illusionist 333

☽ ◯ ☾ 28yrs\\Satanist🖤✨🎗PTSD, SCHIZOPHRENIA/BIPOLER, ADHD, GENERALIZED ANXIETY 🎗☽ ◯ ☾ BPD, OCD

[loveletters2myself]

touching grass isn’t enough i need to open a portal

[gremmin]

[gremmin]

The pain and the loose and another

What would it take for things to be quiet, quiet like the snow.. I could be better, I don’t think I deserve selfishness find your way into my heart, all stars could be brighter all hearts could be warmer.

-the devil wears Prada, ((louder than thunder)

Dec 19 2025

[vile-lithium3]

[gremmin]

[gremmin]

🥱 ER day

May 10 2025 - fuck you too Valium lol

[gremmin]

No Bench, only tile blocks lol

[veryluckyclovers]

💔

[gremmin]

Iv been feeling alright this week (5 days now) I hope this doesn’t end quickly,,

May 12 2025

[veryluckyclovers]

[gremmin]

Even though I talk a lot of shit about my man I truly love him in my heart. I love the way he waves to me when he leaves 💖

May 10 2025

[fayriequeene]

[gremmin]

Plant these for me everywhere possibly, forget me nots.

[free-my-mindd]

-Anaïs Nin, 1939

[peef]

-Sam Jumex, 2023

[gremmin]

I need the drum set

[catcrumb]

[catcrumb]

[gremmin]

😣

[gremmin]

I know I won’t be remembered for my happiness I once had.

Iv been going through this weird feeling since I was 4 years old. I’m almost 28, I hurt, too much most days that I don’t know how much longer I have here. Why wouldn’t the government want to help those mentally disabled knowing they will likely kill themselves ,?

I wasted my life away listening to these voices and being stuck in life. Iv tried everything but I’m nothing anyone wanted or was pleased with. This song hits very deep, so does the whole album. Speaks for me that I cannot.

[gremmin]

Misusing trazadone could be bad? I take 5 a day. (50mg each)