[griefkill]

independent & private blog for elena gilbert from the vampire diaries . written by luna . she/her . 26 . heavily headcanon based with canon influence . no longer affiliated with the TVD rpc . a study in vampirism , a grieving girl , & being on the brink of losing one's humanity . minors & personals dni . dead dove: do not eat. (violence, gore, etc.) #griefkill .

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[griefkill]

feeling... icky. might take the night off of doing much, might rot in photopea. will be on discord for now or gaming!

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[msg from Silas]: mom can we have a wolverine frog ∟attachment_3855769.jpg

[msg]: pls pls pls pls

[ text ] that's certainly a title i didn't expect . [ text ] hm . . . are they poisonous ? [ text ] not that it'd really bother me . [ text ] i can't tell you what pets you can and cannot have , just don't plan on leaving it for me to find in my bed or something , yes ?

@stoppedheart

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1:42am [TXT] : eleeeeeena [TXT] : im outttsid [TXT] : is cold 1:46am [TXT]: cn we cudle?

(Jill's very drunk, also hi!)

[ text ] did you drink the entire bar dry ? [ text ] we can cuddle after you've had at least a bottle of water . [ text ] come in , it's unlocked .

[griefkill]

i also realized lena’s birthday is at the end of the month… i’m p sure i’ve missed it for a multitude of years so… we shall rectify that!

[nixscriptum]

[griefkill]

here are two photos of elena that have a chokehold on me right now. for those nights where you get the vampire a little too intoxicated she’s craving mcdonald’s.

[theone1n]

[rpcarticulation]

PSA: YOU'RE NOT BEING IGNORED.

A major part of the tumblr rp experience is refreshing the dash and see your mutual roleplaying with someone else. Or maybe they're answering asks, reblogging musing posts, making an OOC post here and there. However, there will be times where you are waiting on a plot, an ask, or a roleplay to be responded to and you see your partner interacting or engaging more with other people.

Again, the mind is a cruel thing. Inadequacy, jealousy, general anxieties stem up sometimes, it's part of being human. But what's important is how you act on these emotions. Please remind yourself that sometimes, things take time. Not all plots go somewhere. Sometimes, someone may not be feeling their muse for that rp. Maybe they just got really busy. Thousands of reasons, but none of them have anything to do with how much they like you as a person.

And that's okay. This isn't homework-- People should be allowed to pin down what they want to write and write it as they please. If you really want specific interactions, you can always send ic / anonymous asks to muses. You can make your own starter calls. Please don't put all of your eggs into one basket, as you will come to resent the people who don't immediately refill it. Don't be a goob, you have people who enjoy you AND your writing.

[mournfulroses]

Simone de Beauvoir, from a letter to Nelson Algren, featured in "A Transatlantic Love Affair,"

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[  TXT  ]  :  i  need  you  to  lie  for  me.

hit my line / accepting

[ text ] okay . . . [ text ] not sure if i'm necessarily the best candidate , but i'll do it . [ text ] what's going on ?

[griefkill]

my brain is not functioning for writing here right now. i'm gonna be on discord for anyone who feels like yapping or smth over there!

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[ TXT ] :   i know it's 3am but i need to hear your voice.

hit my line / accepting

[ text ] chris , i don't sleep when you're not home anymore . [ text ] one second .

she rolls over in her bed into a more comfortable position , blankets pulled snugly around her small frame . she presses the call button , eagerly anticipating hearing him on the other side of the line . it only takes one ring for him to pick up , and she lets out a sigh of relief she hadn't realized she'd been holding in . ❛ i miss you . ❜ the words come out instantly . she knew he contacted her as much as he could while he was away for work , but it had been over a week , which was longer than normal for not even a text . ❛ is . . . everything okay ? ❜

[recordmemes]

༘⋆｡ fill me up.

some very, VERY nsfw starters focusing on ... breeding kinks! warnings: pregnancy talk, breeding talk.

i'm gonna knock you up.

fuck your cum back in me.

i want to feel you dripping out of me.

pin me down and pump me full of you.

fill me up again and again and again...

i can't wait to see your belly swell.

mount me, take me, i'm yours.

i'm going to fill you with load after load...

give me your seed.

i need your thick cock twitching in me.

i'm going to hold you down while you take it.

you look so good filled with my cum.

you're never going to feel empty again.

stay inside me, don't let anything drip out...

put your legs up, i want it to take.

please, please, i need to cum in you.

you're filling me up so good...

be a good [ boy / girl ] and cum in me.

i forgot a condom... guess it's a sign.

i'm going to milk you dry.

i need to cum in you.

i can't wait to see your tits get heavy...

i want to see my cum leaking out of your cunt.

if you don't cum inside of me right now, i'm going to cry.

everyone's going to know you're mine.

i'm going to cum in you whether you like it or not.

please cum in me, please, please don't pull out.

are you gonna let me get you pregnant?

gonna hold you down until it takes.

i'm going to ride you until you paint my pussy white.

you can cum. if you let me cum in you first.

i forgot my birth control.

hold me down by my hips and make me yours.

i can feel you against my womb...

you're getting every drop of me.

if you don't get pregnant, guess we'll have to do it again...

i don't actually want to get pregnant!

be a good [ boy / girl ] and let me cum in you.

are you gonna fill me up, or was that all talk?

please, i need it! fill me up!

i don't wanna feel empty anymore.

i wanna feel you twitching in me while you fill me up...

hold me down and breed me.

i'm gonna shove my cock so deep in you you'll feel it in your womb.

fuck, let me out, i'm gonna cum.

take it, fucking take it.

don't pull out until i'm overflowing with you.

i can't hold anymore in me...

i want you to ride me so i can picture your belly swelling while i cum in you.

how many times are you going to cum in me?

please let me cum in you [ mommy / daddy ], i need it, please.

you're so good at taking my cum.

i wanna put a baby in you.

shut up. i'm gonna cum.

bend me over the nearest surface and leave my thighs dripping.

are you pushing your cum back inside?

not cumming until you're cumming with me.

[griefkill]

𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐏𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐀 𝐆𝐈𝐋𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐓'𝐒 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐘: 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄

dear diary, sometimes, i truly wonder if it would’ve been better if i had died that day. i’d be at peace, certainly. i would still have been a naive girl who didn’t know the horrors of everything her father was doing, i wouldn’t have to live with being what most would so quickly assume to be a dangerous monster. i wouldn’t have to carry the weight of being my father’s daughter. his perfect subject and catalyst for every awful thing he created. i could be still and unmoving, six feet deep with no one to disturb my rest. i know i can’t change it, that i never had a say to begin with, but life is cruel and unforgiving in that way. i can only hope that one day, i’ll be granted the chance to learn how to live again, not just survive, but it always seems so out of reach. as though as a punishment, i will never stop living in my father's shadow, paying for all of his sins and desperately trying to keep a target off my back. i know that i'm no saint, but when will someone realize that i didn't choose this life? will there ever be a single person who cares enough to listen ever again? would it even be worth it, to let someone in again, only to have them ripped away from me? it seems i come with a never ending cycle of grief, loss, and death for anyone who gets too close. perhaps it's what i deserve.

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[ TXT ] :   what if i said i'm outside?

hit my line / accepting

[ text ] well , don't just stand there and wait . [ text ] took care of the pinpad via my phone . [ text ] please , come in . you know the way to my room .

[griefkill]

putting this out there: i’m doing some cleanup next week while i’m on pto. been feeling real icky if i’m being honest but desperately have been trying to keep things positive on the dash and i don’t have it in me to move accounts.