You are so much more than your pain. More than your anger. Your trauma responses. More than your mistakes. You're more than your doubt, especially in yourself
You are music. You are a song only you can play. That only you know how to compose and write. You are energy vibrating. A quantum physicist once said that in short terms, everything sings
You are a star dying to be reborn again. You are a magical being, your form made of dust from stars that may be long gone, yet here you are. A light shining bright in your own right
And I know. I know it hasn't been easy at all. I know that there have been people, places, energies, where you were stuck on a bridge crumbling in the middle of nowhere, and who came in disguise of help tried to cut the remaining pieces of the bridge so you'd fall
and I know it's hard. You're doing so much better than you think you are. I see every time you went to do something nice for yourself, every time you were in survival mode in disasters, and rose above it. you mightve felt like parts of you died. And from those ashes, a new you is reborn. Stronger, more confident, more like you
And love will conquer all. The truth ALWAYS comes out. those that have done wrong are getting their karma even stronger now, so if there are energies around you ramping up to try and coerce you into a fight, just know they're trying to trap you in an ouroborous of karmic cycles of pain and suffering that were never for you, and that you have cleared
My brother just finished his final fantasy theatre rhythm game level as I finished that, number #10 "a long fall"
10 = cycles closing. Cycles that have been around for 10, 100, and 1,000 years
Those that were put in your life to show you love are being brought even stronger, closer, and faster towards you. Don't be afraid of showing who you are. And I know it's hard in this society. I KNOW it is
I'm transgender/multigender. I'm mad (I don't like calling myself mentally ill), I'm fat. I'm intersex. I'm Indiginous Mexican (Apache and Rarámuri) and German, Baltic, and Romani. I'm disabled. I'm homeless
And I'm telling you. I'm telling you. If you can learn to be yourself in your darkest moments, if you can learn to let yourself be who you are unashamedly in the face of ridicule, if you can learn to love those parts of you without guilt...
You will not only build an unshakebale foundation for yourself in the future when you have more means of being happy and safe... you will inspire a whole entire swath of people to do so themselves
Like when I was really scared about going to see my primary doctor for the 1st time this year, because of medical trauma of near death experiences... I was so nervous!! I was so anxious and having background flashbacks while being asked questions by the nurse. I saw she wore a pin of the Palestinian flag 🇦🇪 and I immediately felt safer
When I go to my library to ask about resources, and I see a sticker on the front doors saying that they're apart of my city's pride 🏳️🌈 supporters... I feel safer
When I see people online being vocal about the truth, be it with spirituality, facism, community, or love, I feel safer
Please, don't be afraid of speaking out. You can and will get through this. You are so much more vibrant, resilient, loving, and kinder than you give yourself credit for. You have a track record of getting through 100% of your bad days and worst times. You get through because you know there's more to life than what you're forced to make false peace with
Life is about love. Laughter. About spraying whip cream in your loved ones mouth, about finger painting with a little kid, about giving your neighbor food in hard times, about embracing your loved ones in the warm glow of the safety of home
If you are yearning for these things, been working towards it, have been experiencing immense hardship. Know that the Most High/Source has you in Their loving hands. They see you work hard. So please, please... enjoy life 🤍🌈🦄🍇
Angel numbers for confirmation of this message: 1111, 22, 231, 213, 123, 999, 666, 696, 963, 639, and 0
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