Lucid Dreamer

[talktomeafter12]

When Franz Kafka said, "I ran from love because I knew it would destroy me. " but Fyodor Dostoevsky said, "I ran into love because I needed it to destroy who I used to be. "

[funeral]

Merle Fossum and Marilyn Mason, Facing Shame

[fragile-things-archive]

did you sleep well tonight? (I love you) we should do this one day (I love you) did you eat? (I love you) I brought you this because it's your favorite (I love you) have you taken your vitamins? (I love you) I made this for you (I love you) did you get home safe? (I love you) I made you some tea (I love you) how's the project that you're working on? (I love you) don't forget your umbrella (I love you) take my scarf (I love you) I'll wait with you (I love you) I'll wait for you (I love you) (I love you) (I love you)

[gotlostinmind]

Did you eat already?

[lunamonchtuna]

— Rachel Mennies, from The Naomi Letters "April 18, 2017" (via lunamonchtuna)

[somewhere-dreaming-her1]

I wonder if you ever try to find me as much as I’ve tried to find you.

I wonder if you’ll ever decide to put aside the judgment and scrutiny placed upon us for you loving me.

I wonder if you’re brave enough to see me. Whole.

Without pretense or beauty.

The ugliest and the saddest parts of me.

I wonder if this is just a delusion of my own, yet again.

I have so many questions for you.

The vessel of my love has changed, but the love I hold will always stay the same.

I loved then, and I love now.

[seaphine]

[seaphine]

if someone seriously wants to be a part of your life they will seriously make an effort to be in it. no reasons no excuses.

[always-been-y0u]

I need to let you go, for my own sanity. I'm sorry.

[wordx]

[gotlostinmind]

I do wonder if you still think of me. I sure do think about you (a lot)

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[always-been-y0u]

Our souls understood each other, our lives just couldn’t.

[fla-ves]

[redheadedwarrior]

The Cold Moon 04.12.25

The last full supermoon of 2025

[nixscriptum]

[inkcobwebs]

i am not meant for casual i was born for soul crushing devotion

˚. ✦.˳·˖✶ ⋆.✧˚

[nixscriptum]

[mournfulroses]

Marcel Proust, from a poem featured in The Collected Poems; A Dual Language Edition