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lesbian-toddhoward

Night in the Museum: here’s a spooky mummy!! oooh!

10 y/o me: haha he’s ugly watch

Night in the Museum: [ mummy unmasks himself to reveal a twenty-something year old Rami Malek ]

10 y/o me:

stupidpussy

great post but this reads exactly like the cereal guy meme

lesbian-toddhoward

you broke me

I haven’t posted in a while. I was in a funk for a while. I was mad at the world, angry at myself for being mad at the world. I always wonder what my life would be like if my hair didn’t fall out for the first time in less than a month. I wonder what my life would be like if I had broke up wih my ex sooner. I feel like I wasted the best years of my life with him and the best years meaning the years I had my long,thick brown hair. What if I missed that someone who would have been there for me, who would have sat by my side and wiped away my tears, instead of blaming me for losing my hair. I thought I was over the anger stage of losing my hair. I thought I was okay with it. I guess it comes in waves, some weeks I’m okay with it, some weeks I forget I even have it and some weeks I hate myself and I hate it. I feel like I’ll never been good enough for a decent man. A man who will love me for not who I am on the outside but for the love I can give, the passion I have about the things I love, and for the constant battle of having a full head of hair to losing it within a couple of days. I need to allow myself to have those days to lay in bed and cry all day. I can’t let that be my life 24/7 again; but I need to feel. I need to let those feelings out before I let them build up.

I may not have had the easiest of lives, but I wouldn’t give it up for anything. Between being sick as a kid to losing my hair, I decided to go back to school for nursing. I need to help people and their families find comfort and strength during what might be the most beautiful or the worst time of their life. This is my way of giving back for the amazing people who have helped me along the way.

I dint want to feel or be sorry for myself. But I need to understand I don’t have to put up a front or be strong 100% of the time.

#alopeciaareata #alopecia #alopeciaawareness #naaf #whatisalopecia #self love #self care #hair loss #bald is beautiful #bald #naaf2018 #sm

Maybe I am angry, like everyone keeps telling me. Maybe because my life wasn’t supposed to be like this. Losing my hair changed who I was. I always told myself it made me better but maybe it didn’t. I dont like the person inside or outside that I’ve become. I was never fat or ugly. And now I feel like those are the only words that describe me. I’m not even good enough for myself, so why would I be good enough for anyone else. Maybe I’ll never be good enough.

The cutest dog in all the land

welcometoyouredoom

How many times can one be told they'll never be good enough before they start believing they will in fact be never good enough?

humansofnewyork

“There are always two little beautiful humans looking at me like I’m the most important thing in the world. They copy everything I do, especially my son. I’m very careful how I treat my wife because I know that’s how he’ll learn to treat women. I call my wife pet names, and my son started calling his sister those same names. Recently I picked flowers for my wife. And the next day he picked flowers for his sister.” (Moscow, Russia)

Do I not have the cutest dog ever??

I just want to be happy 😩

It's international Alopecia day💙

This is the week I live for

#shark week

I used to love my job. I never minded waking up early to go. Now I would do just able anything to not have drive within a 3 mile radius of that hellhole.