maze

pls get to know me im so bored bangchan s/o dni 24/7 rants

[chann1es-girl]

[shiftingwithmars]

@maze-shifts Hear me out: Bang Chan rivals to lovers Boxer DR👀

[maze-shifts]

HAHAH i have a brother’s best friend boxer dr but rivals to lovers sounds like a great addition 😈😈

[angelic-seb]

i really want to start learning how to lucid dream , because i like pairing psychology/more researched phenomena with the more unknown side of things . i feel like it could help me shift to my desired reality for the first time , plus lucid dreams generally sound like they’d be a lot of fun . ( plus they’d be helpful during cptsd-induced nightmares . )

[maze-shifts]

some tips people have given me on lucid dreaming thats worked wonders are

1. doing reality checks throughout the day

some reality checks you could do would be to plug your nose and try to breathe through it. i used to push my fingers through my hand to see if they would go through, but when i lucid dream, i mainly become lucid because i count my fingers in the dream and there are too many. doing reality checks throughout the day will get u in the habit and soon you’ll be doing it in your dreams too.

2. writing down your dreams

i am a very vivid dreamer and writing down my dreams kind of reinforces the idea that i could be dreaming when experiencing those vivid dreams.

3. once you’re lucid, move around a lot

i dont know the logic behind this one, but i was told that it’d be easier to stay lucid if you moved around a lot while dreaming, so catch me flying through the air in the middle of the night.

i love lucid dreaming and i’ve done it so many times, but unfortunately i haven’t shifted from it yet, so if anyone has any tips on how to shift from a lucid dream pls help 😣

[smallbutcertain]

who up missing tf out of their s/o 🫩💔💔💔

[maze-shifts]

i really wanna come back with storytimes to share about things that happen in my dr omgosh 😣😣 i’ll update yall on every single detail

[maze-shifts]

oh the things imma do to him when i get there…

[maze-shifts]

i want to give up on shifting, because i’ve been trying for so long and have made zero progress. i’m just so frustrated with waking up again and again in the same reality, but there is this tiny irritating voice in the back of my brain that tells me i’m gonna shift. it’s so tiny, yet its presence wont let me give up on shifting. i wish i could just rip it out of my skull because i’m so tired of believing in things that constantly let me down. everything i’ve ever believed in has disappointed me and i don’t know what to do at this point.

[shiftingwithmars]

Yeah, okay.

But what about when you shift and you get to see THIS whenever you please?

Like bro, you could have all this and more😝

[maze-shifts]

YOURE SO RIGHT FUCK

[maze-shifts]

i want to give up on shifting, because i’ve been trying for so long and have made zero progress. i’m just so frustrated with waking up again and again in the same reality, but there is this tiny irritating voice in the back of my brain that tells me i’m gonna shift. it’s so tiny, yet its presence wont let me give up on shifting. i wish i could just rip it out of my skull because i’m so tired of believing in things that constantly let me down. everything i’ve ever believed in has disappointed me and i don’t know what to do at this point.

[maze-shifts]

what do i have to dooo omfg its been 6 years im so fucking tired and im sick of trying and failing. i just need to know what to do to shift i give up

[maze-shifts]

ooohhh mmmyyyy ggggoooossshhh 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 i really wish i could see my s/o like right now… 👀👀👀👀👀 if only there was SOME WAY i could just… wake up next to him… 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 i could totally go for a sign that he loves me if shifting isn’t on the table… 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 i wish i could ride the high of another mini-shift 👀👀👀👀👀 or even a lucid dream 👀👀👀👀👀 with my s/o 👀👀👀👀👀

[elenimoonlight]

Istg if you don’t script out that genocidal country fucking block me.

[maze-shifts]

ive been craving a seafoox boil for months and while watching a reel of someone eating one i thought “i wouldn’t want it if i already have it”

so boom! i’ve decided to manifest a seafood boil. will update yall when i get it 🤞

[maze-shifts]

some of yall (me) act like spongebob in that one episode where he forgets how to make krabby patties when it comes to shifting

like… its that simple so don’t overthink it! you don’t have to know everything, but you do have to believe in yourself :]

[starxaya]

my s/o would rather get run over by three trucks, five cars, two airplanes and a bike than cheat on me

enter

[maze-shifts]

my soulmate looks so good here wait a minute 😁 mine all mine ehehehe

[maze-shifts]

i could just give up on shifting altogether and accept i’ll never get what i want but holy fuck i want it so bad i’ll die without even hope of getting it. swear to god, the idea i could possibly shift is the only thing keeping me alive right now and its really hard

[maze-shifts]

rant post incoming

oh mymy goshshshshs just shift its not that hard ITS NOT HARD AT ALL JUST FUCKING DO IT AND YOU WONT BE COMPLAINING.

seriously, i’ve been at my lowest for so long and all i wanna do is just wake up in my dr without needing anything to do it. i cant believe ive been at it for 6 years without so much as even getting close! i can lucid dream and whatever but fuck oh my god i just cant seem to actually shift! and ive lost so much interest in everything because im just so fucking useless i cant even shift! its all i want to do and its all i’ll ever want to do and i just cant for some reason? like i just constantly constantly wake up in this fuckass reality and just constantly wish i could be in my dr and the feeling of failure never goes away no matter what advice i see or what connection i feel! i just want to be in my dr i dont understand why it has to be so hard!! obviously theres nothing fucking stopping me but i cant seem to wake up there at all??? makes no fucking sense how ive never shifted even though its so easy and simple for me to shift. how much of a fuckup do i have to be for this shit to not happen… obviously yeah im not fucking special so theres no special exception where im the only person who cant shift but i dont know why its taking so fucking long!!! is there something missing? do i have to do something else? what the fuck do i have to do to be able to live the life that i want!!

if youve read this all the way through, its not my intention to demotivate you at all! i just needed a place to rant out my feelings and tumblr is my only safe space for my shifting-related emotions…

[maze-shifts]

my stomach hurtsss i really miss my baby so much