fairy things & cricket wings

Sing your song... Sure and strong...! And soon... Once Upon a Time RP Selective but friendly Indie OC RPer Thumbelina / Cherise Hopper ARCHIVED RP. INACTIVE BLOG. DO NOT MESSAGE.

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afterxthexrainxgoes:

A new tumblr and a fresh new start for an old character!

More than ten years of roleplaying experience on different mediums.

Selective but friendly. No need to be mutuals!

Will rp outside of the fandom. Have a character from a fandom I despise? RP WITH ME ANYWAY!

Always open for plotting.

Patience. Never in a rush to bug you for replies and never expects a rapid fire response.

Will do multi-para, askbox, and meme rp.

Disabled rper. Please read rules and mun pages for details! <3

(Formerly grumblygardens. Please enjoy this horrible photoshopped promo.)

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grumblygardens has moved to afterxthexrainxgoes!

Hi guys! So I’m just about finished moving things and getting it all pretty. If you want to follow me, I’m now at afterxthexrainxgoes. I’ll pick up on rp there if you’d like to remind me. If you don’t want to continue rp and don’t want to follow me at my new blog, that’s okay, too. It’s been a great three years on Cherise at this tumblr and I’ve had a lot of fun here. Hope to see you at my fresh new rp blog! xoxo

Reblogging for the night crowd. I’ll put up a few more messages sometime this week before making my last post on here. There will be no more rp taking place here.

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grumblygardens has moved to afterxthexrainxgoes!

Hi guys! So I’m just about finished moving things and getting it all pretty. If you want to follow me, I’m now at afterxthexrainxgoes. I’ll pick up on rp there if you’d like to remind me. If you don’t want to continue rp and don’t want to follow me at my new blog, that’s okay, too. It’s been a great three years on Cherise at this tumblr and I’ve had a lot of fun here. Hope to see you at my fresh new rp blog! xoxo

Reblogging for the night crowd. I’ll put up a few more messages sometime this week before making my last post on here. There will be no more rp taking place here.

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grumblygardens has moved to afterxthexrainxgoes!

Hi guys! So I’m just about finished moving things and getting it all pretty. If you want to follow me, I’m now at afterxthexrainxgoes. I’ll pick up on rp there if you’d like to remind me. If you don’t want to continue rp and don’t want to follow me at my new blog, that’s okay, too. It’s been a great three years on Cherise at this tumblr and I’ve had a lot of fun here. Hope to see you at my fresh new rp blog! xoxo

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grumblygardens is moving!

I’ve started the process of copying and moving things over to a new tumblr and I’ll be turning this into an archive. I’ve had this space since Cherise’s creation and suffice to say, it’s gotten a bit messy and I’ve outgrown it. I’ve also got countless junk on here so maybe it’s about time we get a new space! Within the next week or two, I’ll have everything officially moved to my new spot. You can message me for the new name (if you’re impatient and want to start a new thread NOW) or wait for the post when I’m finished. I will start rping over there as I’m fixing things up.Thanks for following me. xoxo

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ooc: SO. After my ketamine infusions, my devil horns are back and I’m feeling excellent. What’s this mean for you? I’m much better and I can handle plotting. My sarcasm is back. Reply speed should go up. I can do more now. Hopefully this will help my mental state a little more. Let me know if you want to plot!

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[text]: Perfect. I'm sliding in as I send this

“Just lock the door behind you, please? Now feel free to talk about whatever you want. Just don’t break any windows or faces.”

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ooc: No really. Every passive aggressive post you make? I can’t correctly read it and I’m immediately thinking it’s about me, even if we haven’t rped before/lately. No I’m not functioning well. I’m trying to remind myself that I’m being irrational and that “No, everyone does not secretly hate you” and “No, you are not cursed that people are going to leave you after three years”. Depression caused by chronic pain is not a rational thing and it will do some dark stuff to you. I was doing good for a very long time because I was without pain for a while. Now since I’m coping with pain again, these thoughts and inabilities to read people/deal with stress are back. I can usually crush it after a while but it gets really bad when you add things like stress and other stuff. I’m sorry to keep making posts about it, but the thoughts are incredibly strong and disturbing. I can’t stop rping because I have to keep my hands physically moving and I have to keep my mind strong. I have to keep forming sentences and figuring out how to reply to people because my brain is a pretty dull knife right now. But I’m having some difficulties in general with people. My mutuals, I guess. No, this doesn’t mean censor yourself. No, it doesn’t mean “I NEED YOU TO TAG YOUR”- I don’t want you to do that. I just feel like I need to constantly explain that I’m going to be constantly fretting on the other side of this screen because even a “Hi, how are you?” reads more like a “Why don’t you go die? Nobody loves you, you fucking whore.” I know these things are wrong. I can tell they’re wrong. I’m just trying desperately to convince myself and it’s so hard.

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[text]: Tea, please. and worry not, I come bringing you actually edible cookies.

[text]: I keep eating Kiernan’s arrow cookies.[text]: I hope those aren’t bad for pregnancy.[text]: But the kettle’s on for you.

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[text]: I love you, I promise to be quiet when I come in

[text]: Coffee or tea?[text]: I can’t have either so whatever I make is for you.

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[text]: It was too traumatizing to even think about doing that. I might do it when and if I go back [text]: is your door open?

[text]: Just come in. I’m up.[text]: Door is open.[text]: Archie went to bed early and I’m awake thinking about things.

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[text]: It was a mask since the stores are gearing up for halloween I assume. but, looking at it was like I was touching a red hot memory stove.

[text]: You were justified to set fire to the mask at that moment, I believe.

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captainblackcandles:

“You are a figment of a bad dream. And I haven’t the foggiest who your daughter is. Why should I fear you? You are a naught but a spectral figure of my mind’s creation. Be gone.” 

“You can’t look at me and tell? Really? Oh Hook, you need to understand something... Dreams have to start somewhere... I’m not going anywhere. Please, change the setting of your dream. Do try that. I’m getting tired of this. Send us somewhere more exotic, please. I’d like somewhere a bit more balmy. I’m still haunting you... It’s called unfinished business.”

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[text]: I had a full on panic attack in the grocery store today [text]: hope you're decent, i'm coming over.

[text]: What set you off?[text]: I’m hardly keeping it together myself.[text]: We can be bookends.

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captainblackcandles:

“Oh yes? And just how do you plan to burn me, small one?”

“I’m something of your worst nightmares, Hook. I don’t think you realize this. You’re not awake right now. My song would burn your ears, but it’s intended for much different audiences now. I will warn you this, perhaps you shouldn’t send your wash out when you go into port next time. If you catch me as your washer woman, you’ll be taking a canon ball to the head... I don’t care for you. Keep your hands off my child and heed the warning...or perhaps you’ll be the one I sing for next!”

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“EXCUSE YOU, I AM A HOT FAIRY.”

“…you’d best cool yourself down then, hadn’t you?” 

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“Or I can make you burn. I prefer to do that.”

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You'll be in my heart, Go the Distance, and a Whole New World

You'll Be In My Heart:Have others ever questioned your love for a person or thing before?“Well, would you like to hear my feelings about when I was a nun? I was too sick to continue my life within the church so I turned to something that made me happier... Children. Teaching children made me happier. I...I know they questioned me. They questioned if I was able to be strong enough to do anything. My faith was always in question because I couldn’t seem to find the motivation they were looking for. I...I did love something else, yes. I had another calling in life. They say the lord works in mysterious ways. If so, I believe I’m on that path.”Go the Distance:Do you feel like you have to work to belong? Do you belong at all? Does it really matter?“I’ll never belong. I...I understand that. I’m not pure enough or good enough for anyone. No matter what happened or where I went, I wasn’t good enough. I never will be.”A Whole New World:Have you shared something special to you with someone close? How did they feel about it?“Truthfully, I don’t have anything that isn’t special to me. Archie knows my secrets and I never had special spots or special places to me. Well, that’s not true. When I was still barely the size of a thumb, I loved the old lighthouse where I once lived. It’s long gone. A distant memory. I’ll never be able to share that with anyone.”