hot hunks 2005

Who doesn't think they're at the center of the universe being it?

[gojurt]

art tag

letterboxd

[gojurt]

i drew a bunched up airhead recently

[gojurt]

maybe i shoild start posting art on here even if it wont gain traction like who cares really

[gojurt]

ive lost like 400 followers since i stopped posting… probably deserved

[gojurt]

the main reasons i stopped posting on here often are bc A) i got a job and started working full time and B) i dont really draw fanart anymore really so my art is not what people would want to see on here mostly i draw buildings and objects and rooms with people in them now sorry and then when i do draw fanart its for things nobody cares about most of the time

[gojurt]

ive lost like 400 followers since i stopped posting… probably deserved

[kagehiraaa]

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[cvspacker]

happy international women's day! #womeninstem

[gojurt]

[gojurt]

estrogen would have saved her

[sayruq]

[fullmetalswift]

translation:

if i die and leave and get martyred in this war, i will not forgive the Arab leaders who failed us. we lived through difficult days without food or water, and my hair is turning white even though i'm so young. may god never forgive you or give you relief. i swear i will tell the creator about you.

forgive me, mom. i love you so much. please don't be sad when i die.

my message to the people of egypt, yemen, jordan, algeria, libya, lebanon, tunisia, sudan, somalia, malaysia - please don't leave Gaza alone. please, please promise me to take care of her. i love you all, please don't leave us.

if anyone finds my message, please spread it.

the martyr, godwilling, Mohammad Abdulqader Husseini

25/03/2024

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[image id: tweet by Dr Mustafa Elmari (gaza_psych) that says, "Children in Gaza are writing their wills. Eleven-year-old Mohammed writes, "Forgive me, mom, please don't be sad if I die." Attached is an image of the letter written in arabic on a lined paper that seems to be torn from a school notebook.]

[gojurt]

i need to start posting my art again on here and also draw more in general i miss it

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

i wrote this in the notes of another post originally and am copy + pasting it here because im right but "tell the cops nothing, tell the doctors everything" is such a stupid ass fucking abled take. doctors engage in policing idk how to explain to yall that some people cannot in fact just tell doctors everything without it putting them at risk

like im not gonna go into the myriad of ways this is bs but like a quick example is i cant tell my doctors about my substance use issues because if i get that listed on my medical records it will actively endanger me. It will impact how I'm treated in emergency situations and will get me labeled as "drug seeking" when i try to get other issues dealt with.

i dont say this to scare people but because this is actually important information for people to have. if a medical professional claims this isnt an issue, they are NOT "one of the good ones". they are either straight up lying or theyre utterly unaware, which is frankly not better. doctors are cops. never forget it

like YES tell ur doctor abt being sexually active but stop saying "tell the cops nothing and the doctor everything" before i start killing in cold blood

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

#HONESTLY#i dont EVER bring up my anxiety and trauma if im getting a physical issue treated. it will be dismissed immediately

I had a doctor once ask my father to leave the room, then proceeded to tell me that my sore throat was all in my head, and I was making it up for attention -- because I was bipolar. I told him no, that wasnt the case, I was genuinely sick, and he rolled his eyes, said he would do a strep test "to make me feel better", did the test, and left. 20 minutes later he came back and told me the strep test came back positive. No apology, nothing.

This was for strep throat. I had similar things happen for much more important stuff that I dont want to get into. I'm in the middle of a very long process for a condition thats giving me progressive spinal cord damage, and all I can think about is that if I had "substance use disorder" on my medical record, how likely is it that I would just not have been listened to about this. If you have anxiety youre a "hypochondriac". If you're an addict you're "drug seeking". if you're bipolar or schizospec you're making it up, possibly for attention. This shit kills people. This isnt even getting into the inherently carceral nature of the psychiatric system in the US (and elsewhere)

Doctors are not, in fact, neutral figures that can be blindly trusted with any and all information, and pretending they are can literally get people killed. Abled people have GOT to do better.

[googiekitsch-deactivated2024071]

really underrated phenomenon is when some artist gets incredibly attached to like one character from a thing and you see them go from “here’s my fanart of this character! let me know what you guys think!” to creating like fucked up surrealist shit that doesn’t even have to do with ANYTHING the canon is from anymore. I don’t mean aus I mean like actual absurdist art of some fucking cartoon guy

[googiekitsch-deactivated2024071]

[gojurt]

fuck my stupid life

[the-tubort]

But have you considered him?

[gojurt]

grah…. le baby dinosaur

[gojurt]

did a double take because i thought tumblr was saying "fuck my stupid life" about you posting help

HELP…. okay im laughing so bad at tumblr even sending a notification over me posting this could it have not waited until i posted art again or something. i didnt even add context to it. the context though is that oppenheimer won best picture at the oscars

[gojurt]

fuck my stupid life