Goat House Diaries

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I painted my shoes with India ink.

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Night kitchen

Whale vase from Pachana Studio at Baan Kang Wat artist village, with small water vine sprouting

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Room 2/2 on the Ping river, been here 3 weeks, the traffic is loud.

Nest of yellow bellied sunbird, WIP in garden at Free Bird Cafe.

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Anhedonia is a meh version of a death eater.

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If I had energy to feel anything but tired

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Sometimes it isn’t easy to leave our old selves behind, it feels disloyal, like somehow I made a mistake being who I was because it isn’t who I am now. The idea of a static self seems like it would provide some kind of comfort, stability mb. With any luck I will continue to evolve every day and thank the person I was for all they had to do.

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I always feel more inspired by art and making art when I am away from home and not caught up so much in all the mundane tasks that make a life comfortable. How to find that balance and allow for mess making and experimenting when feeling so tired?

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Where does motivation come from? How do we make it or get it or keep it? Can we borrow some if we don’t have any? Where does it go? Does it shrink and grow when we feed it? What does it like to eat?

The motivation diet #1 best seller

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Skunky

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My THERAPIST says I need to have more FUN

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