lux aeterna

stephanie ◦ too old for this shit ◦ lpn💉 

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i really want a dog but i don't have time for a dog :(

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i hate everything

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idk why i was cursed with bpd, an ed, and body dysmorphia but i really wish i wasn't

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having low self esteem sucks bc i wanna be happy about the guy i like obviously flirting with me but my stupid brain is like uhm??? no one would ever like you????

ugh

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my hospital is giving us stanley cups for nurse's week and like that's cool and all but i want a raise

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the guy i've liked for fucking ever is an alcoholic and fuck it's so hard to think about

i just want him to get better but he's not at that point yet

sucks

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teenage me thought i'd become an adult and get over my ed but nope here i am at fucking 29 still dealing with it

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Detail of The Life of Saint Dymphna (1505) by Goswin van der Weyden

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[aidashakur]

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UGHHHHH why do i always do dumb shit and ruin things like ???????

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AAAHHH i passed the nclex and am officially a nurse

insane

[ghostlystarlightbluebird]

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i take the NCLEX today

i can't put into words how nervous i am

like

omg

i either become a nurse and start my career or spend another 45 days studying

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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can't wait to move so i can block my mom on everything

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it's crazy to think i actually finished nursing school

i keep thinking i have more classes to take but i don't (until i go back for RN ofc)

this is wild lol