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the world is a ghetto

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Follow me @bordegod on Instagram for better work. BORDE is Bored Originals Resurrecting Dead Emotions. To be able to express feelings or things you may have wanted to experience and manifest them into material for the betterment of earth, the people inhabiting earth, and yourself. To show people that you dont have to drag yourself in the dirt all the time praying for a better event to come working so hard for that thing. Having a thought generate by your mind that sparks behaviour or feeling or action which causes another thought repeat dont wait for the event dont work for the mind dont let events define your actions dont wait for a positive moment to feel joy become the creator when you feel free to create because you love so much inside and outside open your heart you have no identity you arent just a waitress or a rapper or a teacher dont let that define you and the way you live your life wanting that next raise or next record deal being miserbale working hard for that event make it everyday if you surrender yourself to something you think that this is my life now whos going to enjoy it if you surrender yourself to something you love something that brings you joy everyday whos going to not enjoy it. I feel this is a change for me im so grateful for everything thats happened i have learned so much i feel so much love its not even about wanting to do something over another then thinking that you shouldve done the other that was my problem making that choice but when you surrender to the love and not let the events define you then there is no good or bad just a learning experience even if you do the thing and you dont want to go through with it you can just quit there always needs to be change sometimes you will surrender yourself to things that will take you over and use you be aware open your mind to feelings and experience and knowledge dont be scared live truthful i feel at peace knowing that even if this creative director or photographer or model or creator whatever you want to call me the sun will still always rise and i will always be happy because i will always do what i love im going to try to do better soon im going to quit doing things that i know are bad for me im going to start being more disciplined and to go through with an idea until i feel its ready but not to wait forever to be more aware of myself to lose my anxiety i love i im not sure what else to say...im with you, im always with you, i always have been. Much love