Greyangel

[empathyangel]

liquid oxy and percs

[empathyangel]

i think tonight turned out better than i expected, best night in weeks TBH

[grey-nymph]

Going to jail and having two charges now is just making my depression so so much worse… I just feel completely helpless again. I was about to start working back at my job but I found out my FMLA ended so there’s a possibility I’ll have to reapply, which means my background check would show I have two possession charges. That just won’t be acceptable with a nursing job. The fact that I have to go to court WITH my dealer is fucking me up too. All I want is for them to mandate me to rehab in order to get my charges dropped. I just hope to god that they’ll get dropped since this is my first offense ever. If these charges stay on my record my whole career future is fucked.

[grey-nymph]

lol bitch now you have 7 charges 🤷🏻‍♀️😂😩

[grey-nymph]

[grey-nymph]

pretty sure this is the strongest I’ve ever had

[grey-nymph]

I miss this so much fuck

[grey-nymph]

Xanax bars, oxy 30s, and uncut heroin

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[grey-nymph]

Vivitrol just doesn’t work for me. It doesn’t stop me from thinking about dope or prevent cravings. All I want is dope. I miss it so fucking much it’s ridiculous. Vivitrol isn’t helping me at all. Like I can’t do dope so I just keep doing crack and crack turns me into a person I fucking hate. I’ve come to the conclusion that when my vivitrol wears off I’m gonna relapse on dope so I can get on suboxone in my program. I feel like it’s my only option to maintain myself and a normal life and at least attempt recovery for once. I don’t know how to live without a substance and that’s just that.