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calebemonroe:

Caleb laughs and nods at the other’s story, watching him curiously as he speaks, “That’s adorable. I mean, I mainly just wanted to fuck loads of people,” he shrugs a shoulder, “It was an issue. But, I wasn’t in love with them. They were just hot. But, I can understand that, you know?” he offers. He laughs with Tyson and waves a hand, “No, it’s fine. Yeah, it makes sense that I was scared and uncomfortable with myself, but, like, it’s funny. I just wasn’t myself at all back when I was a kid, I don’t think.” At his story, Caleb nods thoughtfully, laughing gently, “No, you were a fucking weirdo, but all kids are weird, that’s the best thing about them.” At the question, he pouts, “I dunno. And ass, I mean, doesn’t taste good, but it is damn fun listening to guys whimper and cry,” he says, grinning broadly, “Probably tacos, nachos, burritos, whatever. That sort of thing, I guess. Yours?”

“I guess to each their own. I mean, I was basically doing the same thing. I was fucking them emotionally though? I don’t know. Either way, it was so fucking draining. But yeah, I get it. I don’t envy that struggle but I do praise the strength that it takes to get this far.” Tyson gently pats the other’s shoulder before giving it a slight squeeze. “I’m going to ignore the first half of the answer and just focus on the fact that you like Mexican food because I too like mexican food. Not as much as Japanese food. I’ll take ramen and sushi any day of the week.” He sits up and draws his knees to his chest, his chin resting on them. “Uh, so I know you work at a daycare but what was the other job again?”

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calebemonroe:

Caleb nods at Tyson’s explanation, “No, I don’t think it’s that weird to be polyamorous. I’m sure you can manage to find someone who’s alright with that. I guess i do the casual sex thing a lot for the moment, but I’m a monogamous person. I don’t really have that, you know, I just love one person, and I just want one person to love me. But, you know, I think everyone’s a bit different and that’s cool,” he says with a frown, nodding, “I don’t really know. I try not to live with regret, you know? I mean, there’s guys I’ve probably passed up on, that I didn’t approach, that I kind of wish I had. I was pretty scared, for a long time, of even trying to hit on people. There was this guy that i knew when I was a kid, and I had the biggest, like, crush on him, but I just decided he couldn’t possibly like me, and I never spoke to him. I probably regret that,” he says, “I know, me being shy. How unimaginable is that? But I repressed a lot about myself for a long time, I guess,” he laughs. “What did you want to be when you grew up, like, when you were little?” he asks as he turns towards the other male.

“Maybe one day I’ll find someone who’ll make me feel like that, you know that all in love feeling. But I don’t know. I just fall in love with too many things you know? Like, If I sat and listened to someone talk about something they’re passionate about, I could easily fall in love with them. I do it all the time. Fuck, college was so hard because I was falling for people left and right. It was absolutely ridiculous.” Tyson sighed. That was the downside of having such strong emotions. The moment the other talked about being shy Tyson couldn’t help but laugh. “I’m sorry. That’s not funny. I mean, I can get why I guess. Depending on how you look at it. I don’t wanna assume your feelings, you know? It’s hard not to be scared. Another reason I hate feelings. But, uh. I don’t know. I just wanted to be a people watcher, which sounds crazy now but as a kid that’s kinda what it was. When I was a kid, my dad would take my sisters and me to like the park or just somewhere public and we would people watch, make stories about the people’s lives based on what they were doing or how they were acting. I guess that’s kinda why I took up sociology and anthropology. It’s professional people watching. What’s your favorite thing to eat? And if you say something pervy like ass I’m leaving you here.”

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calebemonroe:

Caleb bites his lower lip as he listens, smiling faintly, “Nah, that’s cute. It’s better to feel things more than to not feel anything at all. Trust me,” he says, turning towards the other and grinning. At his explanation, he smiles and nods, it sounded quite idyllic. “Oh, uh, I don’t really know. I mean, I’d like to get some eggs frozen, maybe have biological children with my husband. I do wanna get married, you know,” he shrugs a shoulder, “If it’s still legal, but, I don’t think overturning the supreme court is that easy, so. But, you know, if we can afford a surrogate, I’d like to have a few kids. I think that’d be cool. Though, if my husband’s trans too, we can just adopt. I don’t mind a lot, i just think it’d be a shame if i didn’t take advantage of my situation, you know? I mean, if I can biologically reproduce with my partner, I’d like to. But, anyway, I never really thought about where. Probably Las Vegas, maybe Los Angeles, but locale isn’t that important to me. As long as there are decent schools, it doesn’t make that much of a difference right?” he shrugs a shoulder at his own explanation, “I just want to raise some kids, and do some work that I love. If I manage to work solely offline, I could pretty easily be a stay at home dad. I think that’d be a lot of fun. I love kids, obviously.” Pausing, his gaze fixes on that of the other man’s, “What’s something you regret?”

“I mean, that’s understandable. If I was in your position, I’d probably do the same thing. But uh, as far as marriage goes, I don’t know if that’s something I wanna do. Like I said, I feel a lot, all the time. Because of that, I tend to fall in love easy and often. That’s kinda why I don’t date. Most people want monogamous relationships but, I don’t know. Like, it’s not a causual sex thing cause most people think that. It’s just like, I fall in love with a lot of people at the same time. There’s a lot of love from me, for the people. And I guess that’s something I regret. Being like that. I feel like that ruins a lot for me. What about you? Biggest regret tell a lot about people.”

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calebemonroe:

“I dunno. It’s kind of a good sick feeling when you’ve got a crush on someone or whatever. I suppose being in love with someone romantically is probably quite different, though,” he says passively, watching the other move, he laughs as he falls to the ground. When he continues, Caleb stands and meanders over to him, turning to sit beside him on the ground. “Yeah? Well, whatever. I’ll probably just be staring at you, so,” he winks as he looks down at Tyson. At the story, Caleb laughs loudly, throwing his head back before falling onto the ground beside the other, his hand on his stomach, “That’s fucking phenomenal. I love it.” At the question, he sighs, shrugging a shoulder as he turns slightly towards Tyson, “I don’t know. Visit my family? I mean, between my two jobs, I’m pretty much always working in some capacity.” He pauses for a moment to think, “What do you want for your future? Like, what do you picture when you think about it?”

“I don’t know. Maybe if I felt things like a normal person instead of a weirdo, it’d be different. But nope. Every emotion that I have is like at 300%. I always make myself really sick with them. And not a good kinda sick.” Tyson shook his head as he placed his hands behind it. He could feel his cheeks reddening as the other mentioned staring at him. “Ah geez,” Tyson mumbled, slightly embarrassed. “Fair enough. Very reasonable.” The question that the other asked was deep but something Tyson had thought about often. “Well, I always pictured a home, with my family. A partner, kids. Maybe marriage if it makes it easier for financial things but I wouldn’t be opposed to not getting married and just being with them. Some place with a yard maybe. Although, I’d be happy to raise my kids where I grew up. Maybe a town over. I’d like them to have access to New York. At that point in my life, I’d like to be working at a museum and teaching at a college. Although, I’d be happy to be a stay at home dad for a little bit. maybe work from home. I don’t know. What about you?”

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Tyson arched a brow as he looked at the other. “...go on...”

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calebemonroe:

“Oh, fight me. I love feeling things, especially love,” he says, frowning, “I mean, the way it feels when my baby sister cuddles into my chest? The best. The best thing ever,” he grins, shaking his head. As he continues, Caleb shakes his head, “No, I didn’t actually get a chance to watch it, but I need to.” At the statement, he nods, “Solid choice, solid choice. I’d like to just be being a goofball for a living. That’s a profession, right? I don’t know, I suppose I like the standard. You know, about seventy five, hot enough to go skinny dipping, not so hot you might die,” he shrugs, “What’s the stupidest thing you’ve ever done?”

“Well yeah, that’s different. Familial feelings I get. I enjoy those. But other feelings, nah. That shit is for the birds.” Tyson gets up from the swing and stretches before lying on the ground to look at the sky. “Maybe that’s what we’ll watch when we go back to my place. I could always marathon it again. And I mean, I guess professional goofball is a profession. There are tons of people who get paid to be goofs. Fair enough. That’s decent weather. Stupidest thing I ever did, hmm? Well, one time, going into my senior year of college, I went to some lame frat party in my town. And obviously, I got way too drunk and when you’re super drunk you make poor choices. I ended up streaking at like 3:30AM, running down the main drag which is where all the bars are. Tons of people and I’m genuinely surprised that I didn’t get in like real trouble for that. Favorite thing to do on your day off?”

calebemonroe:

“Yeah, it was great. It took some liberties, but it was fun, and that’s all that matters,” he says, laughing as the other continues, “Feelings are good. I’m a fan of feelings.” At his comments on pizza, Caleb shrugs passively, “Alright. Never been my style, but good to know. I was watching Last Week Tonight a lot, so, I guess that,” he frowns thoughtfully, “What’s your dream job?”

“Oh god no. Feelings are the worst. I’m the official hater of feelings. Yuck.” Tyson makes a face. If there was one thing he had learned in his life, it was that feelings were the source of all evil in his life. “John Oliver is hysterical. Have you ever seen him on Community? He was pretty good in that.” He paused for a moment to think. “End goal, I wanna be a professor. But before I get there, I’d love to be a museum curator. What’s your favorite type weather?”

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calebemonroe:

“I have seen it, but we can still watch it again,” he says, smiling faintly as the other answers, “Well, obviously the long answer would be complex. Love, as I understand, isn’t very simple. But, that’s cute. Uh, I don’t know. Bacon? Is that gross?” he asks, laughing lightly, “What’s your favorite band?”

“Was it good? I heard it was pretty excellent.Plus, I love NPH. He literally can do no wrong.” His gaze shifts toward Caleb’s and laughs lightly. “Hey! Don’t smile about that. It’s the worse, man. Seriously. Having feelings in general is the worst. “ Tyson shakes his head and sighs at the thought. “ Bacon? Really? I would have never thought about that on a pizza. I guess it’s not gross, but who am I to judge. I’m pretty boring when it comes to my pizza order. Bands. Right. Jack’s Mannequin. Definitely. They’re not a band any more but still one of the best. Last show you binged watched.”

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calebemonroe:

“No, it’s fine, I just don’t want you to get off my pants later and be disappointed,” he says, shrugging a shoulder and smiling as he listens to the other’s story. “That’s pretty damn adorable. Nothing wrong with that, may as well have it when you’re ready for it,” he shrugs a shoulder, “I don’t know. A Series of Unfortunate Events is kinda fantastic in it’s own way. I suppose that. Have you ever been in love?”

“I wouldn’t be disappointed, bud. Trust me.” A slight laugh escapses his lips. “A Series of Unfortunatunate Events is a pretty good choice. Have you seen the netflix series? If not, we could watch it later . And uh, have I been in love before? The short answer is yes. The long answer is super complex but still yes. I’m a really easy lover but I’m trying to fix that at the moment. What’s your favorite pizza topping.”

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calebemonroe:

As Tyson continues, he frowns, before furrowing his brows and clearing his throat, “Um, well, I don’t have a dick, so, maybe I should re-iterate that. Not one that isn’t silicone, anyway,” he says, biting the inside of his cheek and shrugging a shoulder, “I have a degree too, I’m just making fun of you. It’s how I roll. I’m not a serious person, if, you know, I haven’t made that really clear,” he says with a small smile, bumping back into him, “Alright. When was your first kiss?” he asks, gesturing vaguely as he thinks of the question on the spot.

“I...I’m sorry. You know what I meant. I didn’t mean to offend you or anything, honest.” Tyson looks down at the ground. “Okay, don’t make fun of me. I was a pretty late bloomer. Officially, I had my first kiss when I was 17. I mean, like, there were a few times when I was like a kid where my neighbor accidently kissed me but that was like when your family kisses you. Hmm, what’s your favorite book?“

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calebemonroe:

“Yeah, but you get to know each other by shooting the shit and cracking jokes,” Caleb says with a shrug, “We were talking, and then you interrupted it, complaining. I’m gonna start thinking that you just don’t like me,” he says, mild frustration obvious in his voice, “I’m very proud of you and your degree. It’s really making this conversation roll so smoothly,” he says, with a hint of a smirk on his lips.

“Hey,” he replied before shifting the swing to bump into the others. “I wasn't complaining. I was simply pointing out the fact that the majority of our conversation has been about sex. It would be nice to know a little more about you and not your dick, you know?” He sighs. “Okay, I wasn’t trying to make it sound like I’m better becaue I have a degree or anything. I know that came off wrong.” Tyson looks toward the ground, thinking momentarily. “What if we do this old school, like teenagers and play the question game?”

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calebemonroe:

“Why has everything got to be serious? I like talking about sex,” he shrugs a shoulder, looking towards the other, “I don’t know how I do it, I have a very particular set of skills,” he says, leaning back slightly on his swing, “Fine, do you wanna talk about your childhood? Is that it? Are you just looking for a therapist?” He pauses before singing, “I can be your therapist, baby,” to the tune of Hero by Enrique Iglesias, and then laughing at his own joke.

“It’s not about being serious. It’s just about getting to know each other. And no, I don’t need a therapist, you nerd. I just wanna talk. If you haven’t noticed yet, getting to know people is my thing. I do have a degree in it.”

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calebemonroe:

Caleb shrugs, “Well, I’ve never been exhausted after. Unless I was sleepy to start. I love sleepy sex, to be quite honest,” he says with a nod, “It’s just slow and warm, and it’s a lot easier to let yourself go and not worry about whether you’re good enough, or whatever,” he laughs. At his statement, Caleb nods, “I assume nothing about me is negative, because I’m inherently perfect. But think of me as your ice cold glass of water. Except not cold, but definitely wanting to be in your mouth.”

“Wait, how did we end up talking about sex again? We were literally having a nonsexual conversation and somehow you mangered to get us back here. Like we were talking about kids and family then boom, sleepy sex and being in my mouth. How am I supposed to get to know you better if this would is all we talk about...unless this is all you’re about?”

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calebemonroe:

“Ugh, fair. Everyone falls asleep after. Cuddling is kinda nice though, but I guess you can do that while sleeping,” Caleb says with a small smile. As he continues, he shrugs a shoulder, “I still don’t know what is so unusual about me, but you’re fucking welcome. I am a gift to the fucking world.”

“I mean, if it’s done right, being exhausted only makes sense. Although, I guess that’s pretty inturpretive.” He draws his feet up, releasing the swing and swinging in circles. Once the swing returns to it’s normal state, his feet plant firmly on the ground. “To be honest, I don’trealy know either but something about you is just very odd. And it’s not in a bad way or anything. It’s actually really refreshing.”

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calebemonroe:

“I’m so not shocked by that,” he says with a grin, “And a cuddle afterwards with some slow passionate kissing, I expect,” he says, turning towards the other, “That does sound pretty refreshing,” he shrugs a shoulder. At the others statement, he smiles, “What’s the sense in being normal? Not all that fun, is it?”

“I was gunna say sleep but yeah, that could work too. I’m easy.” Tyson slowly turned in his seat, coiling the chains of the swing. “I mean, there really is no sense of being normal. I meant that in like, the nicest way possible. You’re just super different from most people that I’ve met out here, so far.”

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calebemonroe:

“Listen, baby, I’ve got wine and candles at home. I’m perfectly capable of romance,” he says with a soft chuckle, “Also, I have no idea what you mean by that, but, presumably, I always say very me things.” As the other continues, he laughs loudly, “God, you’re my fucking hero. Unfortunately, I know nothing about Volleyball except that Wilson was one, and he was my best friend.”

“Ooo, now you’re speaking my language.Don’t let my constant blushing and embarrassment fool you, I love me some romance.” Tyson shakes his head. “My god, you are so peculiar. Do you realize that?”

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