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I have no heart and I have no soul. The only thing within me is a sort of horrible viscous tar, which churns about quietly as my memories and emotions are processed and nutrients are reconnected with one another. But I do have a liver.
*Sad Trombone Noise* Thatās all, folks
Iām just going to go ahead and put my whole entire thoughts about the end of Suppression under the cut because no one who came to this blog for fun times should have to read that.
So, we have an answer to the age old question: Can producing copious amounts of fanart and commentary on a webcomic keep it alive?
No. It canāt. ....Still tried, though!
PART ONE: WHAT I THINK OF THE COMIC ENDING
For the record: I hope none of this comes off as callous or blunt. Iām just kind of stating things as they come to me, and I promise Iāll be getting to some real mushy stuff by the end. Yāall should know that I have NOTHING but respect for Deg and Suppression, and I am in no way mad or resentful or anything like that. Youāll never see that kind of negativity out of me, and creators should always do whatās best for them, ESPECIALLY with unpaid projects. Like, duh!
That being said, Iām not as sad about this as I thought I would be... but thatās because I think I got my grief out of the way several months back. Iāve been following webcomics for a very, VERY long time (since 2007-ish?) and Iāve come to recognize a lot ofĀ āsymptomsā of when a creator is losing steam and getting ready to give up the ghost on a creative project. Missed updates, vocalizing a lack of inspiration, switching things up with a different format to try and shake things up a bit... These arenāt uncommon. Seriously, this is all stuff that comics like Poppy O Possum, Monster Pop, Cucumber Quest, and a million other cancelled webcomics have done months or weeks before they were cancelled. Hell, Paranatural is circling that drain right now (though that is mostly due to the authorās considerable wrist injuries). I have DOZENS of webcomics on my RSS feed, I know the signs.
So when I saw the slowed down updates, the switch to a different format, and theĀ āwould you guys read other stories by me if I ever stopped doing Suppression...?ā all within relatively short succession, I was likeĀ āAw shit, here we go.ā I was really hoping it wouldnāt happen, but... Iām also not surprised that it did. The writingās been on the wall, it was just a matter of WHEN, but I wasnāt about to encourage it, so I just kind of kept an eye on it and... yeah.
Plus, the internet has been growing increasingly hostile to independent webcomics in the attempt to centralized it with things like webtoons and tapastic (both of which I HATE, fuck instascrolling comics let me flip pages). You really have to be in a collective like hiveworks or spiderforest (the latter of which is GREAT for smaller artists with nonetheless long/consistent archives) to accrue new fans nowadays unless you have a solid social media presence. I found Suppression via Deviantart back in the day! This is because no one even thinks to LOOK for these sorts of things anymore or even knows how. And that sucks! And I hate it! But I get it! But thatās probably why no one noticed the comic was back, unfortunately. :/ I did my best to help with that, obviously posting a TON about it on my own blog, trying to lure folks in with neat fanart, but... itās clear it didnāt amount to much. Iām not a popular artist.
And really, Iām not THAT upset about the comic being shelved! (Ok I am upset but Iām not going to pitch a fit, Iām a grownass woman.) Suppression has been happening for... a VERY long time. The original comic GOT a conclusion, if a bittersweet one! Thereās like, 600 pages of content there! That is a BEEFY library of stuff! Itās kind of hard to sayĀ āit died too young!ā when its over a decade old. And like... I canāt bring myself to punish ANYONE for wanting to try other ideas, I just hope there are other ideas! Iād certainly hate for this to be the last anyone hears of Degulus in general. I really, genuinely canāt wait to see what comes next!
PART 1.5: OH WOW LOOK AT THAT STORY MAP, OOPS I DIDNāT WRITE ENOUGH FOR THIS TO BE A PROPER PART
Iām also really happy to hear where the story WAS going to go though! Though holy shit, Iggy. Based on his position as one of the last uninfected humans in the last story who was really good at staying that way, hearing about that is. Uh. Horrifying.Ā
Plus, if Charlie was one of Azgrutās friends when Arrie made everything go to shit, and was then on Merryās expedition... no wonder he hates her AND Wights. Dude just canāt catch a fucking break.
I do still have SOME questions, but Iāll leave that until the end.
PART 2: WHY DID I EVEN LIKE THIS COMIC ANYWAY
I guess though, I should go into why I always liked this comic because I donāt think... Iāve ever said that before? Individual characters yes, but not the comic as a whole. This is the kind of self reflection Iām a little self conscious about because it says as much about ME as the comic, but I hope none of this comes off as mean or weird. Itās just... what I like. Suppression might be a stew when youāre looking for a sandwich, but if youāre saying that you canāt slap soggy meat onto bread and say itās good, youāve never had a sloppy joe.
First of all; I LOVE comics with huge ensemble casts and a lot of overlapping plot threads. I feel like a lot of other stories with smaller casts can be more boring because each character has to play a specific role to make the storyĀ āworkā as opposed to just. Being themselves. You know, like the 5 man ensemble where there HAS to be a leader, a lancer, a bruiser, a girl, and aĀ āfunny oneā. And things similar to that. This comic doesnāt have that necessarily- nobodyās necessarily fitting a role, or if they do theyāre wildly different explorations on similar positions, such as how the Wights are all evil necromancer folk but with differing opinions on what it means to be like that, or how the different infected people respond to the new demonic part of themselves. Each person feels like a PERSON with their own fleshed out opinion, and when someone acts in a different way than expected, you know its because of their own personal thoughts and opinions and not because thatās the part of the story where x event needs to happen so y can occur in act 3.
Like... Iggy not leaving Ebon Creek even though Trevor thought he totally would. Like in an ordinary story, thatās what would happen! Ok its season two, time to pack up and go to a new setting with the main characters! ...Except thatās not what Iggy wants, and anyone whoās been paying attention to his character would know that. This also leads to really interesting reactions and events when very disparate characters are shoved into the same room, and its very likely for that to happen considering how weirdly events can go! I love that! I mean shit, Arrie and Sam as best friends? Who would have guessed, but its great!
And yes, the characters were fantastically written! I LOVE the snappy, snarky dialogue in this comic and how nobody takes ANYTHING lying down. Every single character drives the story along instead of just letting things be left to chance, and it really leaves me on the edge of my seat wondering whatās going to happen next. Who cares if the story meanders a bit? Its about the journey, not the destination, and the journey is rad as fuck. (But uh... I can easily see as a creator why its easy to get frustrated with the story feeling like it never GOES anywhere. Thatās valid.) And the fight scenes! My god I love to see these people hit each other! The weird power combinations lead to some REALLY entertaining stuff.
I really enjoyed the settings too- both of them! Urban fantasy is one of those things that I usually find... uh... a little boring. Like, I see so many of them goĀ āOk its the exact same regular boring world except hey look someone can do a wizard thingā. Thereās no attempt to make a cool aesthetic, or think too hard about how it changes things and WHY the world would seem completely normal except With Wizards This Time, and it leaves me yawning a bit. Suppression has always been a breath of fresh air in that regard! Thereās so much effort put into developing that neat DARK urban fantasy aesthetic, with the cultural implications that entails. Ebon Creek as the magical equivalent of a nuclear disaster, and the Rings in the reboot as the last island ofĀ ānormalcyā in an apocalyptic world thatās slowly encroaching closer. Thatās awesome, and it really ties into what the character are actually doing instead of just being aesthetic window dressing.
I also love Suppressionās art style. Which was a hard sell for most people I tried to show it to, unfortunately (and oh my god did I TRY). BUT the character models show off the charactersā most distinctive traits and general body types while also leaving a lot of room for interpretation for what theyād look like asĀ ārealā people. Room... for say... an aspiring fanartist to just sidle herself into with hot takes likeĀ āIggy is a scarecrow but no one can tell because of the baggy clothesā. The art style also leaves just enough room for goofy faces AND implied really nasty body horror! Doesnāt get much better! Not to mention its just so damn different from everything else out there. A much appreciated breath of fresh air! Its fun!
PART 3: WHAT NOW
So uh yeah, thatās why I liked Suppression so much! So... what does this mean for me? Will I keep posting fan art? Uh... mmmmaybe? P... Probably not? Donāt get me wrong, my love of these characters isnāt going anywhere. And thereās a lot more I still wanted to do- more of theĀ āfurriesā series (featuring Grenner as a possum right off the bat), or an AU ājournalā series that would show what teh original Ebon Creek crew would look like if they went off the deep end, fully demonic. But Iām shelving those now as well.Ā Without new content (or even the promise of it, which is why I kept going before the reboot started), I get the feeling Iād either:
A. Get sick of it, as Iād be constantly retreading old ground. B. Look absolutely pathetic, beating a long dead horse.Ā C. Get so tied up in embarrassing AUs that itād cease to be recognizable as being from the same comic anymore.
Frankly, Iām not looking forward to any of that happening. Not to mention, admittedly, part of the reason why I MADE all that fanart was because the first time I did it, I made those profile paintings as the payoff to a longstanding promise. I said Iād give Deg fanart a decade ago. He made a MASSIVE reference sheet of his characters as a result. I saidĀ āWow, Iāll get on that fanart soon!ā And then nothing happened, and then I felt bad about it when I remembered years later.
So many, many years too late I made some fanart, FULLY expecting the reboot to never happen, and got? A really positive response about it? So duh, I made more fanart knowing that it was helping and contributing to the story planning and direction. Wouldnāt you know it, getting a positive response and engagement with your art makes you make MORE art, who knew!Ā It was a lot of fun! But... I donāt want to keep making fanart and pushing Suppression if itās decided that its not happening, because that feels a lot like a guilt trip when the audience is this small. Hell, it already felt a lot like that when I was making more fanart for the old timeline rather than the reboot one simply because I knew the characters better. So I might do a couple things for fun or if Iām practicing a new technique, but certainly not at my old volume.
Iād much rather wait around until we get tentative news of something else and then immediately lob fanart at whatever THAT is.
Iām definitely not deleting this blog though, lol.
And I guess... I should tryyyy developing/putting some of my own original stuff up more? I usually donāt bother than much because it doesnāt get much of a response, but I should still try more.
PART 4: IF YOU WANT TO CONTACT ME
(Also, Degulus- if youāre reading this, Iād be happy to DM you my discord handle if you wanted to keep in touch and/or chit chat about other things? I promise Iām a normal person outside of the art dumps.)
(Also to anyone else whoās looking at my stuff- my main blog is fall1ngfeather and my art blog is fallingfeatherart. Iām not leaving tumblr any time soon.)
PART 5: HEY SO WHAT WAS UP WITH THAT
SO, now that thatās all out of the way, hereās some of the questions that have just been sitting here burning in my mind that I might as well get out now:
1. What the FUCK is Santrisās deal. Or was his deal in the preboot timeline, seeing as he never showed up in reboot. Iāve avoided asking this question for a long time because I didnāt actually want to know. I LOVE Santrisās position in the story asĀ ādude who freaks everyone out by virtue of being too damn normalā, and beingĀ āmysteriousā was his whole shtick so I didnāt want to ruin it for myself by asking. But I am now, dammit.
2. Did Sam know that Merry both found and then lost the Heart of Adigard? Was Arrie ever... filled in on that? Or was it more Merry and Alaster went missing for a couple weeks, came back looking like shit, and when Sam asked what the hell happened they were just likeĀ āOh. You know. Stuff.ā Cuz it seems like if Arrie was interested in that, Sam and by extension Meredith would be the first people she would want to ask!
3. Why did Bael opt to puppet around Iggy instead of just... following along on his own? Heās just kind of a shitty fighter without someone to control? No one liked him but he still wanted in? Iggy was being a dick and was likeĀ āOH YEAH? WHAT IF I DO THIS.ā and just lived in his body for a couple weeks?
4. Where can I keep up with whatever youāre doing now? Twitter? Or something?
5. Who were the people that Sigvaldi was chit chatting with at the end of the preboot timeline after he left the universe? People outside the normal story no doubt, but I was never sure WHO, exactly. Though considering that again, theyāre outside the narratives this may end up being similar to the Santris question whereĀ āIf itās relevant in the future, donāt tell meā.
6. Actually what was Charlieās deal in the reboot too. Was he still a big bag of ghosts or what. Could you imagine taking your friend on a big adventure and he goes scouting or whatever and comes back stuffed full of So Many Ghosts. That would suck but also be kind of funny.
7. Were there models or concept art for anything made that you didnāt show off before that you want to now that thereās nothing stopping you?
8. What is the heart of adigard anyway. I mean clearly its a Big Fucking Deal, but what did it DO exactly?
9. Which character was your favorite. Youāve gotta have one. My best friendās favorite is Sigvaldi just from what I told him about the comic and I want to say mine is Iggy but its probably secretly Arthur. :C Fuckin asshole, stealing myĀ āfavorite characterā slot.
10. Favorite scene from the whole comic? Just something that made you goĀ āOh HELL yeahā to pull off/get to.
11. Did Max ACTUALLY stop existing and just got folded in with Arthur, or was he going to pop up somewhere down the line as a gotcha?
Ok Iāll stop asking questions now and Iāve been writing this for several hours so BYEEE YāALL IT WAS A FUN RIDE!
In my defense, I was literally asked.
So, I have actually been asked about my LGBTQ+ headcanons for Suppression. I shall now recite from my massive, ancient textb- ok no, Iām kidding, Iggy was my most detailed one, but hereās some others Iāve been kicking around under the cut:
So first and foremost, I want to be clear: There doesnāt have to be a REASON to make someone gay or transgender of asexual or whatever. There is no reason for these things in real life after all, people just are. You can be a rocket scientist or a wrestler or a pigeon breeder and just happen to be someone who was assigned a different gender at birth as well. It happens. Thatās not to say that there isnāt a culture and some common trends that go along with it, but the point Iām trying to make is that just because Iām noting my favorite characters to think these sorts of things about here, you could literally make ANYONE LGBT. Thereās no checkboxes you have to tick before you get your lesbian license.
...but if there was, Sam would have like 3 of them.
ANYWAY so yeah thatās the first one: 1. Everyone is gay and transgender. All of them. All at the same time. Figure it out.
Also, even if any of these WERE canon, I wouldnāt expect it to come up very often either? Suppression is a very action based comic, I donāt think thereās a lot of downtime for characters to be like āANYWAY, Iām going on a date with ANOTHER GUY this Wednesday because thatās HOW I ROLL.ā Because that would be. Weird. Still, sometimes an offhand mention can go a long way.
To organize this a little bit better though, Iām going to split it into āCharacters who I think could or should be X, Y, and/or Zā and āCharacters where I wouldnāt do that unless a lot of effort was put into pulling it off well.ā Personal dos and donāts, pretty much.
For characters who I think are or could be LGBT, well, like I said, itās fun to imagine just about anyone, and I think making a character some type of LGBT can add a really fun element to someone that ordinarily would be a little bit boring. In this case though, Iām expressing only my thoughts on the ones that either have some sort of written element that could be taken as supporting my headcanon, or ones where I think it would play well with their pre-established traits and desires. So, without further ado:
1. Samantha Wight is a lesbian, in both continuities but ESPECIALLY the reboot, god. I think this one is most obvious when you compare the version of her that existed in the preboot timeline in comparison to the reboot. And for that, Iāve got to talk about the Wights a bit, or at least as how they were in the preboot.Ā
They come off to me as⦠well, deeply repressed, unhappy, and (letās be honest, most likely) very conservative people. They all want something out of life and want to be proud of themselves and their family, but are so deadlocked in trying to āmaintain the family tradition and honorā and whatnot that they end up dragging each other back down into that depressive pit. Thereās plenty of examples of this; Alaster is very proud of being a Wight and their traditions of burning and pillaging, but hates what his family has become and how they treat each other. He tries very hard to be a good role model for his younger relatives even though heās unable to get out from under his fatherās thumb himself. Meredith is incredibly enthusiastic (and gifted!) about her familyās magic traditions and history but is constantly facing snotty, belittling remarks about how airheaded she is from Samantha. In addition, itās clear her dad and uncle donāt understand her in the slightest, let alone have a shred of respect for her (or if they do, it's for her use as a resource or tool and not as a person with her own merits). Jericho thinks the Wights are already great, but is increasingly frustrated with the fact that his beliefs mean absolutely nothing in the wider world and he doesnāt actually have the power to do anything about it. Heck, even Arthur had a line that implied a LOT about how he and Max were raised- how he didnāt really want to be a necromancer, but picked it so he could āget out of what Dad had (Max) doingā. It gives off the impression that no matter how powerful a Wight you are, your life gets set in stone at birth and you arenāt changing it, no matter how hard you try, and those traditional roles are HARSH. I wouldnāt be surprised if Alaster wasnāt the only Wight that got quietly offed when they stepped out of line, thatās for sure.Ā
Needless to say, I would imagine it would be pretty much impossible to come out as anything in that sort of environment⦠provided that you managed to get out enough to learn about that stuff to start with. And Sam definitely appears to be one of the worst victims of this. She died really young. While Meredith and Alaster might have gotten to go to a public school or at least hit the mall every once in a while, she probably spent every second since the day she died locked up in the mansion because⦠well, zombies arenāt supposed to exist. Unable to go anywhere, do anything of value, make any friends⦠itās really no wonder her nihilism cranked up to 11 in just a decade or so. Not to mention (especially in comparison to the reboot), thereās no way she can buy her own clothes, so sheās literally just a Wight themed dress up doll. She has the Wight family logos literally all over her- bones in her dress, the skull on her head and shoes, a Wight crest on her necklace, most of them oversized for her stature. Literally weighing her down in a poofy dress that makes her look adorable instead of practical. Heck, sheās even drawn in a way depicts how sheās had her agency removed. Sheās a Wight, so she definitely HAS the sharp pointy teeth, and yet unlike everyone else in her family you barely ever see them. (If at all- Iām pretty sure you donāt, but Iām not going to go through every page she appears to check.) Sheās literally defanged and weighed down by family expectations. Itās no wonder she lashes out at Meredith, who is capable of actually expressing herself to a degree.Ā
(Also, a smaller side headcanon- Iāve noticed that while the red eyed fangy icon is the Wight family crest, those simplified skulls on Samantha and Meredithās heads appear a lot as well. I like to think that those were the family crest of Noraās now extinct bloodline from when she married into the Adigard family. Even though they arenāt the official Wight crest, theyāre now considered a sort of secondary crest thatās still carried around out of respect to the maternal lineage, which is why you see it more prominently on the women of the family as well. Is there any textual support for this? No, none, but itās still fun to think about.)
SO YEAH, Sam in the reboot, wow. Goes by a (notably more gender neutral) nickname instead of the longer and more formal āSamanthaā, with her clothing following. Jeans and a t-shirt. Square glasses. Very short hair. The family symbols are now not dragging her down, but smaller accents that she wears to go with her outfit instead of defining it. Sheās finally free! She has a job she likes. She takes pride in her skills. She has a favorite sandwich spot and a college education and friends. ...And like, maybe a girlfriend? It would be nice. This is admittedly because her style of hair and dress is⦠well. Kinda butch. But like Iāve mentioned before, physical appearance is one of the last indicators I like to go for with this. Instead, I prefer to look at it in terms of her personality- outside of the deathgrip of outdated family tradition, Sam can afford to be herself more, and yeah, maybe that involves dating folks with the same gender and wearing blue jeans. This is also kinda supported to a degree by how her siblings havenāt changed that much since the old timeline. Merryās outfit is pretty much the exact same. Jericho doesnāt have the biohazard suit, but his new outfit still kinda evokes it in the hat, long coat, and boots. He still seems to prefer the same styles, at least. Alaster is pretty different, but thatās more because heās wearing a uniform more than anything, and with the bandages itās clear heās still putting his own personal spin on it. Sam is COMPLETELY different, and itās a change for the better and happier. So yeah. It would be really fitting if part of that new access to personal freedom was in getting to explore her sexuality as well, and eventually settling down into being a lesbian. It would be a happy ending to Samanthaās story, even Samās is only getting started.
2. Arrie is bisexual! What? Who do you think it is that Samās dating? But yeah, I ship them pretty hard. Like Sam, Arrie has some pretty big personality differences between her preboot self and current self, Parrios vs. Tinderbolt. Old Arrie seemed to be well versed in politics, able to negotiate and take charge easily even if she was a bit overly formal and her interpersonal skills werenāt QUITE up to snuff. Thatās not to say that she couldnāt have been bi, but I also didnāt read her as vibing with anyone all that well.Ā
Not to turn this into a massive shipping discussion (as thatās not really the topic Iām trying to cover here), but I saw her most interesting potential romantic foils as Trevor and Sally⦠but neither of them were very likely in practice. She and Trevor were good friends but the last time they spoke in the comic he stuck his own foot in his mouth with her and they never got the opportunity to work things out after that (and even then, there was no sort of⦠spark implying that they would make each other better as a couple. Seriously, just friends.), which leaves that ship on a particularly sour note. And while she and Sally were FANTASTIC counterparts to each other (rough and tumble demon girl and overly formal and technical elf princess? Sally getting her to slowly loosen up and have fun with it a bit while also reminding her how much her one liners suck? Arrie coming to impress her and earn her respect with fancy spellwork? Hell yeah.), but they only spent maybe an hour tops with each other and didnāt have any opportunity for deeper conversation. Also, that would mean that Sally and Bael wouldnāt be a thing and I refuse to break that couple up.
But Arrie in the reboot? Oh man. Her social awkwardness and getting stuck on details have really been dialed up now that sheās essentially been raised in a classroom and in private study instead of being trained as a politician and dignitary.Ā Sheās no longer a princess, but a magic computer programmer. Sheās anxious, stubborn, and definitely has a lot of room to grow. But, thatās where Sam comes in. Theyāve known each other since they were little- they definitely know each otherās baggage and have accepted it. They know each otherās hopes and dreams. They spend a ton of time with each other. And yeah, they bring out the best in each other. Sam gets Arrie to leave her room once in a while, and Arrieās attention to detail means she no doubt always listens to Sam complain long after anyone else would have tuned it out. And yes, you could easily interpret this as mere best friend territory, but wouldnāt it be interesting if it was something more? After all, Sam is really touchy-feely with Arrie even though sheās normally standoffish. She drapes herself all over Arrie in the early pages of the comic, and Arrie barely blinks. Sam threatens to drag her and Arrie is suddenly done with her work, but theyāre both smiling about it. Similarly, when Arrie finally pries Sam off of her with magic, Sam just lets Arrie toss her around midair even though they both know she could use it offensively (which Arrie does when tussling with Sally later.). But they both know Arrie would never do that- they trust each other implicitly. Again, could just be friendship, but itās not difficult to read into it and see a bit more intimacy than that. Additionally, it would really be neat to see them together just from an angle of āTheir families used to be bitter enemies, but⦠well, not for these two, I guess.ā
Also, itās really funny to imagine a copy of that first scene but Samās in fancy clothing trying to drag Arrie to their anniversary dinner. For godās sake Arrie, youāre already in the dress. The runes look FINE. Youāre going to miss your reservation, get UP.
(And on another headcanon side-note- If I was going to cosplay as anyone in the comic, it would 100% be Arrie, if just because I have blonde hair and blue eyes and none of her outfits look too crazy to sew and it's not that hard to find elf ears online. With current circumstances though, I donāt think Iāll be doing anything like that any time soon.)
3. Charlie is agender or genderfluid, at least in the preboot timeline. This is less āit just feels rightā and more āthis is probably the inevitable conclusion of having hundreds of souls with conflicting gender identities stuffed into one body.ā He is made up of boys, girls, and people who never got to have enough of a personal identity to make a decision about that sort of thing. Just a big bag of angry ghosts. Considering what happens in the approximate⦠like⦠what, six to nine months or so? That he gets to exist, I donāt think he really thought about what gender he was all that hard and probably only went with āheā because thatās what everyone who met him assumed he was. Which, letās be honest, heās canonically very emaciated, has long, probably matted hair, and probably has heavily stunted growth due to his upbringing- I think it would actually be pretty hard to figure him out on first glance. Iāve just noticed that people tend to default to āthis is a dudeā if they donāt know right away. If he had time to think about it though, I think he either a. Honestly would not give a crap, or b. Would just switch his pronouns around depending on how he was feeling that day. Heck, while āCharlesā is definitely a guyās name, Iāve definitely seen āCharlieā used for both. So he wouldnāt even have to change anything there. Still, if you asked him what he identifies as, his answer would probably something like āAn Avatar Of Vengeanceā, which, while accurate, isnāt the answer most people are looking for. (He knows this. He does it on purpose.) That being said though, I still have no clue what reboot Charlieās deal is or how many souls heās got stuffed up in there, but hey! Like I said, anyone can be anything so whoās to say Charlie ISNāT still genderfluid in the current timeline? Could have just been a ādudeā day when we met him the first time around.
4. Junior is genderfluid! Or, well, would have been in the future. This just feels like a logical progression of the worldview Junior had going. He seemed very into transhumanism and just changing yourself to who you want to be instead of sitting there and waiting for it. I certainly canāt imagine him going āHm yes. I have all these options, but I think Iām just going to stick with being a Regular Dude until the day I die.ā when he was so gung-ho about getting his hands chopped off and replaced with giant claws. Therefore I could see a āI think, therefore I am.ā sort of philosophy with regards to his gender developing as he gets older. āI think I want to be a girl today, so I am a girl! Thatās all there is to it!ā Unfortunately, considering he was being raised to be a weapon (or at least a lab rat) of some sort, I donāt know how much his identity would be respected, but Iād imagine thereās at least one or two people in his life that would nod and swap over to what he was feeling that day.Ā
5. Lexi as a nonbinary woman. To explain a little bit, most people who imagine nonbinary genders for the first time think of gender as a slider with ādudeā on the left side and āladyā on the right side with nonbinary genders somewhere in the middle. And for some people, thatās how they feel⦠but for others, its not that simple, with their gender being somewhere āoff the gridā so to speak, or aligning themselves with one gender but⦠not.. QUITE all the way with it, or picking and choosing the parts of it they like, etc. So a girl or a guy, but⦠a nonbinary girl or guy. I could see Lexi as this, using she/her pronouns or they/them pronouns, just kind of being blase about it.Ā
I talked about the Wightās general culture a little bit and how it came off to me, but not Thalānasiaās. To put it simply, I donāt think Thalānasia is NEARLY as bad as the Wights, but I do think it has its own troubles. Between Trevorās comments about how the humans shouldnāt trust anyone (which is probably in reference to the politicians, but it also implies a āthe walls have earsā sort of vibe for the kingdom in general) and the fact that the elves are several years behind human culture in general, I could imagine being different in this way wouldnāt be⦠necessarily frowned upon, but there would certainly be a lot of gossip. Not to mention, itās not like anyone who lives there can just move away if coming out doesnāt go so well. So Iād imagine things would be a little awkward for anyone whoās off the beaten track in terms of gender identity or sexuality, getting a lot of gritted teeth smiles and hesitant āUh-huhsā. And then getting a lot of whispers and giggles as soon as their back is turned.
With that in mind, I think Lexi would have some trouble getting people to take her seriously, but in some ways I think this meshes well with what we saw of her in the preboot setting. Sheās already a pretty counterculture person, working in a store that explicitly sells things that are edgy or in poor taste. And sheās already used to secluding herself to a degree, considering that she had been able to hide her plague markings for a while by the time we saw her for the first time. So for people she doesnāt know too well, I could see her introducing her gender in a half-joking manner similar to how she runs her shop in general, and gauging their reaction to see if theyāre cool about it or not, at which point sheād either double down on the edgy performance or relax a bit.
6. Cerene is polyamorous! This oneās mostly for fun, and mostly because it was implied that Cerene had to pick either Morris or Charlie, and⦠why not both? Neither Morris nor Charlie seemed to dislike each other, and neither seem like the jealous type. Morris is super chill and reasonable, and as I already mentioned up in #3 I really donāt think Charlieās the kind to care about traditional relationships. And whoās to say they wouldnāt like each other as well? Not to mention Cereneās certainly capable of splitting her attention and dedicating the time needed to maintain a relationship thatās⦠bigger than most peoplesā. Iām just saying, if anyone could make a polycule work, itās probably Cerene with her insane networking skills. Baelās downplaying her skills by just assuming she sleeps around a lot. Oh no- sheās asking multiple people about their day, keeping notes of their personal preferences and wants for birthday gift reasons, and plotting out multiple sweet date ideas to take place simultaneously. She has this shit ORGANIZED. There is a day planner. Also she gets to bang a lot but thatās, like, secondary.
7. James Narron is gay? Perhaps? Granted we only barely know him, but still. He seems like a nice guy with a tendency to scoop up and mentor outcast children. Perhaps due to a history of being a bit of an outcast himself? Not enough to damage his career- heās still head of the scholarās society after all- but something that makes him feel a little different in the crowd. I just think it would be neat!
8. Mara is a trans girl. This oneās a bit harder to explain, and considering I have no idea how sheās translated over to the reboot timeline (if at all, seeing as the circumstances of her backstory and personality have been completely erased.) Buuut I think this meshes well with her once you take into account her various motivations. Sheās determined to be taken seriously. People try to brush her off due to being very young and not mentally fit for the position due to the whole āchild soldierā thing. So sheās used to people not taking her seriously at best and at worst finding the fact that sheās in her hard-earned position at all to be disgusting. Not to mention that folks donāt exactly trust the red army to start with. This⦠surprisingly parallels a lot of what transwomen have to go through, both being taken seriously as real women and as not being seen as a āthreatā. This is probably even harder for younger trans girls who no doubt constantly get the āOkay, but can you really be SURE at your age?ā treatment.Ā
You could also link this, surprisingly, into her hairstyle. Mara has boxy cut bangs in the front, but has a long twist braid in the back, far longer than most other characters in the comic. You could argue its a sense of personal style, but thereās a reason people in the military cut their hair so short (and even women in the military keep theirs in tight buns.). So you could handwave it as āit helps differentiate the character and looks like a vine, which is her whole shtick.ā, which is a completely valid reading! But itās known that a lot of trans women grow their hair out as a point of pride in transitioning, and its heartbreaking if they have to get it cut off again. So while it might be more convenient and strategic for Mara to cut her hair, she could also have a very good reason for keeping it as long as possible,
9. Dr. Grenner is bisexual. Or just questioning? Something like that? This has zero textual support and is just kind of fun to think about in terms of the personal conflict it would bring up for him. First and foremost- not everyone figures out that theyāre LGBT right away. Itās not a ākids these daysā sort of thing, anyone can learn something new about themselves at any time. It would be nice to see a character that has this experience, just for fun and interest! That being said, Grenner as we know him would be an interesting choice for this, considering that until very recently in the prebootās storyline, he was likely happily married to a woman. (I mean. Iggy had to come from SOMEWHERE, and I doubt he was plucked out of a cabbage patch.) And it ended⦠badly.Ā
As a result, I could see him being really conflicted due to his grief and the fact that heās now single for the first time in decades. And, well. Santris is the only guy who really seems to stop and have any in depth conversations with him who isnāt a coworker or a patient. (Also, heās kinda pretty. And Grenner finds that he canāt really stop looking at his eyes? Thatās. Weird. Hm.) This leads into mental conflict between āItās fine! Plenty of people figure this out at your age, and letās be honest, there WERE some signs for it back when you were in college.ā and āThis isnāt anything, youāre still heavily grieving and you have a monster living in the back of your head and youāre heavily projecting onto the one person that actually treats you like a person. Get ahold of yourself.ā Which one is it? Well, thatās what storytelling is for, you figure it out. But I could easily imagine himself just sitting there and psychoanalyzing himself endlessly to try and keep the issue at arms length, treating himself like a patient to avoid having to confront the emotional reality of his grief, guilt, and weird crush.
Not sure how Santris would feel about all of this because who even knows what that guy thinks, but Iām pretty sure he would definitely notice. And maybe milk it just a little bit so he doesnāt have to stretch and grab things on tall shelves anymore. Or pull out his own chair. Or make his own coffee. Itās a nice change of pace.
Is this piling too much on poor Grenner when heās already such a guilt driven person? Yeah, probably. But what is fiction but a chance to torment fictional people with weird crises about their sexuality.
10. The old Wights? Are probably a lot of things? Iām not necessarily referring to the old Wights weāve seen already, just the culture and atmosphere for the old clan in general. I definitely noticed how the old Wights and Adigards definitely donāt have the same culture as the new ones. Thereās no need to prove themselves to be great- they ARE the greatness that the modern Wights are trying to live up to. So thereās not as much of an issue with trying to āfit inā. Theyāre the ones setting the standard to start with. Not to mention the old Wights are so far modified from their original human bodies already, does it really matter what they identify as after a certain point? That guy has 50 arms with flesh ripping claws and youāre saying heās not a guy because thereās also a set of boobs involved? How do you know he didnāt put those on himself anyway? Letās be honest, most people are going to refer to you as āOH GOD, WHY WONāT IT DIE!ā anyway. Might as well call yourself whatever you want.
Thereās also at least a little bit of historical support to this as well. The old Wights are vikings, or at least rather viking-inspired. In comparison to a lot of peoples that were living at the same time, vikings were surprisingly chill? Itās pretty well known that viking women could own property and demand divorces, etc. Whoās to say the Adigard family couldnāt take that an extra step further?Ā
And then thereās the characters I WOULDNāT make a particular thing, whether it REALLY doesnāt make sense for them story-wise, or would just be stumbling into a bad stereotype for a particular group. I donāt think itās impossible, but youād definitely need to have more members OF that group in the story to make it clear that thatās just what that particular CHARACTER is like, and not an assumption of what that group of PEOPLE is like.
1. It could look bad if Sally was a transwoman. Donāt get me wrong- I love Sally a LOT. Like, SO much. Her personality is so much fun and I just love big, kinda dumb brawler characters. She has interesting twists to her personality (like how she loves being strong and having cool powers but is also aware that she didnāt use to be quite this aggressive and violent and finds it difficult to know where the line is and know when to stop.) and makes an excellent foil to the characters that have a tendency to ramble on. But⦠letās be honest, having the explicitly beefy, aggressive female character be the only transgender woman would be a really bad look. Trans women are very frequently under a large amount of scrutiny for how they present themselves, and overly muscled and aggressive individuals are one of the negative stereotypes for that group. Does that mean I think Sally is a bad character? No, absolutely not! Iām aware she has depth, and for a cisgender woman I think her power set is a breath of fresh air. God knows Iād love to have the ability to throw someone across a city block when a guyās been following me for a little too long when Iām walking home at 2 am. But I do think that, in the absence of other trans women, making her transgender would be choice made in poor taste as it hews too close to stereotypes that have been made to insult and belittle these women.
2. Max and Arthur as⦠well, anything. This is in regards to the preboot setting. We have known Arthur for literally one page in the reboot and heās already clearly pretty different from the old version of him so Iām withholding all judgement there. Still, this oneās a little harder to explain.Ā
Donāt get me wrong, I love the idea of a young Maxwell feeling absolutely nothing for all of the girls dragged in front of him as potential suitors and eventually picking one for no reason other than āDad liked herā. Max assuming its normal to feel this way because being asexual isnāt an option when itās your literal job to carry on the family bloodline. I like the idea of Arthur waking up from an accidental nap in front of the TV to find that itās moved on to some sort of documentary about trans women and how relieved they felt to be able to reflect on the outside how they felt on the inside and sits there watching it blithely for a little bit too long before he identifies that feeling in his chest as something close to pain and scrambles for the remote a little too fast while grumbling something about kids these days ruining their bodies for shits and giggles. (Hey remember how I mentioned that those skull motifs are usually only worn by girls? I say usually because Arthur is the only dude who wears them. Funny, that.)
It could definitely be interesting to interpret them as something else, but⦠I think it would have to be in an AU or timeline just to the left where theyāre. Mmmmore tolerable as people. Look letās be honest, in the original Suppression timeline, Max and Arthur are some of the biggest⦠well, evil people we see. The younger Wights have their sympathetic traits (or are just hilariously outmatched such that they arenāt really a threat. Sorry Jericho.). Grenner wasnāt even trying to be a villain. Kolt is creepy as hell and I try to forget he exists. William⦠isnāt really traditionally sapient, itās hard to hate an evil Siri. We donāt know much about Santris, and we were really only getting started on Maggie and Bartleby. But Max and Arthur kill innocent people, kill their kids, kill each other because theyāre canonically selfish, miserable people. If you wanted to redeem either, theyād have to be⦠well, not those people. So like I said, youād need a different version of canon.
This is because, well. While Iām sure there are evil people that are⦠letās pick one and say gay. 1. Gay-coding villains is a well known negative stereotype. And 2. Saying that people who are against LGBT rights in real life are totally just repressed gay people is both harmful and⦠idk, annoying. For point one, thereās plenty of villains where theyāre presented with traits associated with LGBT individuals. Think how Ursula in The Little Mermaid was based on a drag queen, Scar in The Lion King is a sort of effeminate gay stereotype, Raoul Silva in Skyfall and his⦠weird homoeroticism. Donāt ask me why those were the first three examples that came to mind. In and of itself, this isnāt necessarily a bad thing. Everyone loves Disney villains, theyāre the most fun characters! But in settings where theyāre the ONLY characters that are LGBT, it suddenly creates the stereotype that⦠all LGBT people are inherently evil, deviant, or corrupt in some way. Which is a nasty thing to say. For a lot of the other villains, it could be fun! But these two are just so unavoidably (if amusingly) awful that it feels⦠weird to pin this stuff on them.
Which leads me into the second point. Itās fun to poke fun at say⦠a pastor saying all gay people are going to hell by going āMan, he has sure been talking about gay guys and their gay sex for a really long time huh? Makes you wonder, huh?ā Because unfortunately at the end of the day⦠statistically, they arenāt. They just want to hurt those people (or āhelpā them in their own minds but again, letās be real here.) And even if they ARE, theyāre doing so much damage that itās hard to feel sorry for them. It feels similar to my own experiences where Iād be bullied by a guy at school and the adults around me would be like āOh donāt worry, he just has a crush on you!ā Great! Awesome! That helps me out a LOT and makes me feel so much better. Really unrips up the homework he stole from me. Thatās definitely a behavior we should be encouraging in guys too. Just fantastic. Yeah, I donāt think that mindset really helps anyone, and frankly feels like it would be a shallow addition to these guys.
And letās be honest, with these two it feels like part of the fun that theyāre so irredeemably awful because when they lose it feels just that much better. It was so, SO funny watching Max get squished by a demon falling several stories, or watching Sally deck Arthur in the face and Arrie blind him temporarily. It was fitting watching Arthur drink Maxās phylactery, wrapping up both of their character arcs as selfish people who inevitably only had each other but couldnāt even trust each other- and shouldnāt have. And then Sin Arthur got thrown around like a ragdoll by King Law like five minutes later. It was GREAT. If it turns out that deep down they felt differently but didnāt feel like they could say or do anything about it, it would make them more sympathetic and thus make me feel⦠well, worse about watching them get beat down on. Which would inevitably make those moments I mentioned fall a little flat.Ā
So, uhm. Yeah. I think thatās everything? Just about everything? Holy crap, I was NOT expecting to write this much. Maybe a few notes for each character, but nothing huge. And it did get huge, thatās. Thatās a LOT of words. Iād apologize, but Iām not THAT sorry about it- it was really nice to get the opportunity to put to words some of the feelings Iāve been having on this stuff for a while.
March 31st was, as my tumblr dash informed me, International Trans Day of Visibility! Which got me thinking about my LGBT headcanons and whatnot, and⦠as it turns out, if you reread the preboot continuity, itās REALLY easy to read Iggy as being a transgender guy. Hi, Iggy! My reasoning and discussion of the topic is under the cut:
To preface: this stuff is all fun headcanons, I realize itās not the truth nor do I expect it to be. Itās a fun lil AU if anything. That being said⦠a LOT of Iggyās characterization and description parallels a lot of (as far as Iāve learned and talked about with other people) common trans experiences, and if it had been revealed that his old alliterative name was a feminine one instead of a masculine one, it would have been less a sudden plot twist and more āOh, that makes PERFECT sense. Fuckinā duh, how did I not figure that out until just now.ā
Like⦠thereās the fact that he is incredibly stubborn about giving any clues about his identity prior to Ebon Creek going to shit, coming up with a new name the second he had a clean slate to work with. And he takes it very seriously, brushing off any comments about it being a fake name and doggedly refuses to tell people more about his more distant past, focusing on the present. Could be read as just being dedicated to covering up his past, or... With this interpretation, he could be trying to keep people from learning his dead name and old stuff about him that heād really like to keep in the past now that he has nothing stopping him from living his best life. Except for the um, demons and zombies and shit, but thatās a side issue.
This stubbornness extends especially into interactions with Bael as well, how he refuses any of the power boosting body puppeting except for in the case of very brief emergencies. After all, if Bael stayed in there for longer than 5 seconds, he could probably dig through his memories enough to figure things out⦠and while Iād like to believe that Bael wouldnāt be an ass about Iggy being trans SPECIFICALLY (because I would like him a lot less for that) he is a massive asshole in general who definitely wouldnāt turn down a vulnerable spot to jab at or a secret to hold over his head.Ā
And then (and this is a smaller issue to be sure), thereās the outfits. A lot of trans people tend to wear clothing that shapes or conceals their bodies to avoid getting misgendered. The dysphoria hoodie phenomenon is real⦠or in this case, the dysphoria massive fluffy coat and baggy camo cargo pants. Body shape? What body shape? All I see is fur and fabric. Of course, this is my weakest point, considering that he wore a plain tank top for a lot of the story (and this hardly applies to every trans person) but hey, maybe he just had a really comfy binder. You donāt know. I HAVE BEEN INFORMED. That a lot of binders can look like tank tops. Like this! The theory is BACK ON, baby. In addition- that haircut is definitely indicative of āI tried to cut my hair myself and it didnāt turn out GREAT, but at least itās short now.ā
Of course, thereās some parts that donāt actively hint at a trans narrative, but there is at least one plot point that it would help prop up and make stronger. Specifically⦠how did Dr.Grenner not know Iggy was alive and try to find him sooner? It was clear that they knew there were at least a few survivors that Kolt was actively keeping tabs on. (Or trying to.) Could we really expect them to have ZERO photos or at least descriptions of the main survivors of Ebon Creek, despite the murder robots running around? Or⦠does it make more sense that he would be keeping an eye out for a description of a particular young lady, and thus losing hope when all he got back was descriptions of Cerene and Sally?
Overall this is a bunch of little clues that are nothing in particular when taken separately, but when combined, coincidentally add up to it looking like Iggy is trans. The only piece missing to make this a perfect trans narrative is⦠well, the trans part. That scene with Dr.Grenner could have been two plot twists in one with only slight tweaks to the dialogue, but alas! Iggy is only transgender in my heart. Which is a weird sentence out of context. But hey, happy TDOV.
And with this update I get to update my bingo card! We got a freaking MOM in here, yāall!
Part one of a four part series on... well, fan characters of mine. Like the theoretical animals I posted a while back though, these are all characters and things that COULD theoretically exist (in the reboot canon, btw), if juuuuust off screen.
The first being: The Night Owl
AKA Magic D.B. Cooper
More under the cut.
Itās well known that Sentor banks are impregnable, especially the central vault. Between the state of the art magical locks, the leystone heavy building construction, and the dragons strewn about, wandering into Thalānasiaās banks with anything but the most up to date credentials is usually a very easy way to get yourself killed. Indeed, thereās never been a record of a successful robbery of one... except that one time. An extreme fluke, as agreed upon by pretty much everyone in Thalānasia.
Years ago, at 3:32 AM on a Friday in the spring, every security monitor in the entirety of the central bank shut off at once. 15 minutes later, they came back on again and the equivalent of 20 million USD was found missing from the vault. It was as if the money just vanished, with only two pieces of evidence to show for it. The first, a dull, primitive knife, and the second, a single photograph of the perpetrator- an individual now known only as āThe Night Owlā. Because of their outfit, The Night Owlās gender, species, and race is completely unknown, (with bright and weight only having vague estimations) and the symbol seen on their briefcase had not been recorded anywhere else prior to the robbery. The lack of evidence has left dozens of questions about the event unanswered. How did they access the vault to start with? Why target the most secure bank in the country? How did they manage to relocate the massive amounts of money that was later found missing?
In addition to the photo, the only other piece of evidence- one of the knives that can be seen floating around The Owl- was found left in the center of the vault where hundreds of thousands of coins had been sitting less than half an hour prior. When recovered, it became immediately clear that the knife was one of the most advanced spell decryption and breaking devices ever developed, able to cause a sealed safeās spells to unravel and break open with a mere tap, without the use of leystone. The spell behind it must have been incredibly complex, but the knife itself has no inscribed runes, implying a long distance enchantment, with the knifeās magical effects being projected from a distant inscribed object. All attempts to trace this connection were blocked however, and after three hours the knife ceased to function, the line apparently cut. The knife itself is a roughly hewn block of steel- no handle, a dull edge, and poor balance, useable only for its original purpose as a spell antennae and nothing more. Despite its plainness however, this āowl featherā has taken its place in the public consciousness as a tantalizing clue for the case, and every year someone always seems to come up with some sort of idea on how it can be traced back to The Night Owl. To date, none of these ideas have worked.
It would appear that whoever The Night Owl is, theyāre biding their time. None of the coins stolen have been passed into regular circulation, despite the bounty for recovering just one coin with one of the known stolen serial numbers on it. The rumor mill now speaks of The Nest- the theoretical hiding spot of the ill-gained money, hidden until The Owl sees fit to spend it. Needless to say, anyone who could take it for themselves would be set for life.
Over time the case has become increasingly difficult to solve. The unique nature of the robbery has caused dozens of copycats to appear, who claim to be The Night Owl, use their symbol, and attempt their own daring acts of thievery (which usually fail, with potentially lethal consequences). The result of this is the generation of dozens of false leads and dead ends, leaving the true identity of the thief obscured- perhaps forever.
All that is known is that The Night Owl knew what they were doing. Their appearance was loose and casual, their tools highly specialized, and the event took place over a very short time frame. This person is no doubt one of the worldās best thieves- and the best thieves are never caught.
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Been a bit, hasnāt it? Well, have a... have...
............Enjoy! Heās your problem now!
Suppression: The Card Game ~Or~ Letās See How Many Trading Card Games I Can Mash Into One Clusterfuck The Cards: Card Anatomy (Not a real card, just an example) āUpper Circle indicates the class. ā Image of the character ā Circles indicating Health, Defense, Movement, and Climb ā All of ...
Behold: The weirdest piece of fanart Iāve done yet. Spawned by my thought ofĀ āman, this comic has enough characters that you could make a TCG out of itā. And then I did, and finished just in time for the one year anniversary!
Overall, this project is pretty rough, but IS playable using a site like roll20 and a random name picker. (Ideally Iād love to make a physical version someday but thatās a ways out). It is also not playtested at ALL. Are some of these abilities and stat sets COMPLETELY broken? Probably! I was just writing what sounded good! Furthermore, not all characters are in there- I cut a few for a few reasons. First of all, I couldnāt really come up with a moveset for because they never really engaged in combat or gave any clues as to their abilities in canon. (Roni, for example). Also, theĀ āmagesā category had a LOT more characters in it than the others, so I dropped some of them.
Thatās not to say that this is all thereāll ever be though! Iād love to createĀ āexpansion packsā of characters from the reboot (yeah this is the preboot timeline too, sorry. Reboot doesnāt have a ton of characters yet.) and characters I missed the first time around. But thatāll have to wait until Iāve playtested and refined this current set.
So happy new year, and happy anniversary! Have a weird card game!
A two for one this time! Normally I wouldnāt do two at a time like this, but my species selections for these two are thematically related (both bears), so it felt necessary. Design notes under the cut!
-I donāt quiiite headcanon either of their body shapes looking like this. I try to blend the animal and human anatomy with these designs, and bears are just sort of... lumpy, shapeless animals. Sorry, bears.
-Max definitely gave me more trouble to draw. ;n; I didnāt mean for him to look so stiff when I try to add a sense of dynamism in these drawings, but... well, heās a very stiff, formal sort of person, and I didnāt want to draw him out of character either. Oh well, I suppose?
-I noted at the start of this series of drawings that familial relationships werenāt going to define what species they were, (such as Samantha and Jericho not even being mammals while their dad is a panda.) but considering how these two are foils to each other narratively and are rarely seen apart, I thought making them two species that are similar in appearance and genetics but very different in personality and public perception/symbolism was fun and fitting.
-The onlyĀ āruleā I have so far is that all the Wights are carnivorous species of animals because Symbolism... with the exception of Arthur for the irony. Iām sure heās only a little bit bitter about it.
-I think Max was like, the second character I wrote a species down for in this series. He gives a very strong polar bear vibe, idk.
-Arthur was originally going to be a sun bear (which are. uh. theyāre very. just google them. they certainly ARE.), but pandas felt more thematically appropriate. I also like how the black eye markings function both as eye bags and eyebrows.
-Sin Arthur (Arthwell? Maxthur? idk man)... ehnnn I thought about drawing him, but the lack of decent references and the fact that Max gave me enough trouble made me decide not to. P much heād look a lot like Arthur but with sharper teeth+claws, washed out looking markings, and of course the altered hair style and outfit.
-As for whatās next... Iāll PROBABLY do Sigvaldi and King Law, but unfortunately most of the old Wights donāt have good enough visuals for me to do proper justice.
I noticed that after a long while of drawing these characters, my art style has been getting increasingly cartoony... so I decided to just lean into it and make some straight animation references. Iāve been wanting to practice more animation other than walk cycles for a while anyway- why not practice with these guys?
...Also I do believe this marks the first time Iāve drawn reboot Sam and the second Iāve drawn reboot Arrie. Huh. I really should get around to drawing them more often.
Boy howdy, these pics just keep getting bigger, huh? Though thatās mostly because of the pic of Alaster and Merry as kids. What can I say, Iām having fun. :3
Next one! Jerichoās design is fun to look at but oh man, is it hell to draw. I think I figured it out well enough, though. Funnily enough, he was the first character that I actually decided on an animal form for- komodo dragons fit way, way too well with his fighting style and general personality. (A lot of other characters donāt have quite as perfect a fit- Iām still trying to decide for a lot of them!) Itās a shame his outfit is so baggy though- I was pretty proud of the undersketch!
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Something about Alasterās reaction to being called a cop in this update felt... familiar, in a way.Ā
(Also yeah I have no clue what Alaster looks like from the waist down rn. Lets hope itās something similar to this.)
My laptop broke and I had to send it in for repairs, which means I canāt work on my current project until I get it back...
which means, of course, Iām going to be drawing a ton of art on my old laptop until itās fixed.
Have a sloppy Narron.
My handās feeling a little better and these are (relatively) quick and easy to do, so I churned out another one of these. :3 Iām not sure if reboot Sam would be the same species to be honest; sheās a lot more...Ā āhopefulā isnāt quite the right word, but certainly more energetic. Preboot Samās ennui, though? Definitely a Greenland Shark.Ā