Okay. I left the rpc on my own terms because of the drama. I can come back anytime I want, but I would not be coming here.
If I do, however, come back on this account by means of my friends I would like to say that if you are friends with Riri/Galaxy/whatever the fuck she is calling herself do not interact with me whatsoever.
Her and her friend group have slandered my name in the rpc over a BPD episode I had. They have been using my older brother as a way to say "Oh look at what this person did" when my brother came online to help me out because I was having suicidal ideations and my mind was fucked up.
What happened earlier this year was a fucked up thing and got me a lot of trauma. I helped this person a lot and was called names. This person also used my religion against me which harmed me a lot.
This person and her friends also came to me offsite to bother me when I was venting about my BPD experiences.
I do not take ableism to Cluster B well and if you are here to manipulate people for months into thinking someone who has Cluster B disorders is dangerous then I don't have time you. Plain and simple.
If you would like to continue speaking with me, DM me and I'll send you my discord.
Also let it be known that if you go back to when this all started in September, after I called out Aku, you can see that all the 'drama' on this tumblr was me 'defending' Riri from Star. Which fucked my mental health up severely because as soon as I defended her and stuff I ended up meeting her friends who then made a server about them and others. I did try helping them with the situation at the time because of how I didn't like my friends getting hurt at all.
I also want to note this once again that I have tried to speak with Riri many times before any of this happened and she would only speak to me when I spoke about drama in general. I've tried changing the subject but if I did it was completely avoided.
Another thing, and this is the last of it, I do know she was in a chat with Blue and their friends and got called out for that by Star. I'm unsure if Riri was friends with Blue or not but Riri said that they were at some point and that they had never done anything bad to them.
There is also the part where Riri decides to hex people such as one of Star's friends to not seeing their child again. She has also told me to 'not tell people she's doing any of this'.
These are my last recollection of thoughts. There's more, but I'm leaving it at this. Don't go at her and fight her, but stay away if need to.
Apparently me having a fucking suicide breakdown over something YOU put me through. Fuck you seriously.
I don't TURN MY STUFF INTO DRAMA. I just say what's on my mind. Again. alm1ghtysea is not to be trusted herself. She has defamed me on this site because my brother hates her guts. I barely did nothing to this person. I told her I didn't put my brother into this. He came over to calm me down because I was haivng suicidal thoughts.
My brother spoke to my bestie and found out some shit about them shittalking me in the server when I removed everyone as I was being told many things.
"They make other people with BPD look bad" Is abelist first of all.
I never HARASSED them about their DNI. I never VIOLATED any of their boundaries because ONE THEY NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT THEIR GODDAMN BOUNDARIES.
YOUR FRIENDS CAME TO ME ON MY PERSONAL TWITTER TO TALK SHIT.
AND MAYBE DONE PUT MY NAME OUT THERE. THE NAME I USE ON EVERYTHING.
And for future records. She does NOT know Lucifer. She is also a liar about religious things. Considering she LIED straight to me face about Lucifer not wanting to speak to me. And also she faked knowing a demon I MADE UP just to throw you off.
I hope you get what you deserve very soon because I've been patiently waiting for your karma to hit! My
You bitchtalk me and not the PEOPLE WHO SEXUALISE MINORS AND SO ON. But someone who has a personality disorder. who is not proper medicated. who is dealing with a HELL OF A LOT.
As you know, I left the rpc a few months ago due to some drama starters. I have not spoken to these people for MONTHS.
Iāve been minding my own business and working on other things other than the roleplay community.Ā Ā
Since this is getting out of hand, Iām here to say that Riri and her friends are now stalking me on other social media and harassing me.Ā
YOU SHOULD NOT BE DOING THIS.
This is what I got from a post on my twitter as I was trying to express myself about people in general who abandon me due to my BPD. I have stated I was being suicidal and so on through my thread post.Ā
You didnāt STUMBLE ACROSS MY TWEET, KIE, YOU WERENāT FOLLOWING ME. YOU CAME TO TWITTER AND DECIDEDĀ āLET ME START MORE DRAMA WITH THEMā
This is in Ririās rules after we specifically spoke on discord and talked everything out. NONE of this is true. Riri has been contacting my friend asking where I was and she has been telling them stuff about me but they already knew whatās been going on.
My friends and family are also very informed of the full situation right now.Ā
Riri, if youāre reading this you need to get a new hobby and stop. I havenāt sent anyone to harass you like you did. I havenāt manipulated you a single damn time. All the people who were talking to you about me asked if they wanted me to speak to you about the situation and I specifically didnāt care. I didnāt care to befriend you again.Ā
As I told you multiple times, I have BPD and donāt give me thatĀ āoh donāt use your disabilityā SHUT UP. ITāS SOMETHING REALLY HARD TO CONTROL. If you donāt understand then fine, but donāt go around telling people these lies when youāre the one doing all this.Ā
Now, along with my BPD, I have always been suicidal since a young very age due to vast bullying. This? Shit like this? Itās bullying! Get me out of your head, stop looking at my personals, and go somewhere!!!
This is Riri. User being Bravewilled. I was once her friend.
Since she wants to make this. I left roleplaying and sheās adding my username I use on just about everything to a DNI because she couldnāt handle my BPD Episode and assumes she needs some sort of apology for a false accusation which idk what the fuck she is on about.
IDK WHAT APOLOGY YOU ARE ASKING FOR BUT.
WHY AM I EVEN ON YOUR DNI IF MY BROTHER IS AT FAULT?!
RIRI. YOU NEED TO GET OVER IT AND FUCKING MOVE ON AND STOP. STOP USING YOUR FOLLOWERS. STOP LYING TO PEOPLE. JUST STOP.
and what the hell was this if youāre going to make a huge fucking deal out of it?!
nor did I EVER. TARGET ANYONE ON MY FUCKING MULTIMUSE. FUCK OFF WITH THAT. YOU PUT ME INTO THE GODDAMN STAR DRAMA BY TELLING ME TO DEFEND YOU. AND I WOULDāVE DONE IT REGARDLESS BECAUSE I LOVE MY FUCKING FRIENDS.Ā
I JUST CALLED OUT ONE PERSON AND THAT WAS FUCKING AKU.Ā
Ā This is my last post here. And yes, this is about what happened a few weeks ago. My brother, whoāve Iām mentioned before, had came over to help me. He had been trying to help me eat and get out of bed. It didnāt work and I stayed in bed pretty much for some days. My brother went out and bout me expensive sushi, but I puked that up. I had been puking up all my food that day and was supposed to go to the hospital, but my dad ended up making me wait until next week.
I have zero health insurance and therapy right now is not the best. So I canāt get proper medication or help I need. What my brother said about Riri ignoring me for days is true. Sheep told me she wanted me to wait. But this was 4 days prior when I was told. I patiently waited and the fact that she had the ability to speak to others and not me put me off badly. Especially when I was put back into the server and she left when I re-entered. This gave me bad vibes all around.Ā
Now, Riri, I know you donāt want to talk to me. You can try if you still want to. I donāt care. Iām not writing anymore and being in the tumblr rpc is hell on me. Iāve actually been wanting to move on with this ever since I had called out Aku, but I got pulled back in when I saw all what was happening.
My brother told me that you wanted to try and speak to me that day and I didnāt know if I wanted to or not because honestly you only speak to me about drama. He told me you blocked this account after he told you what I said.
And. I donāt know whatĀ ājustice-yāĀ shit youāre on about but please stop and maybe actually speak to me about the situation instead.
Ay. Iām came online to say sorry for calling you Roxy! I really didnāt fucking bother to read your name. Too much anger at all of yall that I didnāt even realize!
I wanted to apologize to @soyouvebeencalledout for that. I did go around calling you Roxy that entire time. I feel fucking stupid!Ā
Iām fighting off a damn hangover at the moment, so I will try and make this quick. Iām sorry to those who Iāve upset/hurt/angered during this time. I do not like seeing my younger sibling hurt like this and Iām very overprotective of him.Ā
Our dad used to be very harsh on Ezy and he would get hurt by them physically and mentally (Donāt worry about this. he does not act like this anymore and shows a lot of affection towards him since Ezy got help for his mental health). I always tried defending my little sibling in those times. Same with if he gets bullied by others.Ā
Coming from my point of view, everyone appeared like they had no feelings for him whatsoever in that time. Or had no idea what was going through his mind.Ā
I am completely sick of them. Iāve been sitting here minding my business. Just woke up from a nap and found out theyāre still spreading lies about me? Riri. I am sorry, but you are bad. Just bad. I had suicidal thoughts the first day all this started happening. Mainly because of the drama with Star & Loke. I was afraid I was not going to be getting friends or mutuals because they were stalking my new blog and most likely bringing spies to me.Ā
Furthermore, when I had a suicidal thoughts, I went around trying to grab anyoneās attention at the time because I was feeling like utter shit. I was about to kill myself that day. I ended up calming down and taking my anxiety medicine, but you never responded me since then.Ā
Sheep told me you were detoxing, and I said okay to it and tried to stay calm. But my brain still has an itch in the back and need to say SOMETHING about the lack of interaction. And I wanted to hear you say you were okay with me or not.
Yes, this doesnāt excuse any outbursts I had. I take full responsibility for my behaviour, but you need to stop lying to people about what actually happened. When you finally messaged me, I was already freaking out from Sheepās warning of stop talking about you. So I deleted everyone in to protect myself from future abandonment. Ended up unable to get out of bed and and so on. My dad called my brother and got off work to took care of me that entire day.Ā
I did in fact vomited countless time and was about to go to the hospital that day, but my dad told me to wait it out until tomorrow. Unfortunately I had to wait until Monday to go to the gastro. I had therapy the next day and told them what happened. They told me to buy a selfcare journal and I did. I have been practising coping by writing down my day and leaving everything along.
But you keep bringing things up and telling people the wrong thing. At least say
āI am not friends with Ezy because they had a BPD episode and suicidal thoughts and had a deleted everyone in one moment. He needs mental help.ā
Also, I had no idea about your boundaries until I read up on your carrd that week.
I told you to drop it and you didnāt. Riri, what happened was not about a block. It was NEVER about being blocked! You fully ignored my little sibling for 6 whole days and said nothing to confirm that you didnāt hate him. And you knew he had trauma towards being abandonment. He could give two shits about being blocked!Ā
None of this was over aĀ āpetty blockā Get it out of your ass and stop lying to your followers! YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS EVEN CALLED MY SIBLING A LIAR, SAID HE GUILTTRIPPED. AND SO ON. YOU KNOW THIS IS NOT TRUE.
Then you proceeded to threaten to post private messages of him having his bpd episode and mental health problems? And proceeded to call him immature and not coping? YOU NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP..
And, Roxy, you need to understand that people with BPD are different and not everyone has the ability to cope properly! Ezy has been trying to cope and it is difficult for him! My sibling may be immature, but immaturity means nothing i this case! And you continued to blame that he never apologized for his outbursts!
My sibling left the roleplay community because of all this fucking shade and lies that gets thrown around in it. He wanted to a long time ago.Ā Stop twisting the story to fit your needs and learn to shut your mouth.
Ezy wants this to stop, and so do I. This, what you are doing, is stressing him out. And stress triggers his disease flare-ups. Be mindful and just shut up already. Thanks.
And I don't want to keep coming online to defend my younger sibling. I draw the line at you, Roxy. You don't know my sibling at all and, yet, you assume he's using his illness to get out of things? Just because you have BPD and are doing fine doesn't mean others aren't. There is a spectrum for everything and Ezy doesn't go to therapy for his BPD or gets medicine for it. He is there for his clinical depression. We are paying through our pockets to provide therapy for him and currently going under disability. Like I said countless times, Ezy knew he did something wrong and apologized for it. He knows he shouldn't have had those outbursts, but couldn't stop himself. He told me himself he was sorry for it. He can take responsibility for his actions!
Now, for fuck sakes, leave us alone and go on with your life!
I told you to all to drop it, but here you are trying to get more out of it. Youāve been giving my younger sibling anxiety and a whole lot of problems. No one has done anything to any of you and, yet, youāre starting a war because of someoneās mental health and claiming heās using it as a get out of free card? Pathetic.
Ezy has not ONCE said that he wasnāt guilty of doing something. I told you that he knew what he did was wrong and that he was sorry for doing so. YOU NEED TO DROP THIS AND GO ABOUT YOUR LIFE.
Youāre almost 30. he just turned 20. He has no medica rightl, so shut the fuck up. Ezyās behavior if fine. His reaction to his trauma is fine. You need to respect that you are NOT like him and he is NOT giving you a bad name. Youāre doing so to yourself. No one ever said that Ezy didnāt say sorry about what happened and didnāt take blame for his mistakes, but Riri still needs to accept the fact that she shouldāve communicated. You and your friends are taking this way too fucking far.
Iām getting ready for work and heading out. Iām done with this fucking drama. Stop constantly pulling straws and leave Ezy alone. He has a right to be happy. All youāve done was give him more anxiety for your actions. Iām done with everyoneās shit and so is he. So stop talking shit about him behind his back and stop bringing his name up. He had a damn BPD episode and everyone is demonizing him for things he hasnāt even done. Leave it alone. Shut the fuck up. And go about your life.
And, please, donāt bring my brother into this! He has done nothing wrong. You are the only people who have been making this a big thing. Ezy has informed me that his account is dead. He has only 328 followers and none are active anymore. If youāre this scared because someone spoke about what happened, you need to back the fuck off.
Kiayne, No one is lying for Ezy. No lie has been said. Donāt go around calling me sweetheart & hun. I donāt know you, nor do I have the time for everyoneās bullshit.Ā
This is why I swore of social media, because a face-to-face is much better than this bullshit. And Ezy wants you to know to stop mentioning him. He gets email when people mention him.Ā All this bullshit you brought with you only messed with his health.Ā
To put on the record, Ezy has been playing his video games and living his life. He is allowed to rant on his personal about the situation that happened. Itās a way for him to express himself. However, Riri going around telling people privately aboutĀ āwhat happenedā and trying to get people to block Ezy because he deleted all of you is not the way.Ā
Ezy told me this morning that he did tell Pineapple (? have no clue who this is.) and a few otherās what happened but he didnāt care if people were still talking to Riri or not.Ā
Ezy just wants to live his life, but he cannot with Riri going around telling lies to others about him doing things he hasnāt even committed.Ā
Do not come at this with another account, It will be immediately blocked.
Ezy blocked you and your friends for his own mental health reasons! He is dealing with himself and doesnāt need this bullshit anymore. We done here? GOOD. Leave us the fuck alone.
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