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Intro Post [WIP]

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hihi, I'm Icky :]

you've found my side blog where I get to be insane about things

I plan on putting my doodles, thoughts and reblogs here instead of clogging up my main space

you'll find all of my drawings under #doodles and all my thoughts under #rambles

that being said ageless/underage accounts interacting with nsfw/nsft posts will be blocked for both parties' safety

If you'd like to know where else to find me or my interests, feel free to check out my carrd

Icky's Carrd

that should be all to know for now! thanks for stopping by :]

#intro #doodles #rambles #carrd #commisions open #art comms open #self reblog

jami-purple

naughty naughty

#naughty bear #naughty bear game #chewing on his other ear real slow #this is so shapes #delightful

having to sit and unravel the little things i do is exhausting but hopefully worth it

#rambles #there's a lot of small things I never realized I did either #all of my apps have to be open a certain way or else they're not satisfying to be on #my bed has always been arranged a specific way #both cleaned and unclean #certain things I can't give any attention to cause they're not organized right #and I'm still living with others so it's out of my control #I turn off my sound cause I never realized how overwhelming to have it on is #I count on my fingers or in my head for specific tasks #if I don't a part of me feels like it's incomplete or wrong #if someone else's habits change I get horribly anxious #and I'm trying to remind myself during a lot of these that I'm fine that these happen #especially cause so many of these are out of my control #but sometimes it really does feel like dying #and I hate admitting it #because I was able to ignore it for so long #but I was never really truly present the way I am now #I'm remembering a lot more #so I keep telling myself in small ways it is worth #giving these habits attention to try and fix them #or at least ease myself out of them

kaisodai

Chat i miss them....

Just a lil piece for all the security breach keychains im selling next month!

#queue #I fear I never moved on from this game

nikoco11

AAAGHHHHHHHHHHH

finally finished this i’m happy!!!!!! she’s one of my favorite designs in game and my favorite designs i’ve ever drawn wahaahaaaa

#queue #she's so pretty :_:#delicious work op ty #glamrock chica

chloesimaginationthings

Roxy would absolutely adore all the Chicas in FNAF,,

#queue #she is everything to me #roxy is unbelievably real for this #glamrock chica #roxanne wolf

melmelonmellie

Omg it’s glamrock chica

#queue #OHY GOD ITS GLAMROCK CHICA #I may have a favorite #glamrock chica

cosmic-giraffe

Here are my Glamrock Miis!!!!

The facepaint took me FOREVER to do, and my finger hurts like Hell after doing them all, but they turned out great!!!!!!

#queue #LOOK AT THEEEMMMM #ough this is so cool #fnaf security breach #glamrock freddy #glamrock chica #glamrock bonnie #roxanne wolf #montgomery gator

ribbonbat

my favorite glamrock gal !!

#queue #I love the line art on this so so much #glamrock chica my beloved #glamrock chica

senordannyman

Glamrock Chica❗️❗️🗣

#queue #LOOK AT HOW PRETTY THIS REDESIGN IS #I'm going to be ill slash positive #glamrock chica

been playing gamble with your friends recently and thats been a nice distraction

#doodles #gamble with your friends #we havent gotten past floor 4 </3 #ONE DAY THO

Good lord 3 ramble posts in a row this morning

I need to draw my OCs fucking and I'll be right as rain dw

#rambles

Sometimes I wonder if I've made mistakes not letting people go. If maybe it comes from a place of fear that I'm just like him in thinking you'll leave. That I do trust you and yet the possibility of that being a better reality for us both that I've held us back on. I wonder if there's truly no purpose to a person's existence other than to live. I wonder if I'm a stepping stone, that maybe my purpose is to die just to give meaning to experience

Maybe I'm just dramatic

#I can only imagine it gets exhausting #but that's why I'm writing here #I still get something out of seeing my words #knowing they're not hidden #that they're not just thoughts in my head but real written words #it makes it tangible #I need no witness because I get to see me #because anyone can see it #regardless if they care or not #it becomes a choice to see and that's comfortable #rambles #sorry y'all the voices have been talking to me

Sometimes I wish I could peel back my skin, be a literal skeleton of myself. To poke and prod at parts of me I know are present but I'll never intimately know. No amount of questioning and answers, medication or logic will ever change the fact I am fundamentally wrong. That's something that can't be fixed

#rambles

who was gonna tell me being sad makes you unable to cook/eat

that's my favorite thing ever what the fuck

#outside of talking to wife anyway #I want to bake so bad #i miss making sweets #even basic shit like bread or pizza #rambles #queue

I'm afraid I'm never going to be able to articulate myself well because of how people view language and I'm even more scared that it's effecting my personal relationships

And no one is telling me it is because of how language is viewed, so they believe I mean things a specific way

#because what do you mean you don't understand #that I can like something but not care for how it is #the two can coexist #or how I don't have to follow how I feel #I don't like many things #however it does not give me a pure reason to be selfish #it's worse cause idk how to explain that my emotions separate on other things too #the concept of behavior being tied to a person's whole and vice versa #ough I fear I'm not cut out to be a person #not a good person anyway #cause I still am one but Lord does it feel like I'm failing at the invisible rules #and I've followed them my entire life #but I don't actually understand them and I'm sick of saying I do #just because I can take context clues #but if I don't put up with it I lose my personal relationships #honestly it's a miracle my partner and friends are so patient with me to begin with #who knows #maybe it's just depression season and I'm overthinking and unmedicated #rambles

if I see another person refer to a ship as yaoi or yuri when someone is more masc or femme leaning despite being nonbinary/non conforming im gonna blow my shit smooth off

#rambles #queue #everything but letting someone escape expectation #yall so far caught in these rules #it makes it okay to go with gendered things anyway #this is especially bad with other gay folk #at least in my experience #ik no one will see this #but damn does it get on my nerves

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