𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐲𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥

𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐀 𝐆𝐈𝐅𝐓

[griefknown]

new blog is up. gonna start slowly following people over there!

[griefknown]

life update.

within the past two weeks, i lost two significant people in my life. one of those people was my aunt. i attended both funerals back to back yesterday. needless to say, i am very much not okay. it seems like whenever i try to make an effort to come back here or better myself, life comes to kick me right back to the ground. i’ve been writing mainly on discord or gaming, to do my hobbies in a more casual environment. so, if anyone out there has some grace for my fragile mental health state and would like to write or play some games together or just chat, like this and i can send you my discord.

[griefknown]

just a brief little update on life for those of you out there who have wondered where i’ve been (if there is anyone).

i am not okay. i have been dealing with a lot of things and the second one wave passes, another seems to crash into me. my hours at work have been cut so severely that i don’t really know how i’m going to manage for the next month and potentially longer if the trend continues on like this. it is extremely anxiety inducing and stressful, especially considering i am surrounded by people who financially seem to just have it a whole lot easier or are okay with living off a credit card. i am so burnt out that in my free time where i would like to be here, or even doing other things, i can hardly find it in me to leave my bed.

with all of that being said, if you do wish to write with me over discord at all, my user is mia.bunny.

[griefknown]

new year’s resolution for here: delete any old things in my inbox along with anything i don’t have muse for and start fresh because i miss being here. i’m sorry for my absence and lack of reaching out. i’ve not been well mentally, my friends irl haven’t been well, and i currently have an ongoing investigation at my job due to a hostile work environment created by one of my managers. safe to say it hasn’t been easy, but slowly, i’d like to be here again.

[americanedpsychoarchived-deacti]

❛  elena  …  i  don’t  think  hanging  dead  bodies  is  an  inappropriate  halloween  decoration  ⸻  besides,  dead  bodies  smell.    ❜

@griefknown liked for a halloween starter  🎃

[griefknown]

❛ well , i wasn't planning to use them as decor . however , i needed to drain them for my supply , if you know what i mean . we can take care of the smell after , i promise . ❜ / @americanedpsycho

[griefknown]

i just wanna once again thank all of you who are so so patient with me. i have a lot going on atm, but i am trying to pop on and do a few things when i have time and feel up to it.

[elena-gilbert]

ULTIMATE ELENA GILBERT MEME → Elena Gilbert in every episode: 4.04 ― “The Five”

↳ “I don’t want it to get easier. I can’t live like this. Stefan, I’m feeling things that I don’t want to feel and I’m becoming someone that I don’t want to be. I don’t think I’m gonna survive this.”

[griefknown]

the scent of pine trees , gingerbread , and hot cocoa filled the air . mystic falls was having a winter festival filled with activities . ice skating , rides , vendors , and food were scattered about the town center . it wasn't long before elena shuffled through enough of the crowd , two cups of hot cocoa in hand , to find none other than jackie . a bright smile on her face , she offers the warm beverage to the other . ❛ sorry for making you wait , the line was long but i wanted to get you a cup before they ran out . ❜ / @scribedheart

[candyflossmemes]

spotify wrapped has arrived. send me a number from 1-100 for a starter based on that song, or a lyric from it, or send a 🎁 for me to shuffle.

[griefknown]

nsfw gif meme #16 / @griefoverkill

his head is between her thighs , fingers spreading her apart as his tongue teases her relentlessly . her hand rests on the back of his head , fingers tangled in his hair , tugging harder each time he focuses on her clit . ❛ fuck , just like that . ❜ she moans , hips bucking gently against his mouth , feeling herself approaching her release the more he continued . briefly , her gaze meets his , causing her to tug on his hair once more . ❛ i'm close . ❜

[judasrpc]

THE MAJOR ARCANA

a collection of character development questions based on the arcana and their themes !! this is part of a collection of tarot-themed asks. if multi, please specify which muse(s) the question is directed toward !!

[THE FOOL] - Do they weight their options when making a decision, or do they impulsively make a choice?

[THE MAGICIAN] - Are they resourceful? What skills do they possess that help them navigate the world around them?

[THE HIGH PRIESTESS] - Do they meditate? Would they be considered "in tune" with themselves, or do they struggle with personal growth?

[THE EMPRESS] - Do they participate in or have a self-care ritual? If so, what does their routine look like?

[THE EMPEROR] - Is your muse a leader? If so, what kind of leader are they? Do they take a hands-off approach, or do they micromanage?

[THE HIEROPHANT] - What are important traditions to them, if any? Do they stay true to these traditions, or do they adapt them to fit their current situation?

[THE LOVERS] - What do they consider to be the "perfect partner", be it romantic, platonic, alterous, etc.? Is there someone like that in their life?

[THE CHARIOT] - Are they confident? If so, what makes them the most confident in themselves/their abilities?

[STRENGTH] - What are they determined to accomplish the most?

[THE HERMIT] - What does their inner voice sound like? Is it self-reflecting and introspective, or domineering and judgmental?

[WHEEL OF FORTUNE] - Do they believe in destiny/fate? If so, what do they believe their "purpose" is in this life?

[JUSTICE] - Are they a mediator, or do they prefer to step away from potential conflict?

[THE HANGED MAN] - Would they sacrifice themselves, literally or metaphorically, for those close to them? If so, what kind(s) of sacrifice would they make?

[DEATH] - What is their view on the cycle of life? Do they believe in reincarnation?

[TEMPERANCE] - Are they a patient person, or do they tend to act on impulse?

[THE DEVIL] - Which of the capital vices is your muse tempted by? (Pride, Greed, Wrath, Envy, Lust, Gluttony, Sloth)

[THE TOWER] - Are they a destructive individual (be it literally or metaphorically)? If so, how?

[THE STAR] - What is their health like? Do they consider themselves healthy, or do they feel like they could make improvements to better their health?

[THE MOON] - If they had to choose one trait to describe themselves, what would it be? Is it a genuine answer, or the illusion/persona they put on for others?

[THE SUN] - What makes them feel good? This can be happy, energized, revitalized, etc. It's all about good vibes, so what gives them to your muse?

[JUDGMENT] - What was an epiphany/awakening they recently had? Did they realize something that they've been naive to? Did they discover something about themselves? What happened?

[THE WORLD] - How would they define a utopia? What would it consist of, and do they see it as something achievable?

[griefknown]

❛ i think it's safe to say that you are very much my type . ❜

[griefknown]

❛ as someone once said , vampires can't procreate , but we sure love to try . ❜

[griefknown]

spicy bingo! you can find elena's regular bingo card here.

[griefknown]

work was terrible. i’m tired of being treated like shit by someone higher up than me to the point the place i enjoy working is becoming a hostile environment. but anyway, like this and i’ll send you some memes for sinday or otherwise and once i calm down i’ll try and get some writing done.

[ninadaily]

NINA DOBREV as ELENA GILBERT THE VAMPIRE DIARIES 1.07 ― “Haunted”

[griefknown]

depending on how work goes in the morning, i think i'm gonna try to get to some replies and things after. i'm so sorry to those of you who wait on me for so long, but am thankful for your patience.