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[fc-men]

i keep saying this is the last post  ಠ_ಠ

I noticed that the last post I made here left a sense of negativity, and I don’t want my blog to have such a sad note. Here’s the rundown:

THE SAPPY STUFF:

I love every single person who followed me, messaged me, talked to me, listened to me, showered me with encouragement, sent me cards, and provided immediate support when I needed it the most. I don’t mean to get too emo, but when I was on here, I was in a bad place, and this was a safe haven with a loving community. I will never forget my friends here -  you know who you are - because you guys meant the world to me. 

The good news? I’m better. I’m doing miraculously well. 

The bad news? I don’t need that haven anymore, which is why I’m not active.

FOR WEIRD PEOPLE WHO ARE STILL ON THIS SITE AND ACTUALLY WANT TO CONTACT ME:

I can’t commit to social media. I just really suck at updating things. Twitter? Personal blog? Facebook? Nope. kILL ME.

But in the off chance that any of you are wondering what the hell I’m doing with my actually existent life, email me at meiisstillalive[@]gmail.com (Need incentive? I’ll write you an overly elaborate reply of how much I appreciate you.)

Emails will be forwarded to my main mail address (tried and tested), so I’ll always be checking it. Like basically every hour. I’m actually in the US now. And a legal adult. How weird is that? The answer is  - absurdly weird. So who knows, we might cross paths one day, and maybe I’ll be able to repay my gratitude. 

kbye5real. <3

[fc-men]

Mei~ Where are you? ):

I’ll always have a special place for TVXQ/JYJ and especially Junsu in my heart. And I treasure every single one of my friends on Tumblr, even if they won’t talk to me (ghibli tears).

That being said, I don’t know what to do on this blog anymore.Not only do I not have the time to maintain it, but I don’t know how. I don’t know how to get integrated into the community again, I don’t know how to reconnect with my old companions that I’ve depended on so much, I don’t know what to do with this — now, believe me — extremely significant archive of my past. 

I would love to talk about my adventures, and it’s been a rough year, but changing this blog into one that is more personal is not something that my general audience wants to read or even see. It’s just not the platform to do something like that.

I don’t know. This is just some rambling. I’m so sorry :((And note that I said that I was leaving this blog in November 2013, and yet I've can't help but return...bleh)

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yunho & changmin: hello, this is dong bang shin ki! cassiopeia: hello, this is cassiopeia!

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omg ;;;A;;; this is fucking precious, it pulls my heartstrings ;~;

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that’s cute

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DBSK hairporn _ junsu

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final stage during TVXQ’s The Secret Code Tour in Kobe, Junsu stands up from his wheelchair while singing Bolero ♥

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“When the five of our voices come together, there is a special something there. That is something that I know.”

[waejoong]

let me introduce you to the gods of kpop.

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TV10thQ Project (Extra): Thank you for being an inspiration, TVXQ/JYJ.

[yuntokkii]

A lot happened these past 10 years. And so many things changed since the 5 of you stepped into to the limelight. But despite all of the sadness within those 10 years, Your songs have saved me from the low and your sincere emotions brought me up to high. I just wish you knew how much of an impact you all have on me and million of other people around the world. And just how many of us found wonderful friendships and soul mates and just to a reason to smile 

I really wish I could personally tell you these words I’m about to write to all 5 of you but I know that’s not possible… lol 

some people might argue that this 10th Anniversary belongs to a certain side or the other but I want to celebrate not only the birth of DBSK, but the anniversary of 5 wonderful and godly talented individuals who sacrificed many things to be there they are. Thank you for not quitting. And thank you for always being humble (well Jaejoong… might be a different case LOL jk)  even thought you made it to the very top. Thank you for being someone not only I look up to but everyone looks up to.

People say sky is the limit, but let’s be honest. This really doesn’t apply to you guys. Infinity is the limit for DBSK and JYJ. And I believe all of you will soar even higher than that 

Kim Jaejoong, Jung Yunho, Kim Junsu, Park Yoochun and Shim Changmin, congratulation on your 10th anniversary ^^

#동방신기와10년  -Emily

[changdeer]

happy 10th anniversary, my rising gods of the east. ☆

[eggselent]

10 years passed and tvxq’s still going strong. we’re so proud of you and will always support you: be it together, apart or solo. we love you guys! ♥ -Cassiopeia

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[fc-men]

My absolute favorite Jaemin/Joongshim moment and one of the most epic dong bang hugs for me.

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[loveeintheice]

i won’t allow it - your lie of wanting to separate look in my eyes and tell me it’s not… it’s not the truth. 

as if nothing happened, if today passes let’s not let go of each other, and we’ll make it through 

songs that give me ot5 feels ♪

 → tvxq // don’t say goodbye

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If I could, I want to say it one more time, that I really like you

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“10th anniversary since debut! I was able to ride out that period because of everyone who stayed with us. I want to thank the fans who have cried happy and sad tears, while continuing to encourage us. To the members, I want to thank you too. In the next 10 years, I hope it will be full of smiles.” - Jaejoong