私の人生ため

Guam, Art, & Love

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The beauty of unplanned plans.

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Aime qui tu veux • Love whoever you want • /ɛm ki ty vø/ #Pride

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I will learn to love me, more than I loved you.

I reflected a little bit today. I looked at our old pictures. When I thought we were happy. When I believed we were happy. I really loved you. Truly loved loved you. I fucking loved you. I was in absolute love with you. And quite honestly, I am not sure I can love another person in the same intensity as I’ve loved you and that’s not fair.

I know I can be loved. I can be loved by someone who can love me more than you claimed to love me. Someone who can, and will, choose me over and over. I am sure I can find someone I can choose over and over… but in the intensity of love that I felt for you? I don’t think I can ever feel that way again.

And in some ways... it’s kind of unfair. It’s unfair to the next person. I want to love them in a different, but passionate way that they deserve. However, I don’t know if I am ever able to give myself away like that again.

You betrayed me. You betrayed us. You betrayed yourself. You lost yourself and in that process of losing, you became selfish. You are changed. I wish you luck. But I can never find myself willing to give you another chance. Giving you another chance only takes away from myself.

And I will never ever do that to myself again. I will learn to love me, more than I loved you.

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“In a relationship, you need somebody who’s going to call you out, not somebody who’s going to let everything slide. You need somebody who doesn’t want to live without you, but can. Not somebody that is dependent, but somebody who is stronger with you. A relationship is two people, not one.”

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“Does she scare you a little? Good. She should make you fear her love, so that when she lets you be apart of it, you won’t take it lightly. She should remind you of the power that beauty brings, that storms reside in her veins, and that she still wants you in the middle of it all. Do not take this soul for granted, for she is fierce, and she can take you places that you never thought you could go; but she is still loving in the midst of it all, like the calm rain after a storm, she can bring life. Learn her, and cherish her, respect her, and love her; for she is so much more than a pretty face, she is a soul on fire.”

— T.B. LaBerge // Things I’m still learning at 25  (via thatkindofwoman)

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Reading   -     Laura Lacambra Shubert

American,b.1960s

Oil on canvas,  16 x 20 Inches

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Photographer Captures Heartwarming Portraits of Blind Cats to Help Them Get Adopted

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Hey guys, the photographer has created a GoFundMe for the care and vet bills for this shelter and kitties! Check it out and share please! I’m always thankful for rescues that save and care for special needs animals https://www.gofundme.com/save-sir-thomas-trueheart-2ug6ehsc

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New Blog

witHerweather.wordpress.com

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Cool effects

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