anxious heart

Play me your music and sing me your life. Grey. {Penelope 'Penny' Grey} 18 years old anxious & sad "This is poetry in motion."

[greyissad]

Fuck this place.

I want to get the fuck out of here and go to a real fucking party with real fucking music and good fucking drugs.

Fucking sick of this bullshit, now.

[jolenewantstobeperfect]

Finally-

[jolenewantstobeperfect]

I’m Jolene-

[greyissad]

How long have you been here?

[juliet-tiller]

h-haunting sounds creepy t-to me.. Can I t-try?

[greyissad]

Sure. You have to suck some into your mouth and then inhale a bit of it and then exhale, okay?

Don't inhale too much or you'll start coughing 'cause you're not used to it.

[katyisdeath-blog]

Oh I love this song-

[katyisdeath-blog]

YES I LOVE THAT SONG

Oh wait that’s an other song.

[greyissad]

HAHAHAHAHA I'll go with it!

OF GLORY!

[greyissad]

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Castle Walls || T.I. feat. Christina Aguilera

"Everyone thinks that I have it all, But it's so empty living behind these castle walls, these castle walls. If I should tumble, if I should fall, Would anyone hear me screaming behind these castle walls, these castle walls? There's no one here at all, behind these castle walls."

[greyissad]

08/01/2014

New Year, same me.

I'm still in the same place with you, still not moving forward, still not moving on. I'm stuck here, and when you tell me how you feel the same about someone else I want to scream, "I FEEL IT TOO, HELP ME TOO", but I can't.

I won't ever be able to. You will never be able to help me.

I am in this alone, and I am sick and exhausted. When you tell me how hard it is and how you're struggling, I want to scream, "IT'S ONLY BEEN 3 DAYS, I'VE BEEN IN THIS ROOM ALONE FOR 3 YEARS. YOU'VE ONLY JUST KNOCKED ON THE DOOR."

But I won't ever do that. So you will never know.

[greyissad]

I didn't know this was being taken, but I remember this moment exactly.

I'm sick of feeling so fucking lonely.

[katyisdeath-blog]

Oh I love this song-

[katyisdeath-blog]

[greyissad]

TURN AROUND, BRIGHT EYES.

[jolenewantstobeperfect]

Finally-

[jolenewantstobeperfect]

Uhm- they just didn’t want me to go online. For several reasons.

I could look up things and just-.. They didn’t think it was safe.

[greyissad]

Okay. Well, at least you made it here, now!

I'm Grey by the way - I'm not sure if we've met or not.

[greyissad]

Bored and bored.

[ian-nichols-blog]

You willing to share now?

[greyissad]

Open your mouth.

[katyisdeath-blog]

Oh I love this song-

[greyissad]

*sings "AND I NEED YOU NOW TONIGHT!"*

[juliet-tiller]

Beautiful.. -Juliet frowned and looked at Penny- I-I don’t think I u-understand..

[greyissad]

I just think smoke slowly leaving you is hauntingly beautiful. And I like being haunting.

[jolenewantstobeperfect]

Finally-

I could go on the computer for a half hour after all those months ! Yay..

[greyissad]

Welcome back to civilisation.

What happened?

[promise-me-angelica]

-Playing music very loudly in the rec room-

[promise-me-angelica]

-Angel stops singing and just dances around-

[greyissad]

*mimes "OH, OH!"*

*sings "TROUBLE, TROUBLE, TROUBLE"*

[greyissad]

Happy New Year, I guess.

This was my 2013.

Why did it have to end up in here?

[greyissad]

Bored and bored.

[ian-nichols-blog]

Trust me after things I have seen nothing scares me.

And you would be a girl to my liking.

[greyissad]

We'll see.

Come on then, sit on down and get some stuff in your veins. Make your heart work for it.

[greyissad]

This photo was taken after the last time I felt happy; the last time I was outside this place.