Thought Contagion

With words I could move mountains and topple kingdoms. Simple scratches and scribbles. Hieroglyphs and ideas. I am Mr. Scratch.

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Gun to my head

End me

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6³

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I need help

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It's so easy

To fuck it all up

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It's just my paranoia

Nothing more...

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Would you love me in a crisis?

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I had played with guns before

Thumb the hammer

Finger the trigger

The cool, cool barrel against my temple

Click

Empty

Like me

Loaded but empty

Trying to escape

The barrel ages

Fermenting against my skin

One shot, two shots

That metallic taste

That tells me I've nearly gone too far

Vomit

Loaded

But

Empty

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My head is a cruel place to live

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I've never done something so extremely difficult. I am heartbroken and it feels so lame that I can't fix things. But here is where I let go in hopes of giving ourselves an even better chance.

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Sometimes... It isn't just paranoia.

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When they get defensive

That's when you know you're probably right.

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LMFAO!!!!!!!!

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I'll get booked with it soon enough.

Enjoy my captivation while it lasts.

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If I didn't catch you what song would you be singing?

Who's your friend? And who's left when you keep burning real ones?

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Now she's DEFINITELY a good digger

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I was going to buy her a fucking ring.

How stupid am I???