"Getting Money Crazy" Sierra @gmcbaby - Tumblr Blog

honestly tho

i just need my hair, eyebrows and nails/toes done. i’ve stretched it out too long

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niggas be so horny lmao that shit aint cute when im going thru the motions of life. i got the attitude of a broke nigga. wtf are you offering fr? ya not impressive

#like gtfo #blocking #yoass

when is life supposed to get better chile? ik im the creator but all the extra struggles is annoying

fed up

im so tired of the life i live. i envision life for myself so much better, but dealing with shit ion want been stopping that. its so hard to keep my faith. i feel like me holding on and hoping for the best isn’t enough. does God know im trying my best? if i were in a better situation i would have more drive. struggling doesn’t motivate me. it doesn’t amp my ambition. i just be pissed off lmao

#its monday #imdissociating #wtf is wrong with me

im finna go to bed

ain’t nobody talking bout shit!!! omg likeeee

#wtfistea

i want tha teaaaa

im ngl. i need some gossip on hea. twitter was always talking bout sum. the aesthetics cute n all but i want the mess! point me to dem pages

#whereisthetea #gossip #tea #mess #messybitchthatlivefordrama #messy

i get drunk and remember what life is

#not dissociating

im meant to live life outside

well here i am

#twitter is shit

indirect to direct

i miss being in love. just spending that time with a person. doing whatever. sharing things with them. just always having them in thought. someone that makes you wanna do better in life. makes you realize your faults and still shows you grace. slightly humbling, but not their fault. i needed that push! which makes me love them even more. i would hate to come off selfish but i need you. it only makes sense with you. everything else feels clouded. you said it yourself. no one knows me like you. you know exactly how to handle me. were made for each other. im always yours. you’re my cure when im sick. i’ve missed you so much. i can’t even express it. when im with you everything i wanna say disappears. im just silent. trying to process that im living in a fantasy brought to life. trying not to fumble anything. trying to impress you. i shouldn’t have to but i know you deserve the best. i do too but i want to be fair if im coming in your life. i want things to make sense and not be forced…

…i know im in love because im rambling

#in love #i am infatuated #yearning #longing for you #loveyourlove #i need you

“i’ve missed you in my life…”

is it love or infatuation?

you’re my muse for every creation.

i know its more than idealization.

instill in me the willpower to move a nation.

love when we have sexual relations.

love from you is the best sensation.

your touch, your eyes bring me elation.

i’d be lying if i didn’t look to you for validation.

i think im in love again.

poem~

theres a lady at the bridge watching water.

reflecting on thoughts and what taught her.

silhouettes and shadows in the light show a picture.

she flips a coin in the water, desperate for change, a true wisher.

her face of realization that she had the change the whole time.

she smiles with new answers in her mind.

she continues watching the water knowing all will fall in line

#short poem #feeling poetic #poetry #writing #writers on tumblr #poetic #rhyming poetry

feeling poetic (yes it rhymes)

tropical oasis

dreaming bout the faces, places..

i wish to be.

and when i mention faces, its wish to see*.

i dont aspire or wish to be anyone but my best self

call on the lord when i need any help

convincing myself that my world isn’t hell

bc its better when i dont dwell

in my happy place my needs are answered by bell

ready for tropical oasis

#short poem #poetry #original poem #my poem #feeling poetic #poets of tumblr #poetry writing #hey that rhymes

then everytime i do accomplish living in the present and things feel real life and not autopilot it begins to feel so real its fake and i begin to question everything and im back into living in possibility and paranoia. i just want to be a pure and loving human being. i want to be good and be told that. not like it makes a difference but it feels good obviously! like 6 fucking trains derailed yesterday i just wanna hear something good and it be genuine

trying my hardest to feel real. trying to stay present long enjoy to enjoy the now and what is instead of constantly thinking and in living in the past or future. i’ve found myself getting so caught up in the what ifs and potential. it’s exhausting.

life is actually very funny the longer i think about it. like wow im experiencing what it means to exist. what it means to feel hot or cold, what emotions are, what it feels like to drop my phone on my face, to know what rejection is, to get angry, to just be human. i seen somewhere that were God experiencing itself and its creation. since God is a spirit that lives outside of time, space, and matter, it created humanity to experience things in further depth. were everything having an experience. were the person you said goodmorning to in the drive thru and even the bad ppl. we have to be everything to understand everything without bias. so i can understand when ppl say God lives through us. bc God has to understand what its to communicate to us. i think about perspectives so much and what could really be justified. idk its an interesting experience. i hope to get the most out of it in the best way to me/for me honestly.

#life