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Dolores - EDVent - Block, don't Report. It will only make it worse. - 18+ please.

[green-steel-bones]

Intro

I decided to make a proper intro & move my stats here since I've seen a lot of people doing it as well.

I'm Dolores, I'm 19 and I've had 4n@ for about 5 years now. I was in recovery for a while, but I wasn't in the right space of mind as I didn't resent my €D enough to "fight" it.

However, I am very pr0-recovery. And if you are recovering: please get off of €dblr. Don't trigger yourself. With enough will you can recover.

With that being said, I prefer if only people my age and older followed me. I can't control who likes or reblogs my posts, and I definitely don't (& can't) know if someone is lying about their age or not, but it saddens me to see middle schoolers or early high schoolers follow me because I was there once too. So if you find yourself soft blocked by me, that's why.

I am open to DMs if you wish to chat! Once again, 18 or older.

Tags

[💚]L0-Yapping - My personal updates.

Stats

Height: 167cm / 5'6

Current BMI: Fluctuating 17.2 - 17.9

HW: 62kg / 136lbs

CW: Fluctuating 48-50kg (106-110)

GW1: 48kg / 105lbs

GW2: 45kg / 100lbs

UGW: 43kg / 94lbs

[green-steel-bones]

Guys I got hospitalised 💀💀💀 Once you reach the underw€ight threshold and decide to go even lower you gotta prepare for your health to get absolutely tanked

I'm being forced to eat but whatever. I'll still continue to work out after I'm feeling better

[green-steel-bones]

Ugh I need all my lower belly fat GONE. "But it protects your uteru--" I NEED THAT GONE TOO 🙏

[b0nes4m1a]

[l0wcaltrashkitty]

ACTIVE 3D ACCS REBLOG FOR MOOTS THIS MARCH

[cadaverousrat]

I crave androgyny. I crave a flat chest. I crave androgyny. I crave a sharp jawline. I crave androgyny. I crave slim square hips. I crave androgyny.

[green-steel-bones]

Shout-out to finding a hair/cartilage in your food, gotta be my favourite appetite suppressant destroyer

[0dietpepsibutterfly0]

~Another Pinterest dump~

[expand-to-breathe]

Being junkorexic is wild to me

And I say that as a junkorexic myself

Like,,, brother you cannot OMAD on ONE CAN OF PRINGLES

YOURE GOING. TO PERISH 😭😭😭😭

[green-steel-bones]

Thighs seriously have no business to be doing all that. You're not even protecting a vital organ inside you, you don't need all that fat, ugh!!! My biggest insecurity.

[green-steel-bones]

Hey guys... I'm back on my bullshit. 😔

Sorry for being inactive I was in "recovery" (LMFAO AS IF) but now that winter is ending I'm relapsing. I have no idea why nice weather triggers my €D. I also don't have my scale but I'm back to 50/51kg I assume ugh.

DM if you wanna be buddies, 18+ please tho!

[green-steel-bones]

The fact that I'm underw€ight but I don't look like it at all is pissing me off astronomically.🗿I hope it's just my body dysmorphla.

[green-steel-bones]

It is literally mission impossible to eat once a day when my mother is around. She will NEVER forget to ask me if I've eaten and she WILL check. I feel like she's somewhat aware of what I'm doing, and even if I don't want to, I eat to not raise suspicion.

Anyways, I've cut out all snacks (besides small fruit) and I only drink coffee & water. Plus I do 16:8 lntermittent fasting every day. Progress will be slow, but at least it'll be progress. 🥲

[green-steel-bones]

My friend, hyping me up on my outfit: YOU ATE!

Me, 4n0rexic: No I didn't. 😔

[dodothlnsp0]

[green-steel-bones]

49.35kg (108.7lbs) this morning!!! It's kinda slow progress but I'm on my period so I ate more to not collapse (I'm no stranger to fainting). I hope I can see some physical differences by next Wednesday.

[green-steel-bones]

Friends & family will utter the single most triggering, disrespectful & uncomfortable comment that anyone has ever said about your body right in your face and then have the nerve to ask "Why aren't you eating?"

I sure wonder why.