Glitter in my hemoglobin..somewhere..

Kat. 29.RN.Libra. Cali.Traveler.Adventurous.Runner.Traveler.Hiker.Travler.Observer.Traveler

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“I promise you nothing is as chaotic as it seems. Nothing is worth your health. Nothing is worth poisoning yourself into stress, anxiety and fear.”

— Steve Maraboli

[kat-milk-blog1]

anything you love requires patience

[modering]

[subcognition]

“we only have ourselves to go on, and it’s enough…”

— Charles Bukowski, from “working it out” You Get So Alone at Times That It Just Makes Sense  (via stoicremains)

[tannerseablom]

[greyskymourningzz]

i hurt. you hurt me. you put everyone else before me even though i made you my #1. you’ve always put everyone before me but i always let it slide. you told me i was being insecure??! you know i notice how you were being different right? taking longer to get ready for work. HOURS to get ready. wtf i would drop you to work, you’d kiss me and tell me you loved me and run off to someone at fucking work? You were happy to go to work to see someone else. Why didn’t you fucking tell me? you could have told me you were interested in someone else instead of making me look like a fucking fool! I texted you today after a week of not talking. You said “what the fuck u want me to tell you? that i didnt wanna hurt your feelings? that im confused? that i still love you and i just dont know what im doing? wth “ and you said “of course i still want you” but we shouldn’t be together.

we shouldn’t be together ? wtf does that even mean dude.

Man fuck you. fuck you fuck you fuck you. All you cares about from the beginning is attention from other people. fuck you fuck you fuck you. You always want to take the easy way out and not want to learn how to fix something. always just say it’s over and don’t know how to fucking fix anything. Fuck you. don’t think i don’t know you. i know you want to be in this but your ass just feels bad for everything you fucking did. I fucking hate you. i fucking hate you i fucking hate you. fuck you for never caring enough fuck you for putting everyone first. fuck you for even coming into my life. i hate you i fucking hate you i hate you! i told you if you like someone else i couldn’t compete with them, you think i don’t know that feeling of excitement when it comes to someone new? but in the end you’ll regret it bc they ain’t shit compared to me. and you got some nerve telling me she’s a bitch. fool she friend zoned you and that’s why you couldn’t even get with her . if she wanted you you would have been stopped talking to me. then you go and hang out with a guy who you knkw was disrespectful to me. and idk it just shows you really don’t give a fuck about me. you don’t think i think i deserve better of course i do , but what the fuck why do i want you in the end . i fucking hate you. i fucking hate you just like every girl you dated hates you. i stick around because i know you. i know how you are. i hope that i can reach you. but it makes me really think.. like look at everything about this relationship. you don’t even give a fuck besides the fact that you love me and want to be with me.

fuck you

[latenights]

“I left because you never asked me to stay”

[latenights]

You are worth more than second thoughts and maybes.

[latenights]

Some day it’s painful to wait for someone. Some day it’s also painful to forget someone. But the worst pain comes when you don’t now whether to wait or just forget.

[latenights]

One day you’ll be everything to the right someone.

[thelovejournals]

“There may be more beautiful times, but this one is ours.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre

[greyskymourningzz]

was*

[thelovejournals]

“Calm down, heart. Please.”

— Colleen Hoover, Maybe Someday

[thelovejournals]

“I miss everything. I miss talking to her, hearing about her day. I miss her voice all gravelly and smoky, I miss hearing her laugh, I miss getting her letters, writing her letters. I miss her eyes, and the smell of her hair, and the way her breath tasted. I f*cking miss everything. I miss knowing she was around, because it helped me to know that she was around, someone like her existed. I guess most of all, I miss knowing I would see her again. I always thought I’d see her again”

— James Frey, My Friend Leonard

[mostlyfiction]

“I wish we could start over. Like nothing had ever happened before today. No memories of insults, heartache or misplaced trust. Imagine if we could redo everything. Imagine if we could go back to the start and introduce ourselves with hands clean of mistakes and no recollection of what it was that broke us. If only we could start over - then maybe we’d be stronger than ever before.”

— “Sometimes if only is just that,” - Colleen Brown

[abdulelah]

Riyadh | 0:00 🌠

[greyskymourningzz]

please?

[abdulelah]

[greyskymourningzz]

please.

[greyskymourningzz]

you can’t find me in someone else.