i am the strongest and the weakest

Indie Semi- Selective Fate OC/self insert of Sarah aka prodigyoftohsaka

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IMMOVABLE OBJECTS

I love you. 

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you– I love you harder than this heart of mine can beat. I love you farther than these hands of mine can reach. I love you longer than these bones of mine will last.

Perhaps, in some other world,      where the horizons are wider than ours,      where the oceans are deeper and the stars are brighter, Perhaps this other world can encompass this love of mine,  but dear heart, all I have here are       five inadequate fingers to caress you with and      four inadequate limbs to hold you with and      three inadequate words to comfort you with and      two inadequate lips to kiss you with and      one inadequate life to love you with.

They say, dear heart, that Love in an unstoppable force,      and I believe them.           I do. It’s just that I’m also learning, day by slow day, that there are more immovable objects than I ever thought existed. 

I cannot love you into safety.  I cannot love away the nightmares that haunt your midnight sleep. I cannot love together the pieces of you that they broke apart. I cannot love us back to the past where the skies were rosier and your smiles were brighter. I cannot love us into a future where I can promise you you will never be hurt again.  I cannot love you back from Misery’s grasping fingers and Death’s cold hands.

I cannot even, dear heart,      no matter how hard my heart longs and my breath shudders,  I cannot love us into a quiet grave where we can rest,       side by side      at last at peace      together

But dear heart, I promise you this: I will try. I will try until my last gasping breath      and my last pounding heartbeat      and my last trembling step      and my last whimpering prayer.

I will try, dear heart,      until we reach a quiet grave where we can rest,            side by side           at last at peace           together.

If I cannot win against the world, dear heart,      then by God, I will not let them win against me, either. 

[widowkissed-blog]

     HEATHERS THE MUSICAL ( 2014 ) SENTENCE STARTERS PART 1

‘ i believe i’m a good person. ‘

‘ i know life can be beautiful. ‘

‘ if we changed back then, we can change again. ‘

‘ get away, nerd ! ‘

‘ fight the urge to strike a match and set this dump ablaze ! ‘

‘ i rented “the princess bride”. ‘

‘ why do i cry myself to sleep ? ‘

‘  i’d like to kidnap [ name ] and photograph her naked in an abandoned warehouse and leave her tied up for the rats. ‘

‘  if I took a meat cleaver down the center of your skull, i’d have matching halves. that’s very important. ‘

‘ it’s a beautiful frickin’ day ! ‘

‘ you got a bone to pick ? ‘

‘ listen up, biotch ! ‘

‘ you just gotta prove you’re not a pussy anymore. ‘

‘ that freak’s not your friend, i can tell in the end. ‘

‘ shut up, [ name ] ! ‘

‘ hey, mr. no name-kid. ‘

‘ so who might you be ? ‘

‘ could you be seen with me and still act proud ? ‘

‘ hey, could you hold my hand ? ‘

‘ i’d fight you you. ‘

‘ no point in planting roots, cause your gone in a hurry. ‘

‘ seems every time i’m about to despair, there’s a 7-11 right there. ‘

‘ i pray at my altar of slush. ‘

‘ get lost in the pain. ‘

‘ happiness comes when everything numbs. ‘

‘ who needs cocaine ? ‘

‘ the world doesn’t owe you a cent. ‘

‘ the sky’s gonna hurt when it falls so you better start building some walls. ‘

‘ fight pain with more pain. ‘

‘ let nothing remain. ‘

‘ it’s time to rage ! ‘

‘ time for big fun ! ‘

‘ whoa, a hot guy smiled at me without a trace of mockery ! ‘

‘ i think that’s what they call “ third base “. ‘

‘ thirty hours to live, how shall i spend it ? ‘

‘ i’m a dead girl walkin’. ‘

‘ shut your mouth and lose them tighty-whities ! ‘

‘ i’m hot and pissed and on the pill. ‘

‘ you say you’re numb inside but i can’t agree. ‘

‘ so the world’s unfair. ‘

‘ i think you tore my mattress. ‘

[thequotejournals]

Love says: I’ve seen the ugly parts of you, and I’m staying.

Matt Chandler (via wordsnquotes)

[lifeinpoetry]

it is a serious thing just to be alive     on this fresh morning         in this broken world.

Mary Oliver, from “Invitation,” Red Bird: Poems (via lifeinpoetry)

[fondestsuggestion]

You are the only reason I smile somedays

[earth]

[earth]

[earth]

[gloriousdaydream]

[traumathoughts]

[rpmememaker]

Take advantage of my muse. Touch them, tease them, turn them on. This is my permission to do whatever you want to them, regardless of our muses' current relationship, and see how my muse reacts.

[an-exotic-writer]

five word prompts

[inspired by this]

“actually… i just miss you.”

“alright, i’ll leave you alone.”

“and slowly… i was forgotten.”

“and then everything just disappears.”

“and where do i go?”

“anyone could tell from here.”

“are you finishing that or…?”

“are you stupid or stupid?”

“anything, just call me, okay?”

“bitch better have my money.”

“bro… that’s so… not cool…”

“but did you do it?”

“call me now. it’s urgent.”

"can’t you listen to me?”

“cross that. don’t answer that.”

“don’t even think about it.”

“don’t you dare walk away.”

“do it. i dare you.”

“did you think i forgot?”

“eventually… you just move on.”

“even if you still do.”

“everything will fall into place.”

“fight me, you attractive stranger.”

“for once, i need you.”

“for once… i was right.”

“for once… i was wrong.”

“forget i even asked you.”

“forget it. you fucking suck.”

“fuck’s sake, what’s your problem?”

“fuck off. i mean it.”

“give and take. that’s life.”

“great. perfect. nice. fuck this.”

“have you lost your mind?”

“hello? it’s me. i was-”

“hey… that wasn’t so nice.”

“here’s a glass of whatever.”

“how about a hug, hm?”

“how about you make me?”

“i haven’t forgot you yet.”

“i can’t be around you.”

“i don’t need you, really.”

“i don’t need this now.”

“is this your first time?”

“it’s just a cut, really.”

“it wasn’t me, i swear!”

“i said i love you.”

“just don’t fuck it up.”

"just… come back alive, okay?”

“just make sure you’ve eaten.”

“kick his ass for me.”

“killed him? wait, what, literally?”

“life really sucks. feel better.”

“letting go hurts… a lot.”

“let me live, will you?”

“no, i don’t need you.”

“nothing can hurt me now.”

“nothing matters anymore to me.”

“okay it was me… so?”

“people lie all the time.”

“pipe the fuck down, asshole.”

“please, you can’t die now.”

“please don’t leave me alone.”

“quiet. they can hear us.”

“quick! give me your phone!”

“quicker, you freaking piece of-”

“quit it or i’ll bite.”

“quit staring! they’ll notice us!”

"really? do i look stupid?”

“real smooth, tripping over air.”

“rise and shine, sweet thing.”

“rise and fucking shine, motherfucker.”

“seriously? give me a break.”

“so… what are we now?”

“so… did you miss me?”

“so… can we go eat?”

“so… when’s the next flight?”

“so… how did everything go?”

“sometimes, i wish you died.”

“so what? you did it.”

“time passes slower without you.”

“then what do you suggest?”

“the fuck? who are you?”

“then you tell me why.”

“this is not working out.”

“this isn’t what i wanted.”

“this is all a fucking disaster.”

“when did it all happen?”

“who knew you’d be here?”

“why do i even bother?”

“why do i love you?”

“why didn’t you tell me?”

“you’re just… so, so stupid.”

“you can’t be here now.”

“you look like an accident.”

“you really need to go.”

“you know who to call.”

"zero fucks given. next please.”

[glxsscanon]

@magnificentgoldensins from here

.. Had she gotten the address wrong? These hills were all but riddled with hot springs after all, and that would have explained why this place was empty save for this attractive man bathing in the springs before her. 

Adjusting her towel around her otherwise naked form Sarah met his gaze, his generous tone causing her to slip into the water beside him without a second thought. At least at first.

“A-Are you sure it’s alright for me to stay here?” She asked, trying and failing to keep her eyes from wandering across his sculpted form. “I didn’t mean to impose on you, or anything..” 

[not-like-the-restaurant]

Friend: “Hey, I haven’t seen you in forever! how are you?”

me: “Fine, thanks.”

Lemony Snicket from outta nowhere: “Of course, in this case, ‘fine’ is only meant to reassure. She has never been less fine, nor was she ever fine in the first place. Here, the word ‘fine’ could be defined as ‘I am actually slowly dying on the inside, but don’t wish for anyone to worry’.

[glxsscanon]

“What good is living if you’re not doing it for yourself and the ones you love? That doesn’t seem like the kind of life I could live at all.”

Indie Self Insert blog for Fate OC

Semi-Selective/ Multiverse/ Multiship

Crack/ Angst/ Fluff/ NSFW (mun and muse are of age)

3+ years experience

[bloody-clarent]

Closed NSFW RP w/ @glxsscanon || continued from here

She averted her gaze from her Master; she couldn’t believe things have come to this. Though it was just a kiss…Mordred suddenly felt hotter. Her cheeks were flushed a bright red, and she squirmed where she sat, trying to process what had just happened.

The rules of the game were that whoever the bottle landed on would have to spend an hour in a room with the person who spun the bottle. Mordred had not too many complaints really; she had no problems with women. But…judging by her reaction to her Master’s kiss, the knight’s heart still was a little uneasy about things.

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[glxsscanon]

Why was it that her words had seemed to catch in her throat right at that moment? Maybe it was the fact that, even though Mordred was so embarrassed that one could call it cute that, Sarah couldn’t seem to take her eyes off of her. Her servant was, for lack of a more fitting word, stunning in her eyes.

“...” Come on voice, work. It only takes a few words to get your answer across, right? Or maybe... Instead of speaking, her hands slowly and gently took hold of Mordred’s wrists, pulling them away from her chest slowly as not to embarrass her further. “Of course I want to... Why wouldn’t I?” 

As if to solidify that, she leaned in and pressed her lips into the crook of the woman’s neck, face flushed a deep crimson as she leaned in to place tender kisses against her servant’s neck. One of her hands released a wrist before slowly trailing down her body from her collarbone, digits wrapping around one of her exposed breasts with a gentle sort of urgency.

[glxsscanon]

I’m feeling a strong urge for sin or some sort of thread so if you wanna do something with this si of mine just like/ reblog and i’ll slide into your IMs for idea schpealing eue