choke me

im messy hand spun silk

[golightlybb]

i have a different blog. it’s pretty impersonal compared to this one. ive tried to scrub all self-identifying posts from here so if u see any with my name or face that ive missed please send it to me.

ty and ily

[golightlybb]

im still alive. i love you all.

[voyajj]

[golightlybb]

almost @ the point where id rather be dosed tf up on antipsychotics than feel anything anymore and if u know me u know That means a Lot

[golightlybb]

or i could institutionalize myself

[golightlybb]

im going to get that tattooed on my forehead before court 

[innocencelives]

[golightlybb]

alhough i dont know why i even bothered with my mom.  miscarriage: called her at work: “are you hemorrhaging?” “i.. dont know what that means.. im bleeding a lot... im scared” “well if you can see straight when you walk then youre fine and it’s too late anyways. i have tables *click* ” never to be spoken of again.

[golightlybb]

i put myself here. it’s my own fault. i know when i should have left.

[bijoux-et-mineraux]

Fluorite - Shangbao Mine, Leiyang Co., Hengyang Prefecture, Hunan Province, China

[golightlybb]

somebody: hey are you okay?

me, beating my repressed memories back with a stick: fine, why do you ask?

[ypoos]

by @laydirty http://ift.tt/25JIQbV

[nevaehtyler]

[medusabraids]

[kissedbythevoid]

https://www.instagram.com/p/1DplmiBS3q/

[golightlybb]

no one questioned it being another seizure.

[golightlybb]

he punched me in the face for the first time last week or something idk and im just too tired of hospitals and doctors and mean police officers and preexisting court dates to care enough im not doing it anymore im going to lay here for a few more days then idk im failing everyone i feel like a burden just by posting this because im supposed to be gone. i know.