GreekJesus

in my feels

[welcometof1]

[photos-of-space]

A JunoCam View of Europa

[neckkiss]

Her (2013)

[thebellavita]

[theminimalisto]

[photos-of-space]

The Infrared Face of the Andromeda Galaxy

[9710144]

[zman80]

Blade City

[lefildelhorizon]

Bassam Geitani, Spiral D'Or I, 2010

[ps1]

Flowering Wave

[rubiesandhoney]

[theflytrap]

[playburo]

https://elleross.com/

[robert-hadley]

Photo - Pollet Pinet architectes

[procidens-stella]

i don’t feel the same way, you say.

okay, i reply. i smile at you and keep my voice light. i tell you not to apologise. you haven’t done anything wrong. and you haven’t, not really. you can’t help your feelings and neither can i.

but i can still feel my heart sinking as i replay that moment over and over in my head. i can feel something dislodge in my chest. something that i have managed to keep hidden away for so long.

why can’t we choose our feelings? if we could, i would switch off whatever i felt for you. i would switch off that ever present feeling of emptiness and fill myself up with glee and excitement. i would fill myself up with whatever it took to mask the pain of what you just told me. i want to mask everything. i don’t want anybody to see me, to see my true face, to see the true me. because look what happens when i do.

- procidens-stella

[ablueplace]

A coping thought I have is no matter how large my feelings feel, the universe is larger than them. I can walk outside, look up, and see all the room I have to let go.

[insearch-of]