misanthrope

[duraksama-deactivated20250818]

[becherdireinen]

i’ll carry the extra weight when the days are too heavy for you.

[ipickedoutyourstar]

From ig: momentary_existentialism

[palpatinesuggestion]

do it.

[goneinablink]

Saw this post and tawang-tawa ako kasi akong-ako to. All my friends alam nilang ganito ugali ko lalo na kapag super lasing na ako na tipong malapit na ako mag-blackout.

May one time, tinanong ako nung friend ko kung tanda ko pa daw ba binilhan ko ng Jollibee yung batang namamalimos at kapatid niya. Kahit na ahead of time, binili ko na lahat nung paninda niya para maka-uwi na siya. Eh kaso nakita namin siya ulit sa Jollibee. Sabi ko, tanda ko naman yun. Ewan ko, durog na durog talaga puso ko sa mga batang pinagta-trabaho ng mga magulang nila lalo na sa gabi.

Tapos recently nga nung nag-inom kami nung officemate ko kasama bebe niya. Sinabi niya sa bebe niya na masaya nga ako kasama sa inuman. Madaming side quest at uuwi kang busog na busog. Hahahahaha.

Ewan ko ba, bakit ganyan ugali ko. Try mo self minsan matulog na agad kapag lasing hindi yung ang dami mong naiisip gawin sa buhay.

[vacuiterror]

why do i want to destroy myself so badly? like genuinely, where does this desire come from and why is it so strong?

[goneinablink]

06042026

It’s been 7 or 8 years at nalagyan ko na din ng avatar tumblr ko. Hahahaha. Kelangan ko pala i-appeal para mapayagan ako ng tumblr.

Inasikaso ko na national id ni papa para matapos na pangungulit niya at umuwi na siya. Hanap pa ng hanap ng kung anu-ano dito sa bahay, eh ako nga kapag may nawala bumibili na lang ako kasi mas mahirap pa mag-hanap.

Nagku-kwento si ate na magpapalaba siya ulit sa Sunday at maglilinis. So, sabi ko sakanya bakit eh ika-40days ni mama yun. Akala niya June 6 kasi uuwi nga isa pa namin kapatid daw ng Saturday. Sabi ko, baka kasi diba tuwing Sunday nagsisimba sila. Bahala kayo, sanay naman si mama na mali-mali mga pinagagagawa natin ever since. We try our best naman.

[atarlikedi]

[goneinablink]

What we find important to keep in our lives changes over time. Things break, hobbies age, and dreams evolve. You learn from experience to narrow down what really matters, and who you want standing by your side at all times. And once you do, you hold on as tightly as you can.

Grey's Anatomy, Season 22, Episode 18

[perfectquote]

“Don’t be in such a rush to figure everything out. Embrace the unknown and let your life surprise you.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“Everything’s a risk. Not doing anything is a risk. It’s up to you.”

— Nicola Yoon, Everything, Everything

[goneinablink]

The road to discovery is rarely a straight line. We take two steps forward, then fall three steps back. We veer off course and have to find our way back. Suprise detours lead us to unexpected places. Places we never imagined were possible.

Grey's Anatomy, Season 22, Episode 17

[goneinablink]

Sometimes you have to try things that you don't want to figure out the things that you do want, and you're allowed to change your mind.

Grey's Anatomy, Season 22, Episode 17

[goneinablink]

You had your reasons for leaving. And they're not going to go away just because you decide to start over.

Grey's Anatomy, Season 22, Episode 16

[bluebutterflyss]

rock bottom but i have a shovel

[nocuer]

The only thing I look forward to is a better me

[51don]

I hate texting. Come live with me.