another lil love life update for myself! Since my last post there have only really been 2 guys I've really been involved with, had a bit of a hot girl summer but they were all one offs.
Cancer #3 - Met at work (he's a regular) one of those where there was definitely a spark/interest from the jump. Also after aries #1 earlier this year, I decided to stop dating/hooking up for a while. I already knew it would be a bad idea to get involved with a regular but he was really persistent and I had nothing else going on. Ended up hooking up in his car the first time he drove me home. Kept hooking up for a few months, I didn't really tell anyone tho just cause I was super embarrassed he's really conservative and definitely not the kinda guy I would typically ever go for. We didn't really have much in common but I felt comfortable enough I could share my thoughts with him even tho almost every time we saw each other we'd end up fighting. He kept asking to date seriously but I kept brushing him off and acting like I wasn't developing feelings. Anyways finally got the balls to initiate things with him only to find out he had gotten back with his ex. It was really upsetting at the time, especially since he had said he was over it and wouldn't go back if the opportunity arose. He just felt very safe and not like someone I'd have to worry about having other options so it really hit me out of nowhere.
Aries #4??? (edit: actually #3) - I'm fr losing track of how many aries men I've been with but this relationship unfortunately didn't last long due to my own actions. This was the person I went out with while hooking up with cancer #3 we only went on 2 dates and never did anything. He was actually very sweet and I felt like we had really good banter and were able to connect but he also gave me kinda conservative-ish vibes also seemed to have a drinking problem (could smell he had been drinking when we met up for our 2nd date) I was also still figuring things out with cancer #3 so I ended up ghosting him which I felt really bad about.
After cancer #3 dumped me I kinda went on a rampage, hooked up with an aquarius#1 the same night, a gemini #2 the night after and another taurus(#2) a few weeks later. and was feeling pretty over the whole hook-up/dating scene until
libra #2 - This one can really only be described as too good to be true (much like libra #1 tho this actually went beyond 1 date). He was really checking all of my boxes: really cute, tall, good job/career, had his own place, more stable/secure, funny, and initiative. For our first date we went mini golfing and I almost didn't show up because I had been in such a bad mood that day. But the date really brightened my day, he asked me out again and we actually ended up dating for 2 months which as sad as it is to say is the longest I've dated anyone since sag #1. I really thought this was going to be the one, we were seeing each other every weekend, he had asked to be exclusive he seemed perfect... too perfect. He would never really message me between us seeing each other (he wasn't on his phone in general) and ended up dumping me because he "didn't feel our values were aligned" and he was "use to dating more ambitious people" it hurt a lot, made me feel like I got dumped by my dad but I ended up sending a long message to stick up for myself.
nobody else rn (potentially an aries #5 (edit: #4) but that hasn't progressed past the DMs so we'll have to wait and see) kinda just want to stick to myself for the next lil while
