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holy shit i actually remembered my login

yyyyyyyyyikes i was going through it

#my post #we're not gonna. let's not talk about it

seeing all the dumb little ways in which people are just careless is hideously painful and sucks.

your dad getting you up at noon saying that you'll get depression if you keep it up. you've already been depressed for years.

your parents read a personal comic you made about it months before. they don't see any art from you for years.

your roommate jokes about the ladder you keep complaining about not being safe. the board it's screwed into pulls away when she tries to make a point about it, which only shows what you mean.

your friends make a poking joke about your efforts on something. you were showing it off because you put a lot of effort into it.

your mom disregards your orientation and belittles it. you just came out to her.

your sister scolds you for your tone. you were trying to explain something irritating.

i just. can't fucking win. i can't fucking trust people.

#my post #negative #this keeps fucking happening. why do you people think i keep calling myself an idiot.#shut up and understand me for two goddamn minutes you incompetent sons of bitches. please.#im very tired and kinda spicy

being exhausted in damn near every sense and having to fight your own brain to get shit done is like

#my post #my art #negative #hey i'm back and i'm uhhhhhhh mcfucking dying inside.#trying to get a commission done tonight so i can call it done after 5 fucking months.#it's going about like this #i'll probably private this later.

think I might be autistic adhd-??.

#my post #if it turns out im right then fUCKING GREAT FANTASIC I LOVE IT

sometimes I forget that like. people don't... a lot of things.

*all the time

#my post #people dont plan out a solid reason for ever little thing ahead of time?#people cope with day to day life?#people can actually do chores and shit even if its boring or they dont want to?#fucking wild

tfw-adhd

This ADHD and Autism Venn Diagram was requested even more highly than the ADHD and PTSD diagram, and I finally got round to making it…

#fuck

uuuugh, THAT'S why.

#my post #oh yeah it was mentioned today the store was gonna get a visit #thats why

tried out some drawing last night and I like what I worked out! on another note- diD I PUT MY SHIRT ON BACKWARDS--

#my post #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA--#not gonna lie i like the buttons on the inside bUT THIS IS NOT HOW BUTTONS GO

and I have hands~ and I have feet~

I'll never die~

freak!

#my post #hello! im here! im living in the walls!#i know! i might! be small but iii-iiii-iiiii am-~#(this is lemon demon's 8th wonder and its stuck in my head #its a good tune

thecollectibles

Art by Kelly Tan

#hoooooooooooooooohhhhhhhjhhh pretty......

good to have understanding people in my corner

#my post #messed up but a sibling helped catch me #now i just gonna make sure the rest is covered #😥😔

240 bottles of beer on a wall, 240 bottles of beer...

#my post #ask to tag #at a bottle every 8 seconds and 8 bottles a minute. a 30 minute break takes about 240 bottles #yes this is about that bottles on the wall carride song

uuuuuuuugh, I feel bad.

#my post #cart attendant that just came in is here for 5 hours and has to cover all three of my breaks #i am so sorry. they keep doing this shit.#aint fair to either of us.#negative

Uh.. hello. Didn't expect anyone to be here

#things i didnt expect to see today: a follower #anyways hi welcome uhhhhh... not sure what content you're here for but you're here i suppose #my post #had a dream about bees and zombies. zombees. but like. the zombies were slime. slimy zombees #god i do not wanna get up and go to work i wanna sleep #oh yeah the first dream was 'family but you have to leave it so someone survives'#we could have all gone in that spaceship i dont see why i was the only one who went

thecollectibles

Art by Cécile de Gantès

#hhhhhhhhhh color

geekysciencemom

What is Autistic Burnout? a guide from Autistic Women & Nonbinary Network (AWN)

Signs: • Lack of motivation (hard to care about goals when everyday life is overwhelming) • Loss of executive functioning abilities (decision-making, organization, etc.) • Difficulty with self-care • Easier to reach overload or meltdown • Loss of speech, selective mutism • Lethargy, exhaustion • Illness, digestive issues • Memory loss • Inability to maintain masks or use social skills • Overall seeming “more autistic” or stereotypical • May have period of high energy before collapse

Causes: • Passing as neurotypical / suppressing autistic traits • Doing ‘too much’, too much stress • Aging: needing more downtime, having less energy • Changes, good or bad (relationships, jobs, living arrangements, belongings, environment, routines…) • Sleep deprivation, poor nutrition, dehydration • Illness • Sensory or emotional overload

Strategies: • Time • Scheduling breaks, managing spoons • Leave of absence • Stimming, sensory diet • Exercise • Massage • Reminders and supports • Routines • Better environment/job/etc. • Boundaries, saying ‘no’ • Dropping the mask/façade • Solitude • Absolute quiet • Creative projects, passions, special interests • Paying attention to reactions and your body

Sources: “Autistic Burnout – Are You Going Through Burnout?” Anonymously Autistic. Endow, Judy. “Autistic Burnout and Aging.” Ollibean. “Help! I seem to be getting more autistic!” American Asperger’s Association. (EDIT: Credit goes to Mel Baggs) Kim, Cynthia. “Autistic Regression and Fluid Adaptation.” Musings of an Aspie. Schaber, Amythest. “Ask an Autistic #3 – What is Autistic Burnout?” Thanks to Lindsey Allen, AWN Nebraska, for compiling this guide ©Autism Women’s Network 2017

#aaaAAAAAAAAUGH SHIT.

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Art by Philip Byers

Instagram: @pjbyersfineart

Tumblr: @philipbyersart

#ohhhhhh thats pretty

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