gnocchi

Anna she/her 16 Fuck my stupid baka life !!!!!

[gnocchistoes]

perhaps i am getting my period but i really hope not bc im about to be traveling but i get to go to italy so i genuinely cannot be complaining about anything

[gnocchistoes]

im big into just curling up in my heated blanket and crying myself to sleep periodically throughout the day and then waking up and making it worse and then doomscroll and marinate in chud juice and then lose my appetite 🦧

[gnocchistoes]

i am happy though

[gnocchistoes]

whatever the pills are doing to my brain are making me so tired and have extremely vivid dreams and also removed any joy in eating food☹️ nothing sounds good or tastes good and i can only get half way through a plate of food before becoming nauseous at the thought of eating which is NOT helping the ED allegations from my mom..its genuinely so insane how much of a polar opposite from my other meds like rn im thinking “how could i ever be so hungry and crave so much food that sounds so bad” and when i was on the other meds i was like “im so fucking hungry i cannot fathom restricting in any way how could i ever have such a low appetite “ very interesting indeed

[gnocchistoes]

ngl my mom points out some deep purple red scars and asks if theyre new and im like “what😂no not at all these were from a LONG time ago😅😅” and she believes me like wow im a really bad liar but i am so practiced in this particular field of Lying now

[gnocchistoes]

im really trying to muster up a deep dark secret bc i havent posted in a long time sorry guys i will find one soon i have to visit my mind palace

[gnocchistoes]

i feel like mental hospital relationships platonic or romantic never work but like i met one of my closest friends there in 2022 and we didnt talk for months until i texted him “Hi” on a whim and now we’re genuinely good for each other its interesting how i was able to find such a like minded individual from Newton Massachusetts who does ballet and now hes bestie Peter who snuck out to drive an hour to come to my art exhibition reception❤️ i dont even think about him as my Friend from the Mental Hospital anymore like thats just Peter yk

[gnocchistoes]

on my thirty billionth medication over the span of five years and i dont know who i actually am without my brain being fucked to oblivion by chemicals🦧dont worry though, at least im blacking out every time i stand up, super emotional, and gaining weight at unprecedented speed after losing weight at an unprecedented speed! im on meds specifically not do Something but i lowkey still do that something idek why it might just be for the love of the game atp. i call my psychiatrist and she just tosses a new medication at me like im a lost cause😭

[ilona-art]

All Wave 4 Glitter Ponies. 

[beetleboness]

drawing I forgot 2 post, Oil pastel on paper - 2025.

quite proud of this drawing so dunno why i didnt post it earlier. got a new smaller case of Sakura 'expressionist' oil pastels and wanted 2 test them out. theyre nice quality. smooth, blend well and feel professional. but so far no very noticeable difference between the Faber castell ones i usually use, which are admittedly cheaper/easier 2 find. could be bias though lol, either way still very fun gettin a new set. any suggestions on what to draw next appreciated!

[kaetor]

first thing I drew this year. study of the peoples princess

original image

[kings-favorite-courtjester]

how young do you think she was...do you think she grew up excited to get married in the church she was raised attending, lived her life praying beside her bed, dreaming of a life with her husband, just to be dragged to hell for sins that were never hers... She's so special to me

[relelvance]

It's bleed out and die thursday

[gnocchistoes]

my roman empire is the supasoakers account on tiktok (teens singing and dancing in a goodwill) that had a couple viral videos in 2024 there were originally 2 of them, the Dancer (current lead of group) and the Singer and the singer was so fucking good i fucking loved him he was so good guys so funny so talented and he was obviously a theatre kid AND THEN HE WENT OFF TO COLLEGE AND JOINED A CULT AT UCLA AND LEFT SUPA SOAKERS and now its the dancer and the rest of the choir. like genuinely devastating i would look forward to new videos every day i genuinely think i was the biggest supa soaker fan on the planet when he was still there I was OBSESSED COME BACK ASHER LEE THE CULT IS DULLING YOUR NATURAL TALENT AND SASS AND I THINK THEY MADE HIM NOT GAY ANYMORE AND ALSO ITS A CULT

[gnocchistoes]

The Rash is spreading…

[vampyfrnk]

x - lltbp boston ; september 7, 2025

[gnocchistoes]

still thinking about this

[kings-favorite-courtjester]

My drawling of my girlfriend 🙈(⁠｡⁠・⁠/⁠/⁠ε⁠/⁠/⁠・⁠｡⁠)

The love of my life <3

[gnocchistoes]

thats me