odd things, and I don't know what to do, okay?" You spoke the last part more softly, making sure no one around the class heard you. Because if you were being real, you did needed help and the search engines were no help at all.
Once you said that, Shinji looked over to you, his eyes softening a bit. Turning his body back to you, he leaned forward, putting his elbow back on your desk as he spoke in in a soft whisper. "Listen up, what youβre most likely seeing are ghosts, okay? And youβre probably seeing them because a, you have someone in your family who can see them or b, you have been exposed to spiritual energy. Like them over there.β He pointed his black painted nail to Ichigo and his friend group that Orihime and Chad.
βSo youβre telling me. . . What Iβm seeing is ghosts and spirits? Because I have someone in my family who can see them?β You spoke with your eye twitching slightly, you didnβt know who to slap. Your mom, dad, or Shinji. Hell you might slap Ichigo just for the hell of it. βAnd what the hell was that thing you were fighting yesterday? That wasnβt no damn animal I know that for sure!β
Shinjiβs eyes immediately widened at your loud outburst and he instantly placed a finger to your lip, smearing your lip balm. βWill ya shut the hell up! That was a hollow okay? Jeez you talk a lot. You know that?β He sighed softly, sniffing the lip balm and wiping it on his pants. βAlso, strawberry? So manly of you.β He snickered, not caring that he smeared the product on your lips like the asshole he is.
βIdiot! It was a cheap and my lips were dry! Go to hell!β
I WOULD LITERALLY READ YOUR FICS OVER AN OVER SINCE U LEFT
ββ omg hi anon! :D i appreciate all the support on my writings even when iβm not on here anymore! much love anon (γ Β΄ Λ `) i hope you have a great day!
ββ last posted 10 months ago . . . that canβt be right, right? (γ .γ )
ββ anywho, sorry for disappearing off the bat all of a sudden! since last year i was put on a busy schedule due to school and family time, so i wasnβt able to get back onto writing like i used to. but iβm trying! right now iβm taking a few classes online and theyβre stressing me out. thank you to everyone in my who was checking up on me! (α΅βα΄β) i am fine, fortunately and didnβt give up on writing, i have just been rlly busy. i will try to post as much as i used to, promise. but right now, just send me some request or messages in my inbox and i will get to them as soon as possible! but if you want to check up on me daily, my tiktok is @igrl222
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I love your x m!reader stuff πππ may I please request Shunsui and Jushiro x male reader who just figured out his sexuality? (Preferably Omni leaning men, but it doesnβt have to be :>) tyyyyy!! Your writing is amazing πΈπβΊοΈ
Kenpachi Zaraki . . . the brutal captain of the 11th Division had a passion for all things that revolve around fighting. But you know what else he has a passion for? You, his husband, and Yachiru, his daughter. He loves his little family and would protect you both till his final breath.
Kenpachi likes what he likes, and he loves youβso he didnβt understand why you were so scared of telling him that you were trans. He will always support you, no matter what the situation is or how bad it gets. When he found out about you being trans he just shrugged his shoulders and asked what was for dinner.
βKenny? You arenβt mad at me . . . right?β You played with the hem of your kimono sleeves. Once you told your husband about your identity he just stood there . . . No reaction or anything. It was as if his system was rebooting. After what felt like years of silence he finally spoke, βEh, not really. Thereβs nothing to be mad about, seriously.β He shrugged as he put his large hands on your shoulders before placing a sweet kiss against your sweaty forehead. βNow, whatβs for dinner?β
βAlso, I know I shouldnβt ask you this. But is that the reason why your chest was cut off?β
βYes, Kenny.β
βWell I couldβve save us the money and did that myself!β
When Yachiru found out about the news she was so sweet and supportive. She understood the importance of the situation perfectly and even said youβll forever be her dad, even if you didnβt give birth to her.
βLook dad! Look at the drawing me and papa made for you!β The little girl smiled sweetly as she held up a drawing that included blue, pink, and whiteβthe trans flag colors. It was a drawing of her and Kenpachi wearing matching shirts that said βWe love you Y/nβ along while holding the little pride flags in their hands. You couldnβt help but smile brightly and place a little kiss against the girlβs cheek. βThank you, Yachi. Iβm gonna hang this up on the fridge, okay? You and Kennyβs art skills are amazing.β
ShΕ«hei thinks of you as his safe space . . . one of the only few people he can be around without having to relax his shoulders every five seconds because he is feeling tense.
He didnβt care about the fact that you were trans, in fact, he thought you were brave. Since you didnβt hide yourself from the world, you werenβt too accepting of people like you. But that didnβt matter to him, he was going to protect you every step of the way, holding your hand without fear.
βIβIβll still love you. No matter what, babe. Whatever youβre comfortable with, Iβm comfortable with. Youβre very handsome to me! Haha . . .β Hisagi laughed and nodded his head. He was so supportive in his own weird way, it was cute.
He loves snuggling into your chest like a little kitten after a long day of work. β‘ Each time he got home he would immediately throw his stuff on the ground without having a care in the world.
βDarling, I think your laptop was in there.β You spoke softly as you caressed the back of ShΕ«heiβs head while he rested his cheek against your chest. The man had another stressful day at work and he threw his bag to the floorβyou couldβve sworn you heard a slight crack. βItβll be fine . . . itβs practically indestructible.β He muttered with his eyes closed and his breathing starting to slow down. Instead of aggravating him about it, you only smiled softly and ran your fingers through his hair.
It turns out that did end up breaking his computer and was charged on his tab at work for the incident.
Ichigo was kinda known for taking certain subjects to heartβhis family, friends, and most importantly, you. He knew about your identity since he was fifteen and he never judged you or discriminated against you for it. He would never use hurtful words or do hurtful things to you because he truly loves you with every last bone in his body.
When heβs around, he always makes sure that people use the correct pronouns on you and make sure you donβt feel uncomfortable in any shape or form. He doesnβt care who they are. They will respect you and your identity. When you would often speak up for yourself, you would always get turned down and ignored in the end. Which infuriated him to no end, he hated seeing you sad.
Ichigo's eyes glared holes into the back of the teacherβs head as she continued to refer to you as she and her. He noticed you tried to speak up for yourself but she only ignored you and continued to misgender you in the endβwhich made you go quiet for the rest of the class period. Once she referred to you as the wrong pronouns thatβs when Ichigo decided to step in. βHe said, his pronouns are he/him. Why do you keep referring to him as she and her? Did you not hear him the first time he corrected you?β Ichigo frowned while the teacher seemed a bit shocked at his words. βWhat the hell are you looking stupid for? Can you not hear?β
Since youβre his first boyfriend, he always tries his best to show you that he loves youβeven though he can be a bit awkward at times. Good days or bad days, when he visits you, he always brings flowers and favorite snacks. He also has a habit of buying you merch of your favorite things because he just canβt help himself every time he walks by.
βIchigo? Did you seriously buy me a set of these?β You chuckled at the sight of the jumbo plushie of your favorite animal. The plushie was so soft and fluffy that you couldnβt be upset with him that he spent so much money on it. βYeah, when I saw it, I couldnβt help myself. It reminded me of you.β He smiled before he pulled out a cute little hairpin of your favorite animals and placed it in your head with a soft kiss to your cheek.
Kisuke wasnβt shocked at the news about your identity. Like Kenpachi, he knows what he likes and isnβt ashamed of it. Love is love, why should he be ashamed of being married to someone who isnβt afraid to express themselves? It didnβt make sense to himβbut he didnβt care.
βOh? Hehe, I guess weβre both husbands now, yeah?β The shop owner poked at your cheek with the end of his fan before covering his red cheeks with it. It was obvious he was flustered at his joke. Instead of getting upset at him about the joke you only smiled softly and playfully punched his shoulder.
Yoruichi is tired of you two deeply. She never saw Kisuke so deeply in love with someone, since he was a bit of a pervert. Every time she sees you both being lovey dovey she canβt help but let out a loud dramatic sigh. Kisuke would often joke around and call her jealous because she didnβt have anyone in her life. And it always resorted to her flipping him off or smacking him in the back of the head because of his smart-ass mouth.
βWhy hello my most beautiful, precious, loving, and gorgeous husbanββ
βGet a room you freaks!β
βI didnβt even finish my sentence!β
This man was your hype manβyou want to show him your new outfit? Give him a show! Did you get a new haircut? He will give you compliments until you get sick of him! This man didnβt know how to stop once he had gotten started. Most of the time, you would never get sick of him and his compliments and pickup lines. Because, unlike most people, you genuinely found him funny. He would often talk like a high-school student just to get a smile on your face.
The moment he walked in on you trying on something new with a frown on your face he just couldnβt hold himself back. The man placed the fan up against his face as he began to speak. βHey handsome, I guess there is a rainbow today as I just found the treasure I have been searching for.β He started to fan his face in a dramatic manner, which caused a series of laughter to leave your lips. βYou like it? I think I got a size too small.β You tugged at the shirt and pants that were a little too tight in certain places. Kisuke, being the pervert he is only wolf-whistled while continuing to fan his pink cheeks. βMy dear husband, do you mind doing a slight 360 for me? I would like to see something.β
Heyyyy! I love your writing SO much and I was wondering if you could write some headcanons for Kenpachi, Hisaku, Ichigo, and Kisaki with a trans man ftm reader as their so? If you do I appreciate it greatly thank you ππ€
βΛβΉ α° hello! ( Λ Β³Λ)β‘ iβm finally working on your request! before i start may i ask for hisaku were you talking about shuhei hisagi? or ikkaku madarame? and for kisaki, you were talking about kisuke urahara, right? sorry for asking so many questions (*Β΄-ο½*) i just need to make sure i have the right roundup of characters right before i get to writing these hcs.
uwahhh, im so happy you're back!! you were literally my only source of bleach fanfics and your writings were somethings i truly missed! i looove your scrumptious delicious wonderful fics!!! have a nice day, stay safe and healthy!
mwah mwah <3
βΛβΉ α° ah omg thank you so much anon! try so hard to make my fics enjoyable for all my readers (*^ βΏ <*)β‘ iβve been trying to get back into writing since last month and iβm glad to finally upload something after being gone for so long!
Hi!! Could you write for Uryu x a male reader who is sensitive to weather and constantly gets up in the middle of the night to turn the fan off and then back on 2 minutes later. Its okay if you dont want to write this! I hope you have a good day/night!!! :D
βΛβΉ α° thank u anon! β‘ (βΒ΄β`β) youβre request is finally ready and iβm so sorry for getting to it so late! i hope you could forgive me and thank you for requesting.
ββ β‘ πππππ ππ π , uryu i.
α₯«α‘ o. requested by β anon. β Λｑβΰ¨ΰ§β Λｑβ
α₯«α‘ i. male reader, comedy ( if you squint ) and fluff, uryu and r. are happily married and are living together (ο½‘Λ α΅ Λ ), uryu tries to be upset at the r. ( he fails ), r. is βcluelessβ about the whole situation.
α₯«α‘ ii. hello everyone, iβm ( seriously ) back this time and ready to get back into writing after being on a 6? month hiatus. i downloaded character ai and . . . (γ£- βΈ - Ο), yeah, it had a chokehold on me. but iβm glad to be back, now weβre so close to 300 followers and iβm so happy that you all have still been showing love and support to my work even when i was gone for all this time and keeping my account alive! (ΰ·Λα΅Λΰ·)β‘ now i plan on finishing up all my requests in my inbox, sorry for keeping those who requested something waiting all this time. (β₯οΉβ₯)
Today wasnβt the best day for Uryu.
The 27 year old just blew over four hundred dollars for someone to come to his house and fix up his fan and his thermostat. Since someone couldnβt stop touching the damn things when he was sleep, which was you, his husband. And boy, was he pissed when he checked the hallway cameras and saw it was you that was constantly turning the fan on and off along with the thermostat. Damn, you couldnβt leave at least one of them alone?! Your excuse was that you were βsleepwalkingβ and it was the βweather demonsβ waking you up every two minutes of the night.
Uryu was a doctor, and he made plenty of moneyβbut it wasnβt that part that ticked him off badly. It was the fact this wasnβt your first time doing this! Last year he went through the same situation because you kept sweating in your sleep one minute, and the next minute you would be freezing with your nose running. But Uryu knew you were sensitive to the weather, so he wasnβt upset with you about it.
But this time, as you would say, really rusted up his gears.
You were currently laying down on the couch with an apple juice and bag of chips in your hand as you watched the man fix the thermostat. As you watched him you couldnβt help but feel a pair of holes burning into your head, which was no other than your boyfriend. Maybe if I ignore him then heβll stop looking you mentally spoke to yourself with a small form of sweat appearing on the side of your head. He couldnβt stare for long right?
10 minutes later, he was still glaring. And for someone who said he was no longer angry, he surely didnβt keep up to his word. This man had his arms crossed and was tapping his foot against the shiny wooden floors while staring you down.
βAre you still mad?β
βNo, what made you say that?β
β. . . Youβre literally burning holes into the side of my head, Uryu. I understand if youβre still upset, yβknow.β
βI can never be mad at my beautiful husband. My gorgeous, gorgeous, gorgeous husband. The one I work for so he can get what he wants? The same one who not only broke the thermostat, but somehow the fan as well? No, I can never be upset at you.β
You couldnβt help but deadpan at the way he said all of this with a fake smile on his face. He was a terrible liar, his lying skills were so bad and noticeable till the point of his ears turning a dark shade of red every time he lies. Which was pretty cute, in your opinionβback in school, you would often teased him about that. And the fact he was in 15 and walking around with a middle part in his hair and his pants being jacked up to his belly button, as if he was a grown man in a childβs body.
You let out a sigh and placed your snacks down so you could make your way towards him. Once you were within his space, you immediately wrapped your arms around himβpulling him closer to your body with your head resting on his shoulder. Just like when he was a teenager, his body immediately became as stiff as a mannequin for a nearly thirty seconds. Until he realized, you were his husband, not his boyfriend anymore. His eyes completely softened and he wrapped his arms around you as well. Even though you werenβt looking at him, you could feel the warmth in those eyes behind those glasses.
βIβm soββ
βDonβt worry about it. I have the money for it.β
You smiled and chuckled when he said those words. This man couldnβt choose whether he wanted to be happy one minute then said the next, it was cute.
You could feel the sweat dripping from your forehead as you laid on the pillow. You hated being hot, but you didnβt want to break the thermostat or fan again and you didnβt want to make Uryu upset again, so you decided to just lay there . . . motionlessly. Your eyes sealed shut, you tried not to think about it but how the hell can you do that when you feel like your shirt is melting off your body?
As you felt yourself melting into the bed you suddenly felt a refreshing and cool breeze on your skin. Which made you relax into the bed and open your eyes almost instantly, trying to figure out where that sensation came from. When you looked up, you saw a fan in on your side of the bed, and your husband who was adjusting the settings on it as well. You couldnβt help but smile softly at the man who was focused on the fan that he didnβt even noticed you were awake.
βYouβre doing that for me?β You spoke softly, your eyes holding nothing but love and admiration for the man in front of you. You felt at ease now, like you were given a cold drink of water on a hot summer day. Uryu turned his head to you with a soft smile on his lips as well before he grabbed a mini remote from the nightstand and laid it beside your pillowβyou took a small glance at it and it was for the fan. It had speed settings, rotating mode, and an off button.
Instead of being upset with you all day, he decided to make your problem easier for the both of you. How considerate of him.
βHere, now we both donβt have to worry about you getting up every two minutes of the night.β You felt his lips against your forehead while youβve already sunk deep in the bed. You could feel his presence even closer to you when you heard the bed creak and arms wrap around your waist, pulling you closer. Oh, how you loved your husband more than anything.
ββ β‘ πππ π£ππ πππππ ππ, kenpachi z.
βΏ.*ο½₯ｑ κ° π¦. π«πππππ«, angst and fluff, soft n' sweet kenny who absolutely adorns and cares for his husband, yachi calls r. papa and kenny daddy, r. is extremely sick, pet name usage β [ sweets & darling ], sad kenny and yachi (β’ΜοΈΏβ’Μ)β, a little short + happy ending. κ±
Just the thought of love made him sick, but that was before he met you. The light of his life, his husband. You were loved by everyone, especially Yachiru, who always dragged you along with her to participate in her daily activities.
You used to be seated under the fourth division; you loved helping people. Kenpachi knew that you had a big heart. Every time you saved a life, your heart would swell up. You always told him stories of how when the person whose life you saved said βthank youβ or hugged you, it made you feel good inside. But all of that was over. The day you were diagnosed with an unknown illness was the day both of your hearts were ripped out of your chest and stepped on. He remembered vividly how he held you that night and said to himself that there was a cure to your illness and it wasnβt serious.
But he was wrong.
The day you fainted on the way to your captainβs office was the day she recommended that you resign from your seat, claiming that your sickness was heavily more serious than you realized. Kenpachi raced to your side after hearing the news. Holding your hand as Unohana explained the potential negative outcomes of your illness. Which included fainting, losing your appetite, breaking out in a cold sweat, and other symptoms. When Unohana told everything to him, he felt pieces of himself shatter and break. But he remained hopeful that you will be fine. Unohana promised him that she'd come by every day to see if you were getting better or worse.
When she wasn't around, he was usually the one who looked after you. He took the role of cleaning you and changing your clothes. He would frequently carry you outside on his back, allowing you to get some fresh air because he didn't want you to be confined inside all day. He didn't care how many times you apologized and sobbed when you puked on the floor or ruined his clothes with your blood/mucus. He could never be angry with you for something you couldn't control. He wasn't there to lecture you or make you feel bad. He was there because he cared about you and wanted to help you in any way he could. After all, he was your husband; he was a tough person on the outside with others, but a softie on the inside when it came to you and Yachiru.
Kenpachi watched as you slept blissfully in his lap, your cheek against his hard yet comfortable chest. He wiped your cheeks and forehead with the cold washcloth, cleaning away the sweat. Youβve been sleeping all day and the man was currently ignoring his captain duties to visit and care for you. He didnβt care about the consequences; all he wanted was to be by your side. His thumbs stroked against your visible cheekbone; due to your condition, you had difficulty consuming anything without vomiting. Which meant you were only on a liquid diet. He drew the blanket over your shoulders, drawing you closer to him. When he heard the door open, he slowly shifted his attention to it, which was Yachiru with flowers.
After hearing of your illness, the poor girl's joyful and lively personality faded a little.
When the little girl went in, she didn't say anything but sit next to him, holding your favorite flowers. She set the plants down and moved closer, her hand going beneath the blanket to intertwine with yours. Kenpachi's eyes saddened at the sight in front of him; he had never seen Yachiru so low before. That must've meant you had made an effective impact on her life. βDid he wake up yet?β She asked, worried by your icy fingers and shallow breathing. Kenpachi shook his head, the only time you awoke was to use the restroom. Aside from that, you spent the entire day sleeping in his lap.
βPlease, wake up papa. Me and Daddy miss you.β The pink-haired girl begged while she squeezed your hand. She missed playing with you and being carried on your shoulders by you. But you were now so weak that you couldn't even raise a cup. βDonβt you wanna play some more?β
Kenpachi frowned and kissed your brow, noting that this was the longest you'd ever slept. His eyes widened as he saw you stirring in your sleep, struggling to open your eyes. Kenpachi grabbed the washcloth and wiped away the bulit up crust in your eyes, thinking that was the reason you couldnβt open them. Yachiru tilted her head when she felt your cold hand squeezing hers, were you awake? βPapa?β She moved closer to get a better look at your face, her eyes widening when you hummed softly.
βPapa!β She perked up when you opened your soft e/c eyes that were still full of light. Kenpachiβs gaze relaxed when your lips formed a small smile, still looking as beautiful as ever. βPlease donβt be so worried about me Yachi, Iβm gonna be okay. I promise.β Your raspy voice surprised both shinigami, Kenpachi frowned, remembering that you hadnβt drink anything since last night. Considering that you would cough it up each time.
βI'll go get some water for you, Papa!β Yachiru announced, jumping to her feet to receive a cup. Once she left you returned your gaze to your husband. Who stared back at you as if were the most beautiful thing in the world. The first thing you noticed about him was his tired appearance. His hair was more messy than usual and he no longer wore his eye patch, which revealed the dark markings under his eyes. βKenny, have you been getting any sleep?β You murmured his name as you caressed the dark bags under his eyes. Kenpachi didn't respond since he knew you'd scold him if he replied no. Instead, he smiled and kissed your forehead, leading you to laugh softly.
βIβm so glad that youβre awake. You had me so worried.β His lips brushed against yours before kiss them, the coldness caused him to slightly shiver. βIβm sorry, I hope I wasnβt distracting you from your captain duties lately.β You kissed the large scar on his face, making him lean into your touch even more. You hated when he worried about you so much, you didnβt want to feel like a burden to him.
βItβs okay, sweets. You donβt have to be sorry, it isnβt your fault. And what did I tell you? Youβre more way more important than my duties as a captain. Iβll give everything up just to be with you.β He gave your forehead a kiss and squeezed your hand reassuringly. You stared into his eyes, that had nothing but love and warmth in them. βI love you, Kenny.β You smiled, feeling a stinging sensation in your eyes, you were on the verge of crying your eyes out.
Words couldnβt describe how much you loved this man. Kenpachi hummed and used his thumb to wipe away the tears now falling from your eyes. βI love you too, more than you could ever imagine.β He gave you a gentle smile before kissing your ring finger, the beautiful diamond ring sparkling in the light.
βPapa, I brought back the water!β Yachiru held the cup of refreshing liquid in her hand as you laughed at her excitement. The pink haired girl couldnβt even sit still knowing that you were awake. Kenpachi put his hand on your lower back and began to sit you up gently, letting the blanket slip off your body. Which revealed your extremely skinny body. You leaned your back against your husbandβs chest as he dropped his arm around your waist.
βThank you, Yachi. Youβre such a sweetheart.β
You smiled at her and pinched her pink cheek, which resulted in her giggling and smiling brighter than usual. Kenpachi picked up the cup before pressing to your lips, the refreshing liquid running down your throat with ease. βMhmmβI needed this.β You smiled and continued to drink the coldness, making your throat open back up.
As you continued to drink the water as Kenpachi eyed you softlyβhe was so glad you were up that he wanted to jump up and give you a bear hug. But he knew he had to be fragile with your delicate body. Yachiru watched you with tears gathering up in her beautiful brown eyes, she couldnβt believe her βdadβ was now up and speaking after being sleep all day! As much as she tried to deny it, her mind was heading for the worst.
Yachiru wasnβt dumb, she knew you were losing hair, weight, and had a hard time eating. As much as you and Kenpachi tried to hide it from her. She still remembers vividly how she sobbed her eyes out when she eavesdropped on the news of your sickness. Which explains why sheβs more clingy than usual, she wants to spend all the time with you before something bad happens.
Once you were finished with the drink you could feel the rough hands your husbandβwho pulled the cup away from your dry lips and placed it on the floor next to him. βPapa, your lips are so dry! Would you like to use some of my lip balm?!β Yachiru broke the silence as she pulled out the lip balm, which was decorated in monster high stickers. You and Kenpachi couldnβt help but laugh when the little girl called your lips dry and offered her lip balm to you.
βHere Yachi, give him this. This is the one he usually use.β Kenpachi smiled and handed her the lip balm, which was pink with glitter and decorated in my little pony stickers. βYeah thatβs the oneβKenny!β You laughed and lightly punched his chest as him and Yachiru burst into a fit of laughter at your reaction. βDaddy! Did you see his face?!β She giggled as she rolled on her back at the sight of your shocked and confused face. Kenpachi chuckled and wiped the imaginary tear from his eye while he tried to give you the lip balm, the genuine smile never leaving his face. This was the most happiest youβve ever seen them since you became sick, which made your heart swell up.
And after that, you spent the rest of your day with your little family. You all went to spend time in the garden There was no way you were going to let your sickness stop you from spending quality time with your beloved husband and daughter.
