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MDNI, 23 Y/O. 20+ ONLY. ^ worlds dumbest mutt. beat some sense into it!

[goodmorn-starshine]

🚫 DNI: ABSOLUTELY NEVER MINORS EVER UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE !!! MY PAGE IS NOT FOR YOU. NO ONE UNDER 20 EITHER PLEASE EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE TECHNICALLY ADULTS IT DOESNT REGISTER THAT WAY TO ME I VIEW YOU AS KIDS.

I do not want to encourage harmful kinks in people who are still fresh into adulthood. Obviously I am a bit of a paraphile in the sadomasochism sense and similar paraphilias, and i know paraphiliac disorders are not controllable, however overly problematic things are not welcome here!! Basic examples include: Pedophilia/ageplay, incest, r*pe/cnc/nc, zoophilia, necrophilia, proshippers etc you get the idea !! also absolutely no conservatives or bigots. if you see whats going on and somehow still stand in those beliefs just die. /srs

Name: You can call me Gum for the sake of anonymity!

Age: 23 (MY ACCOUNT IS 20+ ONLY‼️‼️)

Pronouns: He/They. I am a female at birth but prefer masc terminology the most. 'It' can be used for me in a degrading sense but not when referring to me as a genuine pronoun. She is okay if we are close or I give you permission.

Orientations: Genderfluid, Panromantic, Omnisexual, Ambiamorous, Nebularomantic, Reciproromantic, Queerplatonic, Objectum! 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

❓ ASKS: OPEN!!!! plssss send me literally anything (again adults only.)

🧠 ROLES: Subject (hypno), Sadomasochist leaning heavier toward maso, Switch leaning sub

🫀 KINKS: Hella masochist with some sadistic traits, hypnosis, degradation, mild petplay, Mild praise (in combination with degrading!), Eroguro, intox/force intox, somno (towards me)

🌀 HYPNO SUBTYPES: Rapid fractionation, iq play/dumbification, tonal shift (switching from evil to sweet type thing!) covert hypno

🤡 DEGRADING: Cruel language and name calling (im okay with slurs so long as they apply to me AND you, like tr*nny, f*ggot, r*tard), yelling, watersports (only in the degrading sense.), IQ play, tonal shift, intelligence degradation

🔪 MASOCHISM: Cutting/knifeplay, bloodplay, burning, impact play, very violent fantasies (ABSOLUTELY NO NON CON!! i just mean like. being hurt in really evil ways. tortured or killed..), "forced" or encouraged intox, kidnapping/stalking fantasy, russian roulette fantasy. The sadism aspect is p tame its mostly just occasional fantasies. I left the tendencies in high school 👍 the problematic stuff at least

🚫 LIMITS: Showing face in photos unless close (especially not in a nude), scat/vomit, kids/ageplay/ddlg, fauxcest, cnc/r*pe (cnc is only ok in forced intox/somno/violence contexts for me), memory play in certain contexts

📖 PREFERENCES: Text or voice call! If hypno voice call. I do not video call with people I am not close to or don't trust

🗣️ ALT CONTACT METHODS: Discord, Reddit and Telegram

🔖 MY TAGS: #masokiss and #rueruedelulu

🩻 MY DIAGNOSIS: BPD, OCD, Bipolar 2, C-PTSD, AuDHD, Panic disorder, Substance use disorder(s), with a past long term psychosis diagnosis! I also have some physical ailments as well ...

👻 ANONS:

prone to episodes of weirdness idk

[corpsecoded-deactivated20250106]

*trying to flirt* haha i bet ur guts look soooo pretty i bet u have the greatest bones ever. ur beating heart would be so sexy to hold in my hands i would be so gentle with it. why are you running

[scissorsaint]

(flirting) i could be your problem

[hunter-creature]

two hypnotists who both think they've gotten away with secretly installing a drop triggers through direct eye contact end up getting lost in each other's eyes for hours without a thought between them

[hunter-creature]

Slapping a girl across the face and when she starts snuggling up I just say "awww, look its fawning" in the most condescending mom voice I can muster. I get to watch her brain short circuit every time

[goodmorn-starshine]

oughhh

[goodmorn-starshine]

i took t shot number 2 today i think i will stop once i get bottom growth and continue again when i am older and more comfortable. ik i want facial hair and other stuff but not rn

[yourbigbearboy]

Yeah totally we can be friends and use me for all your unholy thoughts thats what friends are there for.

[goodmorn-starshine]

i brought up that ive been looking back on my life and im realizing i think im also a little sadistic , definitely not to the same extent as masochism but yea there are definitely certain types of pain and discomfort that bring me a thrill to inflict or have inflicted

but yea anyway been thinking a lot. brought it up to people im close with and have been incredibly close with for a crazy long time , even a newer friend ive grown very close with, and the reactions are an overall "you didnt realize that already" "yea i know" *brings up examples of me enjoying other peoples discomfort* "you fully did that just for the thrill"

im not sure how i feel about this realization LOL. im also kind of like yea how did i not realize sooner? maybe i was too closely attached to it at the time to realize. and its not something i actively fantasize about a lot. but its definitely notable in my life

i kind of do like putting people in distress or making them worry or feel bad in whatever way but i dont like making people sad specifically u know ? fear and sadness are very different. and i dont like knowing that there is genuine impact behind doing those things so i keep it playful and lighthearted and easy to be brushed off and disregarded as banter between friends mostly. but i was kind of an awful person for a portion of high school where i let myself be. i like ACTUALLY hurt people in ways im not proud of but have mostly unpacked ...? idk. i wanna be more dominant lately but it takes mental energy i dont have LMFAO

[goodmorn-starshine]

i miss getting attention on here albeit very little at all

[wintymute]

Hey are you okay? You’ve been fantasizing about being institutionally abused and dehumanized while hooked up to an iv drip of enough drugs to permanently prevent you from reassociating and having all responsibility taken away from you by a mean lesbian who doesn’t care about your autonomy, again.

[goodmorn-starshine]

my left tit hurts this dude fucked up my piercing i wanna just take it out and rock the one but my ocd autism would not let me ever its both or none

[goodmorn-starshine]

my bicep fucking stings

[goodmorn-starshine]

idk if ive ever noticeably bled thru clothes bc of sh before the fuck is this gang . im better than this i can do better than this ..... i am skilled at my craft.

[goodmorn-starshine]

just woke up to being put down mmm delicious.

[goodmorn-starshine]

unhealthy masochists use sadists as a conduit for self harm and unhealthy sadists use masochists as a conduit for self inflation/gratification in ways that don't value the other person as a person, its da way da world goes round but god does it make existing in this way online very difficult to navigate

[goodmorn-starshine]

oh brother i just wanna fucking die 😐 i hate working on literally no sleep im so miseralbe (okay like 2-3 hours)

[goodmorn-starshine]

i slept for like two hours kill me