BITTERSWEET SENSATION

A former tc-blog mainly about my biggest love and tc mr Léon, but now a blog about my crushes and my love for fascinating faces and wonderfully random things I fill my life with :) ABOUT ME / MY TAG FASCINATING FACES TAG TC-FANART TAG MY CRUSHES OLD MR LÉON TAG MR UNI TAG

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Everything you love is here

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Yesterday I saw an actual dead person and my hands smelled of spicy wine

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kinda wanna go on a date, kinda wanna get hit by a truck too 

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REMEMBERING ALL YOUR NEGLECTED RESPONSIBILITIES AT ONCE LIKE

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I DONT CARE WHAT KIND OF BLOG YOU HAVE

EVERYONE NEEDS A DANCING FESTIVE CARLTON 

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A friendly sailor or a psycho killer?

So I went out in real world today to get Christmas presents, and something odd happened on the subway home. It as to with a random guy and a total new experience for me. I don't know it's good or bad. It felt both for me lol xD Anyway, so, when I stepped in to the subway train  it was pretty crowded with no seats available, so I put myself by the doors in the very front of the train car, looking out on the tracks. Some stops later a guy in his mid-twenties walks in and pass me. He wore a long, dark brown coat with a light, kind of knitted sweater and his outfit together with his hair in a little ponytail made me think of a sailor. It caught my attention but after that I just continued to watch the rain through the windows.

A couple of minutes later I got a bit bored and decided to look down the train car. My eyes slowly made the way around when I suddenly caught eyes with the sailor-guy. He was standing on the other side of the aisle, holding one of the poles, standing straight towards me and looked at me dead on. I was so shocked to lock eyes with him and after a second of realizing he would not look away and that he actually looked at me (queue internal heart attack and scared derp-face), I quickly lifted my eyes towards the ceiling and then to windows again. But as I did, I could see in the corner of my eye that he didn't look away for quite some time. I must say that I usually amuse myself with imagining that guys look at me and then get a bit sad when they leave the bus/whatever and realizing they couldn't care less about me, but this felt different, and it scared the living shit out of me. As the time passed, people getting on and off the train, I noticed that the guy sloooowly made his way towards me, working his way up the aisle and not back in the train (that would have been easier because the stream of people was pushing that way). It became clearer and more obvious to me that he actually looked straight at me several times. He had now changed from holding the pole to holding the thingeys in the roof.

Suddenly he was on my side of the train car, quite close, just a couple of feet away, holding the pole on my side. He had his back to me but turned around to look at me quick, also kind of leaning away from the pole towards me. I didn't know what to do or how to act. I was still  kind of telling myself I was imagining things, but I have never seen anyone behaving like this towards me, especially not when thinking of his eyes and how he didn't look away when I caught him looking, not smiling kind of awkward ect. What would I do if he actually were to talk to me? Where will he get off? What if we got off on the same stop???? NOOOOO xD Then the train stopped and he was suddenly so close to me, for a split second his face was inches from mine, and first thought that came to me was that he would stand in front of me and do something bad, like pulling a knife and just kill me. An electric wave of fear went trough my body and then he was gone, off the train. I can truly not tell if he was checking me out or if he actually was a psycho 8I After the last second, I really felt bad vibes, but I don't know. But if this is how I feel when someone is possibly making a move on me, and with me being to shy to ever consider making a first move, well then ladies and gentlemen, then I screwed relationship-wise xD So yeah This has been a random post

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Beau Pere (Stepfather), 1981.

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this turns me on so much it’s not even funny

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Billy Madison (1995)

"Man, I’m glad I called that guy!"

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instead of all those cheesy bullying posters around school we should just post this

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do you have those memories that are really cringey and you never speak of and something triggers the memory and you want to fucking wash your brain out with bleach

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Astronomers have discovered the largest known structure in the universe, a clump of active galactic cores that stretch 4 billion light-years from end to end. The structure is a light quasar group (LQG), a collection of extremely luminous Galactic Nulcei powered by supermassive central black holes.