hey gays folks, im having issues. i was born as Diana, a girl who was always bigger than the rest. ever since i was little, iāve always hated being feminine. iāve never liked dresses or being referred to as a āladyā, i would get excited if someone called me a gentleman or handsome. my mom tells me how i have always had āmasculine likingsā, and she hates it, making me more scared. during this quarantine, i have gone through many thoughts. first i identified as bisexual, then a lesbian, and now queer. but i tried to keep my gender out of my head because i know my parents might accept me as gay, but not as transgender. but im fucking tired, im tired of having to deal with ālooking like a girlā. i hate having boobs, i hate having a vagina, i hate being told to be feminine. im done. and it has being obvious since i was born. i like the name Milos. i like looking masculine. i like being called a gentleman. i like he/him pronouns. i like girls, boys, non binary, everyone. i like being referred to as a boy. but im scared of my family. i know they are transphobic, they have said many disgusting things in front of me. and i canāt help it but feel bad for disappointing them. i canāt change who i am and i donāt hate me for being me, but im scared. i felt like letting this off my chest. thank you if you read it :) a pic of my special guys to light up the mood.
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