Note to myself

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it's been 2 months

working late right now, finishing up python script 

and set up for RF/LTE

hope everything will just work out like life...

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loki

work is starting to get busy. hopefully everything falls in to place. left work at around 9pm today.

wanted to get the iphone but couldn't find any in stock. i think ordering online is the way to go. will probably order through tmobile and do monthly payments. 

will check to see how other people like it. 

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i missue

夠了嗎?

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letter0

after starting real full-time work, 

i am finally starting to understand a lot of things you said to me

i know why you hated me for wasting your weekends now

i know why you wanted to talk to me when you were stuck in traffic now

i know why you just wanted someone to complain to about coworkers

i know why you wanted me to go hiking and camping now

thank you for showing me so much of the world.

i wish the best for you

happy birthday

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recently

i understand the joy of cooking, reading, running, exercising

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getting better

work has been very busy. working with people in europe, china, and taiwan is certainly not easy because of the time zone differences. spoke to tina today. she's also experiencing break up. it's a shame that so many people have to go through break ups. it's a terrible feeling.

being busy and cramming the weekends has been working i guess. but, can't stop my mind from wandering off during the day and think about the past. 

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Changing

I think I've been improving as a person. I think it's because you were the stimulus so I really want to thank you. Give me the change to thank you?

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Reading

I've been reading a lot of random blogs and Quora lately. They say reading books is better than reading the internet. I don't complete agree. Maybe books are just better filtered and sorted. 

Been thinking a lot about self identity and ____. The same issue as always.  Reading makes me tired. Perhaps, it's a sign that I'm really using my brain to think. It's time to grab some coffee and cookie.  I've always had a mixed feeling about coffee. It gives you that short term energy boost, but I'm afraid it might have long-term side effects. I don't think it can be purely good. Sounds too good to be true. 

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new understandings

i understand why you loved DJ dennis

how you complain about coworkers

how you hated me for wasting your weekend

how you just wanted to spend time with me

how there are 蝦 people at work

how you hated traffic

how you just wanted me to talk to you while you were stuck in traffic

how were you able to deal with me?

how sometimes you just wanted to watch empty shows. 

how you were happy with the simple things

how you cherished your friends

how i have so much to learn

how ive learned so much from you

how to love someone 

please please dont make me miss it

please make it back to me?

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muirwoods hiking

Got brunch at classic diner across the road from my house in fremont with jerry, twins, and chris. 

then went hiking with rae, andy, lily, iru, and chiuho(adolph). everytime going to muirwoods reminds me of ____. funny how i have a pass now. 

went to sunset district in sf(where all the hk food places are) for dinner. went to san tung restaurant. then went to golden island to get tapioca sago for dessert. we talked about how big a bitch angel_ of m_ntow_n is. what a bitch. 

golden island reminds me of the restaurant we went to to get hk dessert too. i miss getting hk dessert with you. and i miss sun hong kong, where a lot of things started. 

super sad again...

want to buy birthday gift and talk to k. to see if it's possible... don't know if it's the right move though. dont want to burn all the last bridges i have...

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work nv

剛開始真的要什麼都自己來。也有可能是因為他們覺得我有 intern 過所以已經應該要會一些東西 ==

看了一大堆wiki 。可是公司 documentation 也沒 update 的很好。常會看到incorrect 或 outdated 的 wiki. 可是最近好像有在改善。

然後公司工作量都一陣一陣的。常下午才有事做。就會很不爽早上超閒可是卻要晚一點才能下班。

最近在聊產品schedule ，看到上面下來的schedule  真的是大家會笑

雖然缺點是有，但是過得滿充實的。感覺有學到東西。對未來發展有看好。

+整天忙著收發郵件，會成為outlook專家

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how should i start

hi k_____. i want to apologize again. i let my emotions get a hold of me. i wish we can stay friends because i've learned and grown a lot because of you guys and i'm really thankful for what you guys have done for me. 

sorry, i've never experienced anything like this before. 

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thank you

thank you for teaching me so much and caring so much for me. 

let me be in your life again so i can learn more from you. 

i just want to do something small. just something good for you. 

you don't need to know it's me if you dont want to . 

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apology

sorry i stepped out of the line

i'm really sorry for harassing you guys. 

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美好的事情

都會結束

所以要開心他至少發生過

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it's a competition

who ever is having the better life wins. 

fuck social media

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thank you

thanks for making me a better person. 

thanks for showing me so much of the world

thanks for showing me other ways to live

thanks for teaching me everything

thank you.