~SucidalActivity~

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

So I don't do PE because I don't like it when people stare at me judge me or even when I'm getting changed and they can see my scars my fat.....So I've been continuing to not do it and not going to the punishments because I've done nothing wrong...fuck my life... • I own this photo 🌹 • • • • • • • • • • • #ugly #fat #worthless #pathetic #idiot #slut #slag #whore #killyourself #worthless #death #suicidal #depressed #punishments #blood #cuts #scars #selfharm #sad

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

There are two types of people in the world one who wants just death, one who wants to let the pain go... • Don't judge I took this as I went into the toilet....cuz why not • • • • • • • • • • #twotypesofpeople #bathroomshitlol #ugly #fat #whore #slut #slag #idiot #scars #cuts #suicidal #blood #selfharm #razors #blades #death #darkness #pathetic #worthless #killyourself

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

I was walking around just outside of my school and well I saw some people I knew from my school and I got nervous I didn't know if them saying hi was sarcastic so I just turns my volume up... • • • • • I own this photo 💕 • • • • • • #mess #fuckup #fuckit #waiting #school #livinginhell #suicidal #cuts #scars #blood #death #selfharm #pathetic #nervous #idiot #slut #whore #fat #ugly

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

Feel that calm breeze at the back of your neck that makes your hairs stand up, that could be a person who left their body and is now wandering of in there paradise....🌹 • Good Night 💤💤🎶🎶❤️❤️ • • • • • • • • • • #breeze #death #darkness #blood #scars #selfharm #cuts #overdosing #societyisfucked #societykilledtheteenager #depression #depressed #fuckit #fuckup #nopoint #effortless #rip

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

Without those people who do care about me.....I don't think I'd be who I am today that is, even alive, and trying to be stronger than I am but I can't always be that person so thank you ❤️ • • • • • • • • • • • • #whyme #fuckup #fuckit #justwhy #sad #upset #depression #suicidal #cuts #blood #scars #pills #selfharm #depressed #youcaredthanks #ok

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

You were my mother until I knew that the real truth of why I was taken away from you was kept from me, I know you had Bipolar and you didn't know it at the time and I also know you liked needles and you were addicted to them, I'm sorry I was lied to by my own father, I didn't know, if I did I would of travelled miles to see you.....its been 8 years almost 9 now since I've seen or talked to you, I miss you, I need you....... • • • • • • • • • • • #missyou #bipolar #depression #fuckup #drugaddicts #selfharm #cuts #blood #scars #needles #pills #fuckup #mindless #whyme #love

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

So I decided to stand up to go to lunch not knowing that the whole class was suppose to be silent and I said to my friend "ugh this is taking long I'm hungry af"......everyone looked at me and one person spoke he said "ohh I bet your hungry fat piece of shit", I ran out of that class and was almost in tears I didn't know why he would say that it broke me..... I know I'm fat and ugly but to point that out doesn't help me.... • • • • • • • • #tears #sad #broken #suicidal #fuckup #givingupslowly #hangingon #whatisthepoint #fuckit #deadinside #scars #bruises #cuts #selfharm #wasteofspace #fat #ugly #okay

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

So today I was in Spanish class next to my friend and he had a bandage on his arm from his wrist to his elbow, just looking at him made me want to cry and hug him, but I couldn't bring myself to I just don't even know why.......to be continued 💤 • • • • • • • • • • #suicidal #sad #tears #cuts #scars #blood #death #hangingon #givingupslowly #fuckup #whatisthepoint #ohwell

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

"Tick tock tick tock" The clock is ticking when are you going to jump, you want to don't you we both know you do ?!?!?!?! • • • • • • #fuckedup #jumper #suicide #chaos #blades #razors #depression #blood #cuts #scars #selfharm #misstreated #giveup

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

In a split second you can be gone, they say smoking kills you but suicide does it quicker you tell a smoker to stop, but smoking kills you over time, negotiations can keep you sane... • • • • • • • #suicide #smoking #guns #fading #blood #death #cuts #scars #selfharm #depression #razors #blades #done

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

Girl.1 "what's that on your arm it looks horrible" • Girl.2"Oh my cat scratched me it's nothing" • Girl.1"mhm ok you ok now though?" • Girl.2"yeah I'm fine" • • • • • • #suicidal #thecatdidit #whatsthepoint #justlie #fuckit #fuckyou #ohwell #figmentofmyimagination #cuts #blood #scars #blades #razors #depressed #soodonee

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

Babe you know there's one person who really cares but once you stop talking they will turn on you...✖️💫✨ • • • • • • • • #cuts #blood #scars #darkness #fuckit #carenotforme #mistake #blownaway #suicidal #collapsed #whatsthepoint #ok

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

Flicker flicker are you looking??? • You sure your looking ?! • You better be because I'll be gone soon, • My light will fade away from this horrid world.. • • • • • • • #flicker #death #fadingquickly #suicidal #ugly #fat #mistake #fuckup #fuckit #cuts #scars #blood #darkness

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

Will it stop? • Can I stop it! • Will I be able to? • How do I beat it? • • • • • #suicide #cuts #scars #fuckit #fuckup #blood #depression #suicidal #idiot #loser #fat #ugly #shithappens #noreason #ohwell #sleepforeverplease

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

Aha Wonderland❤️ • • • • • • • • #suicidal #die #pills #death #scars #cuts #depression #fuckup #fuckit

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

Ehm so yeah this is half my face shush ok umm I wanted to dye my hair but I wasn't allowed never have been so I decided to spray it uno cuz why not 😂And well it back fired but I guess some good came out of it I may be going to the hair dressers to get it dyed but first I have to get my haircut so yay ❤️💕✨ • • • • • • #slightlyhappy4once #hair #dyeing #idk #idc

[groovychildblizzard-blog]

I stood here for about 5 minutes and she looked at me and they looked at each other then she said "if she wants to fall in let her", I just ugh what's the point trying to please someone who just doesn't even care....?!?! • • • • • • • #depressed #suicidal #sad #gross #ugly #fat #selfharm #blood #cuts #scars #dontfuckingeat