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“Those were the good old days. Hayaan mo, sooner or later, someone will come in my life, someone as good as you, maybe even better and I'll do my best to keep that person. ”

1:18 AM • Run away with me.

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Maybe knowing that you could always do better is what's actually making it hard for me to feel anything for somebody else.

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Maybe we’ll meet again, when we’re slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.

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Apr 11, 2016 3:43 AM

I deactivated and deleted my Facebook. I don't know what came into my mind I just found myself doing it. I don't feel like interacting. I want to hide but there's no place for me to. This feeling sucks. My brain's so dead and scattered. Putangina.

Kinda want you to see the contents of my blog, kinda don’t.

Don’t worry, love.

Every little thing I told you before, is true. I meant it when I said that I love you. When I told you I’ll wait for you, that you’re the only one who has my whole fucking universe. That you’re the one who made my devils behaved and transformed into angels. That you got me, and I got you at all times. You don’t have to worry about me loving somebody else cause you, my love, are like Odysseus, and I, Penelope, will always be right here waiting for you without giving a single damn about these guys around me.

1st summer escapade for 2016.

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They’re just weak. If someone loves you enough, they’ll stay.

@grsylb (via shunyown)

Actually my friends always tell me that I'm "too strong for normal men to handle". I don't agree to that though.

Before you plan on entering my world,

I want to warn you about me. I will drive you crazy by overthinking and too much worrying. You may say that I’m just exaggerating things. I will not lie to you. I will tell you all the factors why everyone chose to leave me. “They’re just weak. If someone loves you enough, they’ll stay” something you might say after hearing me out. But, no. I am a pain in the ass, I will make you worried sick about me every time you won’t get a reply from me for hours. I maybe lovable, but not until I tell you the truth about me, how I’m always sick, how I plan to end this miserable life and how I always spend my nights at the hospital curled up like a ball almost every week. You’d start getting a bit tight after discovering that part of me, you’d give me restrictions because you love me and you care about my health and I’d still do the things that might put my health to risk for wanting to live a normal life. BUT, I WOULD CHANGE FOR YOU. JUST BE PATIENT. IT TAKES TIME, LOVE. JUST WAIT FOR ME. DON’T GIVE UP AND YOU’LL SEE.

Today's our supposed-to-be-300th day together, then you asked me, "How are you gonna move on?..". Well, to be honest, I'm not even sure if I want to...

(2/14/16) I made this short poem for Valentine’s cause that’s the least I could to make an effort and a do a little surprise for him. (Lmao kidd, I did a video that I posted on the first day of February para di ganong expected) I uploaded this on my Facebook and Instagram account, and til now, I still don’t have the guts to delete nor look at it. Pahinging lakas, mga ante.

#prsnl #valentines #ldr

It's crazy how this day went. Like I got drunk and then I was able to sober up right away, went out for a while to meet a friend, had a small portion of her dinner because I really don't feel like eating. And then, just right after we parted ways, seconds after that, my heart felt heavy again. Heavier than carrying a bodybuilder. Then when I got home, I don't know why but I feel like I was gonna pass out on our dining table even though I wasn't even sleepy. Just tired. Ay, no, goddamn exhausted. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!?!

#prsnl

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