Face My Fears @graveofaphoenix - Tumblr Blog

To thoes it may concern...

Please, do not follow this tumblr. It’s no longer active.

There will be no activity or way to reach anyone here.

It simply stands as a museum. An “archive” if you will.

If you are looking for someone and can’t find them, that is by design.

Goodbye.

“I’m a weird machine”

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The wonderful mind of a child. #EthicalMemes

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To be desired means nothing. To be truly understood and deeply loved is everything.

Thank you for being the most important learning experience of my life. Im still so happy from walking away from you. Nothing could make me happier. I have finally weened off the most addictive substance; a flaming narcissist. And one that loves to entertain others’ narcissistic tendencies and impulses. I consider this a giant milestone. I wish nothing for you, only happiness for myself. As I finish my thought, I realize this is more for me, and not for you at all. If its for you at all, its to gloat, and rub all the lemony sand I have into whatever wound youre licking. You gave me up. Youve always just.. passed me up. You missed your chance at easy happiness, and missed your chance at something tangible and normal. And honestly, I dodged a giant flaming bullet. So, ultimately, I still think I walked away victorious. Oh. And driving away from you, after always having to get driven back to my home base, was the most empowering thing Ive ever done.

Goodbye Jarel. Goodbye forever and ever and ever.

Sure. I’ll play your stupid game...how many of these stupid things have I replied to now?🤔🤦🏽‍♂️

God, I’m too old for this...

*deep sigh*

“DONT worry I won’t exploded and be toxic anymore. Just talk to me”

The literal words out of your mouth as I started talking, holding your hand.🤦🏽‍♂️

TLDC: Cool story bro. Don’t tell it again, forever and ever. Needs less PTSD and lying/indecisiveness. I won’t lose sleep over you or this, and had you listened instead of being self absorbed? The night would have gone much differently.

Im sure it breaks your heart to know...all you did was make my life easier by walking/driving away.

All of this? Is why you were the “illogical” choice

Now keep your word and fade away like 2020. I’m done trying to spend fucks, to justify you being worth the hassle.

I don’t “think” these things....I know.