erin

26 wannabe vampire she/they MDNI

[graveyardghast]

I used to be cool and hot and sexy but now I'm sad and pathetic and get anxious whenever I feel horny or try to engage with sex to a point where I end up not being able to do it 80% of the time

[64mpg]

someone else has what i want #notfair

[dynam1te2004]

I M LOST IN Y O U R IRIS

[graveyardghast]

still cannot believe I saw MCR play kill all your friends live

[graveyardghast]

I haven't felt dysphoria in quite a while, but the longer I let my hair grow the more dysphoric I've started to feel. Idk why this is happening

[parkchanwoohoo]

Love trying to explain that people in the ancient world traveled and exchanged ideas and cultural concepts only for the average shut-in American dipshit who's frightened of Black people and have wired cameras all over their suburban home to butt in like "No they didn't people kept to their own communities and nobody could go anywhere" like okay I get why that might seem to be the case for someone whose passport was acquired solely for sex tourism purposes but your psychological problems were not the basis of vast swaths of human society throughout time

[a-krogan-skald-and-bearsark]

There are Roman Coins in the foundations of Japanese castles, and Jade Buddhas found in 8th century Finnish trade towns. There's a Norse village on the shores of Newfoundland and Viking graffiti in Rome and Athens and Istanbul.

In the 10th Century, a poet from what we now know as Iraq was sent to what is now Ukraine as an envoy.

In the 3rd Century, the Emperor Severus was born in Tunisia, and a few decades later managed to drive the border as forth north in Scotland as the Firth of Forth, even if they got driven back two years later.

People travel. They always have and they always will.

[graveyardghast]

looking for ways to look like a corpse

[themidnights0ngart]

obsession

[petekeys]

(x)

[graveyardghast]

anyways, small rant. 90% if the time I’m on Tumblr I’m looking at narusasu yaoi

[graveyardghast]

Unfortunate trend i’ve noticed in my local trans femme community is the feeling that you must be willing to have sex if you want to be apart of the community. ever since I stopped trying to have sex with other trans women (or just letting trans women hit) I fully lost like all my trans friends. Idk what trans femme communities are like elsewhere but mine seemingly doesn’t exist unless you are willing to have sex.

[graveyardghast]

It does not feel good to be made to feel like the only value you can bring to others is your body and sex. Idk I wish that like I could just be friends with other trans women without feeling like I’m only worth their time if I’m willing to fuck. trans mascs got me tho

[graveyardghast]

Unfortunate trend i’ve noticed in my local trans femme community is the feeling that you must be willing to have sex if you want to be apart of the community. ever since I stopped trying to have sex with other trans women (or just letting trans women hit) I fully lost like all my trans friends. Idk what trans femme communities are like elsewhere but mine seemingly doesn’t exist unless you are willing to have sex.

[graveyardghast]

sometimes I wonder how many of my old friends actually cared for me outside of being sexual with me. I def encouraged being sexual, but ever since I stopped the vast majority of these people stopped talking to me

[sacred-portal]

[graveyardghast]

I saw a stripper perform recently at a drag show and I have not felt that much gender envy in a long time.

Also seeing it reinvigorated my want to be feminine. I’ve been leaning heavy on androgyny the past few years, but now I want to be feminine again lol.

[graveyardghast]

I miss the erotic vampire rp I used to do

[graveyardghast]

why tf does estrogen gotta taste SO bad???