This whole situation is fucked up. He should've never introduced me. As soon as I met her I was attracted so yeah I looked I was peepin her. That's my mans so yeah that's tucked up but that's just how I am fucked up. He just kept on bringing me around her and it kept getting worse. Time passed and I started talking to her and the attraction just grows it awful. Now we out here hanging out behind his back feeling all types of fucked up. At this point I never talk to him and I talk to her almost everyday. She still has know idea how I feel about her but I don't know how cause it's not like I hide it. She's asked me one time before if I asked if I liked her and I said nah...that was a fuckin lie. At the end of the day I'm stuck. She's never gonna break up with him and he's never gonna break up with her. I could never tell her how I really feel cause that would just be "weird" as she always says. But that would end up ruining are relationship as friends and that would definitely mean her boyfriend would never talk to me again so in the end that just leaves me alone. So pretty much it's better to say nothing at all and leave it as it is.
